Being Married to My First Love
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I want to confess the love you gave me

I want to end it alone and alone

Who understands the heart

I want to end the mystery

Desire to cover all reality

And a thousand shadows are gone

That love, stay away

Leave me alone

Love, destroy it

Because you're the only one

Which I love

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Alone in his quiet, dark room. Mira was silent as she looked at the starless night sky from the window of her room. His fate seemed to be allied with nature. Silent and alone.

Some songs that mellow genre in play to add to the perfection of the excitement tonight. It can not be denied that in the bottom of his heart still deeply love Jonathan. However, his hatred was no less great for a man who could not keep his love.

Maybe God deliberately thwarted the marriage plan that was in sight, so that he knew that Jonathan was not the mate destined for him. For the umpteenth time, he must feel the name of a broken heart with the same person.

Why should this be the situation, God. What would people say if they knew my marriage was off. Especially Mama, what should I say to Mama, O Allah. I wouldn't have been able to see my mother disappointed and sick because of me. Why am I not the only one feeling this disappointment! Why must you feel the wounds of my heart!mira murmured inwardly as she shed unstoppable tears.

Until now Mira has not been able to say what is happening to her mother. He had to find the right way to make his mother not shocked.

The phone is left in the inactive mode. Jonathan keeps calling her and asks Mira not to cancel her wedding.

Wherever possible, marry in the shadow of the husband who has had children from other women. What is fair to a child born of their faults. How much he hated the child when he grew up if he knew his biological father was irresponsible, and left the mother who conceived him, and chose to marry another woman.

Nah! Mira couldn't have done it. If that happens, then in a lifetime he will never find peace, happy above the suffering of others. Let Jonathan take responsibility for what he has done.

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The next day after preparing to go to work Mira was shocked when she came out of her room and was about to head to the dining room. He stood looking at the scene before his eyes that stifled his heart. Jonathan was swallowing his food while laughing crisply with his mother.

Again he had to try to hide his hurt feelings with his mother.

"Ehh, it's Mira. Come on Mir, breakfast. Jonathan has been waiting for you ever since" Mama said enthusiastically.

You really make me more nervous. Even you have ruined my mood since morning! mira's mind is upset.

"Mira, breakfast at the office, Ma. This morning there was something that Mira had to do in the office before the production began," said Mira, who had not tasted to eat since seeing the man's face.

"Haduhh, what the hell, Mir. Jonathan hasn't finished eating. Let's eat a little!" pinta Mom.

"Really, Ma. Mira is not in a hurry!" mira said she lied.

Mira approached her mother and kissed the back of her hand for salim. He then passed by leaving Jona without even asking her to speak.

"Ra, wait!" jonathan shouted in a hurry to gulp his drink and salim to Mama Mira.

Jonathan ran after Mira who had walked outside first.

"Ra, you don't have to bring a car. We leave together. I'll take you first to the shophouse" Jonathan said.

"Well, I want to go alone!" mira ketus.

"Mira, aren't you guys leaving together?" my mom is coming forward too.

With a heavy heart, Mira finally agrees to leave with Jonathan. She did not want her mother to be suspicious. While he will give up until he gets the right way to tell his mother the truth.

While in the car, the mood was quiet. Mira just kept quiet while throwing her eyes out the window and struggling with the contents of her brain.

"Ra, mama doesn't know yet, does she? That means you're gonna give me a chance, right?" jona asked breaking the silence while driving.

"PD once you conclude so. I was just looking for the right time to tell my mom. Never once did you think I would give you a chance. Because there won't be another chance for you!" mira said with great emphasis.

"Please, Ra. Love me this once chance and I promise I will never let you down again, Ra," Jonathan pleaded.

"There won't be another chance for you. I was disappointed twice, even before we got married. Who will guarantee if you will not repeat your mistakes again for the umpteenth time later?"

"Again you should think about how you can be responsible to the baby in the woman's womb. The boy is lo flesh blood, who will one day seek his biological father. I do not want to be happy above the suffering of others. So let you take care of that woman, and don't need to see me again. Our relationship is over!" mira said firmly.

"But, Ra..." Jonathan's words were cut off because they had reached the shophouse.

"Well, I've arrived. Thanks for the ride. Next time don't ever come to my house again and find me, Mama. You know my mom is sick. If Lo still has a heart, don't involve Mama to make me come back the same you. Because I will never give you another chance!"

Mira rushes outside from Jonathan's car and hastily walks into the shophouse. Jonathan comes out of his car and keeps calling Mira to give her some time to talk. However, Mira no longer looked back and continued to step away from him.

Abiyu and Mother Maya who had just come to watch the unpleasant scenery between the two lovers from inside her car.

"What else is going on with Mira and her boyfriend? Aren't they getting married soon?" abiyu muttered that heard by his mother.

Jonathan looked frustrated and several times kicked his car tire with annoyance. What a sad sight.

"They're not married!" said Mother Maya who already knew will sit their problems.

Abiyu looked at her mother in surprise, "What's wrong, Bun? Isn't it soon the wedding plans?"

Abiyu did not believe what he heard.

"Pity, Mira. May the problem pass quickly and find a better replacement than her lover!" mother Maya said with sadness.

Starting from the morning that had drained the heart, finally sustained until the afternoon his mood did not even improve.

Drrrrt drrrt.

His phone vibrated a sign there was an incoming call. He immediately picked her up when he found out who the caller was.

"Hallo, Assalamualaikum, Beib!"

"Wa'alaikumussalam, Mir. Not busy anymore?" ask Reyna across the phone.

"No, Beib. I really miss the same lo. When was the handsome brought to Jakarta?"

"I miss Mir too, just like you. This is me in Jakarta. It was just this morning here, too," said Reyna.

"Right, Beib. I'm so impatient to see the handsome Reynand," said Mira enthusiastically.

"Here you go, Mir. Will be back in time for home hours. Here he wakes up, and I'll take Reynand's shower. Let uda be handsome later if in the same apple aunty beautiful!" the sound of babies crying.

"Ehh, that's her crying, Beib. I'll be back at the office and stop by there!" said Mira.

"Okay, wait, Mir. I used to be aunty, Reynand fussy nih wake up from his bobo asked ASI."

"Wa'alaikumussalam!"

Phone's turned off.

Just heard the news if Reyna returned to Jakarta with her baby, Mira's mood returned cheerful.

I don't think the time has shown at 16:00. Mira tidied up her work and rushed down towards the loby. He could see that Jonathan was waiting for him outside.

Damnit damnit! Why else would he be here! If I come out now other employees will see my debate with Jona, nih. meningan I wait until deserted deh! inner Mira riled.

"Come on, Mira, we're home!" gina said while wearing her jacket to prepare to go home.

"Emm, I'm going back upstairs, Gin. Someone is missing. The main door of the shophouse let me just lock it. Where's key?" kilah Mira who then snatched the key from Gina's hand.

"Yes, I'm first, Ma'am!" gina exclaimed to Mira who returned up the stairs and headed for her office space.

"Be careful, Gin!" exclaiming Mira. The one answered with a nod by Gina and brandished her thumb.

Mira noticed from the window of her office room located on the 2nd floor. Employees have started to come home. And, Jona is still faithfully waiting to sit in her car. Up to fifteen minutes passed by the office was quiet, seen Jona out of his car and was about to enter the lobby of the shophouse. Mira rushed down to get outside.

"Ra, let me drive you home!" invite Jona who immediately grasps Mira's hand when she sees Mira coming out of the shophouse.

Mira hurls her violently, "Let go!"

Mira then locks the door of the shophouse and puts the key in her bag.

"I told you not to see me again, why did you come here. I can go home by myself!" mira said with ketus.

"I won't stop trying to convince you, Ra. I don't love her, Ra. I just love you!" Jonathan continues to persuade Mira to return to him.

"Lo crazy ya! Where your conscience is as a man. You've impregnated maen women in living so alone and begging to come back with me and marry me as I did! Where your brain is not used to think yes! Take care of your problems there. Our relationship is over. The end! I don't know from kemaren arguablyin. I will not go back to the same! Catch that!" Mira walks beside the courtyard of Mother Maya's restaurant when she sees Abiyu coming home.

"She..., Rara....!" jonathan followed Mira from behind.

"Sister Abi...! I am going home? I didn't bring a car!" mira.

"Emm..., okay," Abiyu hesitated a little because there was a man behind Mira who kept following her.

"Yes, the hunt is in, why bengong!" reprimanded Mira who saw Abiyu as if confused.

Mira just walked straight into the front seat beside Abiyu. Abiyu started the engine of his car.

"Is it really okay to come home with me?" asked Abiyu who was still confused because Jona continued to bang on the car glass and shouted at Mira.

"Ishh, buset deh sis! Let's hunt the road! Just stay the hell!" greg Mira.

Abiyu then complied and rushed to the car leaving Jona.

"Where's your house?" abiyu asked when they reached the highway.

"We're going to Reyna's house, sister!" said Mira.

"Huhh to Reyna's house? Isn't Reyna living in Solo?" asked Abiyu who looked surprised.

"Reyna came back this morning she said, Brother. I want to nengokin the baby" said Mira.

"Ohh, it's been lahiran. What girl is a guy?" ask Abiyu.

"Cowok, brother Abi when?" kanda Mira's.

"Ehhh, there's-there's a question for you. When what?" abiyu replied while throwing her face to the streets as if she was busy watching the streets.

"When move on, eaaa....! Hhhaha...!" Mira laughed as if she had no problem.

For him there is a pleasure in disturbing the male plate that is beside him.

"What the hell do you like is unclear! It was like a beard fire, why so cheerful so quickly!" asked Abiyu astonished.

"Hhhahaha..the end of Abi's sister is very funny anyway! I know his face when Belom moves on!" goda Mira again.

"Ehh said who! It's not!"

It did not feel they had reached the courtyard of the residence of Hadi Jaya.

"Eh, brother come down yuk!" bring Mira.

"No ah, please his family," Abiyu noticed a row of cars lined up in the garage. It means Reyna's husband is most likely at home.

"Yahh, not exciting!" Disappointed mira.

"Miraa, so here it turns out...!" suddenly Reyna emerges from the porch.

"Reynaaaa...!" Mira got out of the car and hugged her best friend.

Abiyu who was willing to go directly without going down finally came down because the responsibility was already seen who had a house. If you leave without saying goodbye.

"Ehh, there's Abi's sister too" Reyna said as she watched Abiyu get out of her car.

"How are you, Reyn!" greet Abiyu.

"Good, brother. How can you do that?" ask Reyna.

"Barusan brother Abi nolongin me time in pursuit of crazy people," said Mira.

"Crazy people, how can you?" ask Reyna astonished.

"That's why you can't!" Mira was upset to remember that.

"Honey, Reynand's starting to be unkemable, maybe want a drink?" Rangga came out of the house while holding the baby.

"Ehh, this is the handsome guy! It was a real joy, Ga. Who does this look like?" Mira immediately approaches baby Reyna.

Reynand who was a henchman so heard the noise of Mira so cry. Reyna then took over to carry her son. And brought him in to be given ASI. Mira follows Reyna into the house and forgets Abiyu who was stunned in living together with Rangga alone, on the porch of the house.

Both of them looked awkward and hesitant to start greeting first.

"Let's go in!" said Rangga who finally started the conversation.

"Emm, I'm sorry I just say goodbye because there is still business elsewhere," Abiyu reasoned.

"Oh, so. Alright!" answered the same awkward Rangga.

Abiyu reached out to shake hands, "I say goodbye first, Assalamu'alaikum!"

"Wa'alaikumussalam!" rangga replied while serving as Abiyu's fingers.

Both of them were relieved that they did not have to engage in a long conversation. And Abiyu also passed away from the residence of Hadi Jaya.

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