The Effects of Early Marriage
45 Anxiety

Freya walked hurriedly into her room. Lock the door, then go up on the mattress and pull the blanket to cover his entire body. His body shivered, not because he was cold, but because of excessive anxiety.

I'm killer?

No, I'm not a killer. They're all alive and well.

Why don't they just die?

No, if they die, then I will be imprisoned and my ideals will be more difficult to realize.

Take it easy, Frey, even if you kill, they won't put you in jail. Because for them, a good family name is more important than anything.

Actually Freya did feel all that was not just a dream. Her brain began to reconstruct all the events she had during the miscarriage. The blood red color and the pungent smell of rancid when she was bleeding were exactly the same at the hospital, where she saw blood soaking her hands and the smell of blood was on her sense of smell.

Hypnotic therapy was finally decided by the incident of the miscarriage. Freya's subconscious forces her to remember all of those events, leaving her re-hit by nightmares every night and constantly feeling terrified.

Like a person who too much and often watch thriller films, there are times when he becomes afraid of himself.

That's what Freya feels like, like a movie that her character is terrified of the ghosts of the victims she kills, she said, who will take revenge by scaring him until he confesses to his mistake and even kills himself because of depression.

Right, that's how he feels .. anxious. But there is also a feeling of disappointment. Disappointed as to why they didn't just die. Why they survived. Let them both be destroyed.

Freya is devastated that her youth is taken away by the selfishness of two families. So let them also be destroyed by their own actions.

Freya opened her bag, then drank some medicine before finally her eyes closed.

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Freya staggered a bit in the classroom corridor and saw Arby and Nuna speaking slowly.

"Hello, my husband and my wife." Freya giggled with a flushed face.

Marcell, Vian and Ikmal approach them, worried that the war will return.

"Hi, my handsome ketos. You want to be my girlfriend?"

Freya's face flushed back with a shy smile.

Marcell and Vian's eyes were like penduls moving from Arby to Freya to Arby to Freya.

"Oh, long time to answer."

Freya immediately left those who were still not loading.

"Freya rich drunk. Yeah, no, anyway?" ask Vian.

"Ck, not drunk, but cheerful, his face was so red."

"Groaning?"

"Yes. I'm carefree .. I'm carefree .. I'm carefree .. long for affection."

"Freya is indeed more suitable with Ikmal anyway."

The cooker's mouth was getting rampant.

"Come on Nun, don't think about them." Arby immediately invites Nuna away and leaves her three best friends just like that.

"Entar also nyesel tuh guys."

"Let it go, I'll be the first one to laugh at him. M-A-M-P-U-S ... MUFFLED!"

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Razia performed simultaneously. No students can go outside the class. One by one the students were examined. Not only the bag, but also the contents of the wallet, anyone knows who has ko. In fact they had to take off their shoes and socks, as well as have their body areas checked (women's pupils checked by female teachers).

Freya closed her eyes while sighing, it was soon her turn.

His shoes and socks were removed. In his pocket there are some candy as well as telon oil.

"What's this?"

All eyes were on him.

There are two boxes, like cigarette boxes. The female teacher opened a box, and scattered the contents on the table.

"Freya!"

Four cigarettes and a gas match.

Then the second box also opened, their eyes widened again.

G*nja and illegal drugs of various types.

Freya looked calm, precisely the pale ones were Nania and Aruna, they were like shortness of breath. It's not that it's all theirs, it's just that they're confused as to why it's all on Freya. There's no way Freya's smoking, smoking gan*a is also using drugs, right?

The members of the osis who were in charge of helping the raid were also in disbelief.

Arby, Ikmal, Vian and Marcell looked at each other.

Freya's rich drunk, isn't she?

Had they taken Vian seriously, they might have acted before the raid, even though they did not know that the principal would have done the raid.

"Is this Freya?"

"Cigarettes, gas matches, marijuana ...."

Freya mentioned one by one the types of drugs.

"You're coming to the principal's room. All of you, close your eyes, ears, and mouth tightly about this. If this thing leaks even to the next class, you'll know the consequences."

"Arby, come with me to the principal's room, the others continue the raid."

What's this problem, Freya? Why do you always make a move?

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Arby and Freya's parents are called back.

"Why are you embarrassing us, Freya!"

"...."

"Why shut up? Answer!"

"...."

"Where did you get all this?"

"...."

"Surely from Mico!"

"Heh, don't be from the recriminations. Mico has nothing to do with this. He hasn't been in school for a long time." Freya makes her voice when Arby accuses Mico.

Cih, from the last question was silent, the turn to call the name Mico immediately nyahutin.

"Where'd you get these things, Freya?"

Freya shrugged her shoulders.

The adults closed their eyes, feeling frustrated with Freya who had been considered a good child, smart and exemplary it was better, even though the values were still satisfactory.

"Arby, you take Freya to the UKS. Wait there until we pick it up."

Without being told twice, Freya immediately stood up. But before that he picked up a cigarette that was on his front desk, lit it and smoked it, exhaling its smoke in front of them.

"Freya!"

"In addition to asking, you should have also told me to demonstrate, how all this time I've been wearing these things."

Freya laughed softly, then went outside.

Meanwhile, in Freya's class, the students talk about Freya, of course with whispers for fear that someone will hear. That's what this school is like, which is very good for its name. In fact they will cover up each other's mistakes, especially their classmates, so as not to be known by people, especially outsiders.

If Nania and Aruna are busy worrying about Freya, then Nuna is certainly busy worrying about Arby. How the man has always gotten into trouble since marrying Freya.

I should've banned Arby from marrying Freya.

In the principal's room

"Freya should be immediately destabilized. We don't know since when the boy used drugs, and how often."

"If he goes into a rehabilitation center, then people will know, it will ruin the good names of the Zanuar and Abraham families, especially the Zanuar family."

"But we can't just let Freya go."

"All you have to do now is, shut up people who know the matter. Don't let them tell people including their husbands, wives or families. If this matter gets leaked, I'll act on them myself" Arlan said firmly.