Sharing Love: Between Us
Chapter.206 Explanation
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"Riscus?" Keenan was silent for a while, to his surprise. The son, however, then walked quickly to Riska and hugged her tightly, a kiss he had on the top of his wife's head.
It turned out that his thoughts just a moment ago, were unproven. All that was broken just like that, when he saw his wife standing in front of him.
"Where have you been, Ris? I'm really worried about you" said Keenan, still tightly hugging Riska's body.
"Abang, have you eaten? Let's eat first, yuk." Riska unraveled her husband's embrace, still smiling, taking Keenan's hand for her to kiss and bringing Keenan into the dining room.
"You, cook?" keenan asked, when he saw there was a dish on the dining table.
Riska nodded, she then took the plate in front of Keenan and filled it with the dinner menu this time. Nothing special, just rice with shrimp capcay side dishes and fried chicken galangal.
Keenan drank water first before starting to eat Riska cuisine which for one month has become his favorite food.
Riska also eat, even though it looks very tasteful. Keenan, who had been watching his wife, seemed to ask in his heart.
Dinner was over, Riska went to clean the dining table, and washed the dishes of the two of them.
"Let me do the washing, you just clean it up" Keenan said, taking the plate that Riska wanted to wash.
Riska did not refuse, she turned to take a clean cloth and walked towards the dining table, without a word coming from her mouth.
Keenan was more and more confused by the awkward atmosphere that was suddenly created between the two of them. Seeing Riska who is usually chatty now seems to choose silence, Keenan began to understand that Riska is not okay.
Riska who was waiting for Keenan, to explain the incident this afternoon was also his relationship with the woman named Luna.
While Keenan, who was still confused by Riska's attitude that suddenly changed.
After more than an hour they were still silent to each other, with their respective thoughts. Both are now ready to go to sleep.
"Ris, what is this? Why are you quiet like this?" keenan asked, finally he could no longer hold back his curiosity.
Riska was still silent, she brushed away the blanket that had now partially covered her lower body, exhaling a rough breath before starting to open her voice.
'Come, Ris. You have to be strong to speak well to your husband. Hasn't he asked now? This is your chance to talk about that woman'
Riska muttered in her heart, bracing herself to speak and act ordinary in front of Keenan, also hiding the tightness and tears that had gathered in the fertilizer.
Slowly his hand opened the drawer beside his bed, taking a photo stored on top of a book.
"Sorry, Bang. I found this in the study, brother," Riska said, putting a photograph on her husband's lap.
Keenan widened his eyes, when he saw the photo of his memories with Luna in Riska's hands.
"When did you find this photo, Ris?" ask Keenan.
"A few days ago, exactly when you were asleep in the study," Riska replied.
Keenan straightened up, he remembered that night he fell asleep holding a photo of Luna, and from then on, he never saw her again.
"Ka–you've known this photo since then? Then why aren't you the same as me, Ris?" ask Keenan again.
"I've asked you why you sleep in the study, but, Brother, you're lying. Then why do I ask further, if it will only add to the lie, brother, only?" said Riska.
Keenan.
'So Riska also knew that I was lying and she still wanted to take care of me?' mumbling Keenan's heart.
Guilt now pressed his heart even more, for all that he had done.
Riska was silent, she did not intend to answer or respond to Keenan's words anymore. Right now, he just wants to listen, rather than be heard. Find a bright spot to make a decision until he finally knows what steps he must take in the future.
Looking at Riska who was silent, Keenan took a deep breath and took it out, before beginning to tell her about her past.
"She was my ex-boyfriend when I was in high school. For two years we have been in a close relationship and encouraged each other in our education. Until he finally left me after graduation." Keenan paused for a moment.
There was pain and pain in my heart when I heard Keenan tell me.
"She just disappeared, no strings attached and no news. I've been trying to find it everywhere, but, the results are as good as nil. He's like disappearing into the earth . Nobody knows where he's going, nobody knows why he's gone, it's all full of mysteries."
Riska looked at her husband's face with an increasingly piercing pain, hearing the fact that it was true, she was a barrier to Keenan's happiness.
"Up until a few days ago, I met Alana because of an accident. That meeting, again aroused my curiosity and heartache, which had never even dried up, after he left me first."
Riska smiled bitterly, when she found that her husband still remembered and fought for the woman who had even left him many years ago.
Video of the accident, widely circulated until then he could also see clearly, Keenan's reaction, when helping women there.
"I intended to ask him for an explanation, until I finally found a reality that so hit my ego as a man."
Riska was eager to curse at the man right now, venting out all the increasingly painful flavors. Every word that came out of Keenan's mouth, spread an arrow that stuck in his heart.
"I fell back, fell in the same pain, maybe even more painful than when he left me, first."
Riska feels increasingly guilty, she blames herself for Keenan's pain. He considers that Keenan is devastated because there is now him as his wife, which will hinder the love story of her husband with the girl of his past.
Riska dropped her head, with a clear grain that had fallen unbearably. The tightness became so urgent that he could no longer hide the pain.
"Sorry," said Riska, cupping her face with her shoulders that began to tremble.
"I'm sorry, Bang," said Riska again in between her sobs.
Seeing Keenan's face that looked so tormented when telling the woman, it was enough to let her know, that Keenan still loved the woman very much.
"Risca? Hey, babe ... Why apologize? You are not wrong, I am wrong here. I can never be honest with my own feelings. Sorry, Ris .. sorry."
Keenan held onto his wife's trembling shoulders, he raised Riska's face in order to look her in the eyes. Riska fluttered, she held Keenan's hand thrust under her chin, maintaining a lowered position.
"Look at me, Ris," said Keenan, with a subtle word.
Slowly Riska followed Keenan's hand, she looked at her husband's black eyes, with a red seklera, holding all regrets within her.
Keenan cupped the face, his thumb rubbing Riska's delicate cheeks, wiping away the falling tears and soaking the skin.
"I'm sorry, Ris. Please don't leave me, I can't live without you, Ris," Keenan said with deep-laced eyes.
Riska frowned, hearing Keenan's words she had never imagined before.
"M–you mean, Brother?" riska asked, with a voice that sounded a little raucous, because it was crying too much.
Keenan carried Riska's body into his arms, sinking the tearful face into his field chest. Listening to the heartbeat that is going through very fast.
"I love you, Riska. I love you so much. Never leave me, I beg you," said Keenan, closing his eyes.
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...Huh! Finally, Keenan can also express love for Riska. How to react Riska ya🤔...
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