
After the traumatic events of Lana lan in the Ayana kidnapping event and they choose to return to France, some time later Tristan decided to move from their mansion to a beautiful house on the shores of Lake Geneva between Switzerland and France.
They went through a difficult time yesterday to treat Lana Lan, even Joyce continued to advise Tristan to find a new place to live for them so that Lana lan could find her inner calm.
Tristan decided to buy this place for them.
In addition to being far from their previous lives, the location of this house is quite a good and wise choice for Lana lan to get peace of mind and body.
The beautiful scenery of the edge of the lake Ganeva can relieve deep stress, even the beautiful air that looks ahead also adds to the impression of how comfortable the residence is.
Tristan seemed busy struggling in the kitchen, he started making soup for his wife and some of Lana lan's favorite dishes.
Sounding and looking embarrassing, he is a husband who works in the kitchen to please the wife as well as to fill the stomach of the wife.
But Tristan likes her, she does all this because she really wants to make the woman happy in her own way.
As he was busy struggling in the kitchen with various kinds of equipment and materials in front of him, suddenly there were broken glass from the upstairs house.
Tristan quickly stopped his activities and then darted up to the top like a madman because of his panic and worry about Lana Lan, he thought what was wrong with his wife at this time.
As she climbed upstairs towards their room, Tristan could see Lana lan's body looking trembling while looking at the blood in her hands, the woman's eyes were glazed over, she said, his face instantly paled, his pupils dilated.
As fast as the lightning tristan grabbed onto Lana lan's body, she tightly hugged the wife's body quickly.
"Close your eyes, close your eyes, there's no blood, there's nothing in front of you, it's just a hallucination hmmmm"
Tristan fast said.
"That's just a hallucination, imagine the good things hmmm, our honeymoon, the children who will be born soon, there's me, you and our future baby"
Whispering Tristan while continuing to tightly hug Lana lan's body, she could feel Lana lan's heartbeat continue to move fiercely, she said, Tristan continued whispering beautiful words behind Lana lan's ear until finally the heartbeat of the wife began to move normally slowly.
Tristan took off slowly his embrace, he stared into the face of the wife who now looks so one and tired.
For a moment the man sighed softly, he quickly let Lana lan sit on their mattress then Tristan as fast as lightning cleared the blood and wounds on the wife's hand.
"You know, honey?"
Tristan said slowly.
"Sometimes when EXPECTATIONS are not in accordance with reality sometimes make us often blame ourselves to the point of regret. In fact, this habit can actually have a bad impact"
"When neglectful to do something or fail to achieve a goal, many people immediately blame themselves. ... Self-blame or self-blame is an emotional torment that a person commits against himself"
Tristan continued to talk while bowing his gaze, holding back his cries with the teary eyes.
"Self-blame behavior is an emotional torture that a person commits against himself. If not addressed immediately, this behavior can be psychologically damaging to a person"
"Muddled thoughts and feelings do not rule out the possibility of making you often blame yourself. This condition will make the sufferer feel insecure and feel all the problems that occur are caused by him"
"You know, honey? If you often blame yourself, you can overcome it by admitting mistakes, not blaming yourself. When we admit, we will find out what things must be repaired in the future. With this attitude, you will become a more responsible person and grow up"
"Be aware that your own feelings must also be maintained. Remember, your feelings should not be hurt either. By instilling this, the habit of self-blame can gradually disappear. Lastly, try to always think positively in every given circumstance"
"don't think about my feelings, you can ignore them but think about your own feelings and here"
Tristan gently touched Lana lan's growing belly.
"Think of our son, he really needs you right now, he needs a moment where you pay attention to him, where you know what he likes or dislikes, he wants to know when you are angry or upset and even happy, he needs when you pamper him, she needs it when we stroke her, even she needs it when you talk to her and tell her how much you love her"
While saying that Tristan's body seemed to shake, he did not look at Lana lan at all, the man still pretended to treat Lana lan's hand.
"When you don't do it now, you will lose that precious moment later, you forget how to pamper him, even you may not realize he could be disappointed"
"When the Other babies were so happy to be noticed by her Mommy, but she was sad because you seemed to forget her presence"
"As time goes by when all is gone maybe we can only say inwardly, I regret having ignored you all this time, but in reality we cannot repeat history, because we can never turn the clock around the way we want"
"Because our lives are going on, not a film that can put a time machine in the story"
Hearing Tristan's words Lana lan's eyes looked teary, her tears slowly spilled.
"You're just trying to suppress your feelings, keep blaming yourself for yesterday's events, make it look like you're the main perpetrator of past events, you don't want to let go of what you were supposed to let go of as if you forgot Lana lan, there are us who need you so much right now"
Lana lan grabbed Tristan's face slowly, the instant her tears broke, her body trembled violently.
"Don't you know? He really needs us right now, but you keep trying to shut down, let our son be neglected because of the guilt that you really don't commit"
Tristan spoke as he shook his head slowly, the tears of men spilled without being able to be dammed again.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
Lana Lan said as she sobbed, looking at the face of the husband who looked so hurt.