Trouble Maker
Chapter 18

Gerald Pov's

It didn't feel like for a year I knew a girl named Rasya, talking about Rasya. I don't know what she had in mind, her attitude changes every time she meets me. Sometimes I feel like he wants my presence, but sometimes he also acts like he doesn't want to see me. Hhh... are all women like that? Or is it just him who is like a chameleon that sometimes changes?

My thoughts went a long way to one week ago right where my parents met with Rasya's parents at his house. It was Sunday night, and my parents and I went to his house.

At 08:00 p.m., we got there. Dressed in a black suit, I walked beside my parents. Honestly, I was nervous at the time, because this was the first time I came with a purpose that made me so angry.

When we arrived at the door of Rasya's house, our arrival was immediately welcomed by Om Alex and also Rasya of course. I was stunned for a moment when I looked at Rasya who looked different tonight. She was wearing a black knee-length dress with a white tip. Her shoulders let it open making her look even more beautiful. His hair he let down beautifully and his makeup that looks so elegant. Unknowingly my heartbeat spurred so quickly when I noticed it. I may have fallen into the charm of the girl who has that indeterminate nature.

My Daddy's Deheman finally got me back to the real world. I clumsily scratched my nape that did not itch because it was caught looking at the creation of God that was in front of me.

They all laughed at me who was wrong except Rasya. That girl is hard to understand by logic. His attitude and nature even beat so many mathematical formulas and confused me.

After greeting us, finally Om Alex invited us in and enjoyed the dishes that had been provided at the dining table.

After eating the dish, we headed to the backyard to breathe fresh air while talking about my matchmaking plan and Rasya.

"What if we're gonna have the wedding after they graduate?" Ask Om Alex when we were sitting on a chair with a round table in the middle, it was like a conference.

"What if after the exam?" My Mama's Proposal.

"Don't... take too long, what if before the exam they get married and after the exam they honeymoon?" This time it was my Daddy's turn to make a sound.

I stared at the three adults before me at this moment. What the fuck, they decided something as important as this was that easy? My inner rebellion does not accept.

"I don't agree," it wasn't me talking, but Rasya. The girl was now staring one by one at the adults before us with a difficult gaze to interpret. His hands were side-by-side with his chin slightly raised. Uhhh...

The old men immediately turned their heads when they heard the rejection from Rasya. Om Alex immediately grabbed his daughter's fingers with a face made as sad as possible. Gosh, looks like there's gonna be a free drama...

"Hey princess, dangering Papa." Said Om Alex gently while wiping his daughter's fingers. Rasya did not budge he was still silent without intending to look at his father. Until Om Alex pulls Rasya's chin, forcing him to stare towards Om Alex.

Speaking of Om Alex was cut off because Rasya immediately interrupted him, "i don't forget, Pa... This is Mama's will right? Yes I want to, but give me time Pa. I need time to convince my heart, I need time to really accept this match. I also wanted to chase my dream, Pa.." Rasya's voice sounded so sad, I just heard it felt pain. My heart was slashed as he said in his lowest tone. Is it that hard to accept me, Shay? That question immediately crossed my brain at this moment.

"Papa won't deny you, Shay... Gerald will also support all your dreams, he will let you do what you want. Don't you think, Rald?" This time Alex's eyes turned to me. I nodded at his statement.

"But, Pa..."

"Well or not, you should stay married to Gerald. Point...no more rebuttal!"

I gasped at the volume of Om Alex's voice that turned up, I could see Rasya was holding back his tears there while my parents, they tried to calm Om Alex so as not to be emotional.

I could only sigh heavily at this incident.

☘☘☘

I am currently standing in the doorway of the cafeteria with my three friends of course. I kept staring straight at the direction where Rasya was. I felt my blood boiling and my emotions now reaching the crown. I don't know why I feel upset and angry when I see Rasya in another man's arms.

Emotionally, I walked over to those who seemed oblivious to my presence. What the hell, are they not ashamed to be a spectacle of the entire canteen inhabitants at this time. Even here many pairs of eyes are staring at them with a gaze that is difficult to describe.

The shock made my blood boil even more, my anger needed an outlet so I wouldn't feel such a stifling feeling.

I approached them with great regret. The three of us were involved in a fight that ended up me slamming the man who had hugged Rasya, and something surprising happened. Rasya was angry, he was so angry that he could slap my cheek hard enough, I didn't budge because I knew his heart was hurting right now.

He vented his heart accompanied by a sobbing that made my heart sliced made. Is it that deep you're hurt because of me, Sya? I can only ask in my heart.

I wanted to feel like I was pulling you into my arms, but I realized I wasn't the man you wanted me to be. The man who had been sitting limp because I slammed was standing, with a limp he approached Rasya and immediately grabbed him, with a shaky step he led Rasya out of this canteen. It's lucky it's a break so no teacher will catch our fight earlier.

I looked at the backs of the two who were getting further away. For a moment I held my head up with all my might to hold back the tears that kept forcing me to come out. Then I looked back at the two of them who had disappeared behind the wall.

"If the regret comes at the beginning not at the end, then I can be sure there is no more saying that better heartache than toothache. In fact, heartache is so excruciating, just like a toothache. Why should love be accompanied by wounds? Why should there be pain if there is love?" My mind screamed out the frustration that was in my mind.