
These few days Tiara seems busy with the holiday events that she does alone. Following the advice of Adam, the woman also spent time to please herself by going to many tourist attractions in Tangerang City. Tiara hopes this method can help a little treat Tiara's heartache lately.
However, it seemed like Tiara's plan did not go smoothly. Instead of relieving stress, the events of the streets actually make Tiara more frustrated.
"I used to go to this place a lot like Mas Dimas," muttered Tiara looking at the place he was visiting at this time with a pushy gaze.
How can Tiara not get stressed? The place Tiara had visited was the place she had been with Dimas. Coming to the place only made Tiara even more reminded of Dimas. Makes Tiara miss Dimas even more. It made Tiara want to go home and hug her husband.
"What are you doing now, Mom? You remember me?" muttered Tiara again.
The woman went around in several tourist attractions, but unfortunately all the places she went to actually made her more haunted by the shadows of Dimas.
Many fond memories began to spring up in Tiara's memory. He used to be very happy living with Dimas. Dimas always poured himself with love and affection to make Tiara drown in it.
"You remember this place, don't you? You used to invite me here a lot. Every time I have a snack, you must have invited me around and stopped by here," Tiara said, recalling the moment with Dimas.
Tiara opened her phone and looked through the photos she had taken while with Dimas at several tourist attractions. In the photo he kept, he and Dimas showed a smile that was so bright. They look very happy in the photo shots on his phone.
All those sweet memories made Tiara even more longing for her past together with Dimas. Although at this time Tiara was still upset at Dimas who did not want to be assertive, but anyway Tiara was once happy by Dimas.
Although at this time Tiara could only be angered by Dimas, but she never forgot that Dimas was also the source of her happiness.
"When can we come here together again, Mas? When can you pick me up again?" muttered Tiara with teary-eyed beads.
Honestly, the woman could not enjoy her vacation. Tiara is actually increasingly languishing to spend time alone. That woman already had a husband. But Tiara actually traveled alone and unwinded without the company of her husband.
"I miss you so much, Mas," said Tiara increasingly unable to be in some tourist attractions full of memories.
The woman finally chose to leave. Instead of touring the tourist attractions, Tiara better go around the city alone while breathing fresh air.
Tiara stopped the vehicle for a moment, and bought a cold drink to refresh the brain.
"It's one, yeah!" tiara said to the ice merchant who was approached by her.
"Ready, Neng!"
"Don't use avocado, yeah!" connect Tiara later.
Even just buying ice, Tiara still kept thinking of Dimas. "Whether I buy one that doesn't have avocados? I like the avocado. Who does not like avocado ... Mas Dimas?" tiara lirih.
Tiara also looked for a shady seat while looking at the one glass of fruit ice in her hand. "If there is Mas Dimas here, he will definitely buy me ice fruit that has a lot of melon," said Tiara while laughing.
"It turns out the holidays themselves are not too good. It's better if the holidays are filled with Mas Dimas."
Tiara seemed to have no taste when sipping fresh fruit ice that he had bought. Several times the woman tried to enter the tourist area, but Tiara still could not enjoy her leisure time.
What Tiara needs right now is not the holidays, but the care and affection of the person she longs for.
"Let me go home," said Tiara began to give up to continue his tour in the tourist attractions.
But surely Tiara didn't really go back to the Lesti inn. The woman also took the time to travel around the city for a moment without direction and purpose.
Until unknowingly, Tiara also began to advance his motorbike towards a place that is quite familiar. Yes, Tiara drove the second wheeled vehicle to the area where she lived with Dimas.
Tiara's motor slowly drove towards the residential complex where Dimas lived. Because of his longing for Dimas and home, the woman finally decided to look around the house at a glance.
"Mas Dimas ...." Tiara was right in front of Dimas' house.
I don't know what the woman was thinking, to make Tiara really go home and stand in front of her house. "Nothing is different. The building is still the same. But it's not the same."
The house was once his palace. The house was once a paradise. But not anymore. The most comfortable house he ever lived in, now it is a house that he no longer wants to go to.
"When has this house been hell?" tiara was so disappointed.
The woman was pensive for a long time in front of her husband's house. There was no point in Tiara spending time daydreaming in that place either. It was better for Tiara to leave immediately before anyone caught her.
Unfortunately it's too late. Tiara had not had time to leave the house, Tiara had been caught first by Dimas. Both of them seemed surprised, but Tiara still tried to calm down, even though her arrival was caught by the husband. Dimas himself also did not overreact as he looked at the Tiara who had come unannounced.
The couple met face to face from a distance. Dimas looked at Tiara without blinking. From the look in his eyes, it emanated explaining the already unbearable longing.
Likewise with Tiara who also harbored deep longing in her home and also the husband. The two looked at each other in a silent atmosphere, and poured out all their longing in just a brief gaze.
"Mas Dimas? You see me? You're okay, aren't you, Mas?" tiara looked at Dimas.
"Tiara, you saw me, right? You saw our house, right? I miss you, Tiara. This house misses you too. Why don't you intend to return to this house again?" inner Dimas was busy struggling with his own thoughts without daring to reveal them directly to Tiara, even though his wife was already in front of his eyes.
The two just kept quiet and looked at each other. Perhaps for now, this was the only thing they could do to treat longing.
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