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56_Indar Again

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Aisha wiped her tears, "Aish, don't cry. Allah will not test His servants beyond his means. Don't be sad anymore, Zahra will be fussy if you have a lot of thoughts," said Aisyah, she encouraged herself.

"Mas Bayu, for now Aish may still be able to survive. But, later if Aish is tired, don't blame Aish, if Aish has to give up, "inner Aisyah, he stares at their wedding photos that stick to the wall of the room.

Whether the burden of any thoughts that are now raging in Aisyah's mind, only she knows. Aisyah is confused who to share her story with. If it used to be while still working, he could still tell anything with Witri. Now, he feels hesitant if he has to bother Witri with his personal problems. However Bayu is her husband, she does not want to expose the disgrace of the family.

Although Aisyah is no longer working, but Aisyah and Witri still often exchange news through chat. In fact, once in a while they also make a video call to let go of their longing. However, Aisyah could always cover up her family's problems. He did not want to make Witri worried about his home life.

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The afternoon is almost over. The sun is moving west. Leave a tinge of orange color that adds to the beauty of the twilight sky this afternoon. As scheduled, today Zahra will be immunized. Deftly Aisyah carried Zahra, and also carried a tote bag containing some Zahra needs.

"It must be self-sufficient" said Aisha, those words she always remembered. Aisyah must prove to Bayu if she is not a spoiled woman as Bayu had thought so far.

At exactly 16.30 WIB, the online taxi Aisyah ordered was ready in front of her contract. Aisyah immediately went up and asked the ojek driver who happened to be a woman to go to the midwife where Aisyah gave birth first.

On the way, Aisyah's mind was still wandering. Although trying to ignore, in fact Aisyah's heart and feelings can not be denied. Aisyah was very disappointed with Bayu's attitude. Even just because of Indar, today to just give news through a message, Bayu did not have time.

Aisyah took a deep breath, trying to find calm from the breeze of the wind that blew.  "The strong Aish, a little more, yes! You can definitely get through all of this" said Aisyah. Maybe now the house is still given a test. Aisyah hoped everything would be fine, for the sake of her beloved little princess Zahra.

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The night is getting late, the wall clock in Aisyah's contract has shown at 20:30 WIB. Bayu still did not come home, repeatedly he saw his cell phone. Hope there's a message or phone call from Bayu. However, there is no news.

Aisyah's mind began to frown, her eyes began to glaze over. "What are you doing with Indar, Mas? Didn't you think of Zahra, Mas? Don't you want me?" A single tear escaped just so wet Aisyah's cheek.

"How can you tell me to think positively about Indar, if in fact until this hour you have not come home. Without telling me anything." Aisyah cried a mouthful, so sick Aisyah's feelings at this time. He really can't take it anymore.

A few minutes later, the sound of a motorbike came. Aisyah immediately came out of the room, after making sure Zahra was still sleeping soundly. This little baby is so adorable. Although exhausted in immunization, he was not fussy at all.

"Where have you been, Mom?" without further ado Aisyah immediately approached Bayu who had just entered into the contract.

"Why are you, Dek? You're crying out? Zahra's fine, right?" Bayu ignored Aisyah's question and instead asked back. He was worried because he saw Aisyah whose eyes were slightly puffy. When will rub Aisyah's cheeks. However, it was even brushed aside roughly by Aisyah.

"Why ask now? That busy you are the same flirtatious widow, until you don't miss the news to your wife, Mas?" aisyah answered with great emphasis.

"Don't worry, you Dek. I told you this morning, that Indar asked for help to actually leak the water pipe. Don't think about it" said Bayu, shaking his head. Instead of realizing his mistake, Bayu instead thinks that Aisyah is too excessive.

"What do you think of me as, Mom? All this time you've always demanded that I be independent. While you yourself are busy paying attention to that flirtatious widow. What do you want, Mom?" Aisyah paused her speech, it felt so tight in the chest that she could no longer bear her feelings.

"Or maybe your childhood friend was deliberately divorced from her husband, in order to get close to you, Mas."

"Enough Aisyah, over time you just digress. Throw away your bad thoughts. Indar is not like that."

"Keep defending the widow, it seems that I do not mean anything to you, Mas. You're outrageous." Aisha passed by leaving Bayu who was still confused to hear the anger of Aisha.

After his wife died, Bayu immediately went to the bathroom to clean himself. It felt so hot after coming home from the factory directly to Indar's house.

Bayu opened the room door slowly. He found Aisha hugging Zahra on her bed. Bayu immediately changed his clothes, suddenly the shadow of the tiny baby disturbed his mind.

Just as he approached Zahra and was about to kiss her, Bayu recalled the sentence that came out of Aisha's mouth a few minutes ago. He also abandoned his intentions. Bayu did not want to disturb his wife who was currently closing her eyes beside Zahra. Although Bayu knew, Aisyah did not really fall asleep.

Bayu out to the dining table. Opening the service hood that is on the table. But there's nothing in it. Bayu did not comment anything. He prefers to sleep on an empty stomach in the front seat of the television.

While in the room, Aisyah's tears were back in her eyes. They were racing to get out of the corner of the woman's eye. Memories of his past swirled around in his mind. Where he is always required to be able to do anything on his own.

As a woman, sometimes Aisyah also wants to be spoiled with her husband. There was a desire to be picked up by her husband when he was still working. Want to ask her husband for help with trivial things in her household. That doesn't mean he can't do it alone. Aisyah only missed a little attention from her husband. Is that wrong?

While with Indar, Bayu is always ready to do anything for him. "I want to know how you feel if I don't need your help, Mom. Not because I wanted to, but because I got used to it without your interference. By the time it comes, maybe I really don't need you, Mom. All because you made me like this."

Aisyah pulled her blanket over her head. This time she chose to leave her husband. Aisha was really tired.

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...To be continued...

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