Being Married to My First Love
Beliefs

At night, the atmosphere was quiet. Several days spent all day with Rangga, making him feel that something was missing. Miss..? he must have missed the heart. Exchanging messages and face-to-face on the screen of the device, still felt less for him. The touch of his fingers, his dreamy gaze, and the affectionate caress that had been etched a few days ago, turned out to have made him accustomed.

He sat by the window of his room, looking straight ahead. Slowly, he sipped the warm chamomile tea he had brewed. While looking at the garden gazebo, as if twisted memories when combining love there. Recalling how Rangga paid so much attention to him with his affection. He fell in love a second time with the same person. But in a different dimension.

Now Rangga is his priest, his eternal lover who has the right to obey and love because of God. He was grateful for the blessings God gave him. How not, he had to sacrifice his feelings for Rangga, in order to keep the feelings of others. Now God bestows the love of Rangga only for him.

The tring!

Incoming message tone reads. The name of the contact on the phone screen reads "Hubby".

✉️

Baby, you rest. This is me going out for a while, meeting you.

Love U Hanania by 💏

Reyna was a little disappointed, it meant that Rangga could not accompany her tonight, even if only virtually.

"Ohhhh...!" Reyna breathed her heavy breath.

His reply was typed for Rangga.

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Yes, By. Be careful on the road. Don't come home late at night. Love U too 😘

Reply sent, but not yet read. "Could Hubby have left? Protect my husband, God, wherever he is." Reyna prayed.

He went to bed. Her body lay on the bed, she saw the screen on the mobile phone. While opening the photo gallery Reyna found some photos of Rangga that she took a few weeks ago. At that time Rangga's leg was sick, and Reyna kept him sitting by his bed.

On the screen, Rangga was sleeping. Reyna smiled considering that her lips almost met with Rangga's lips that were moving to face him. Unexpectedly now Reyna has been denied to feel the sweetness of making out with her beloved husband. Reyna closed her eyes remembering the good times with Rangga. Before long the relaxing effect of the chamomile tea he drank worked. Reyna was carried away in her beautiful dreams.

Sayup-sayup heard the sound of dawn. Slowly Reyna opened her eyes. Apparently he still holds the phone in his hand. He looked inside the screen, there was a notification of incoming messages from the new number. Reyna hesitated to open it. Supposing maybe a new number from one of his friends who changed the number, finally opened the message.

How surprising it is when the message opens. He rushed to get up, his eyes round with his mouth open. I was surprised to see the photos embedded in WhatsApp messages.

It looks Rangga who is standing down while embracing the woman beside him. His face was facing to the side, the woman was like a stranger. Reyna zooms in on the woman's face next to her husband.

"Daughter..!" his screeches.

It is clear that the photo was taken just last night, can be read from the date shown in the bottom corner of the photo.

His heart was restless, his cheeks were heating up, and tears were already being nurtured in his eyes.

"What are you doing behind my back, By? What friend do you mean you want to meet is your ex-boyfriend? What are you doing with him, By?" those words were ringing in Reyna's heart. In fact, his throat was stuck, and his lips were twisted. He can't say a word. But tears flooded his cheeks.

"Astaghfirullahal'adzim.. astaghfirullahal'adzim!" he was only able to say the sentence of the istighfar quietly, while taking a deep breath and exhaling it out slowly.he had to remain calm, this must be a test from God.

Some time he began to calm down a little, although anger still entrenched in him. Put the phone on the nightstand then he rushed to the bathroom to take ablution. Right now the most important thing for him, is to perform the dawn prayer first. Prayer will ease his anger and calm his soul. He must still think positively and not easily trust the photo.

After praying and praying to be shown the right solution to solve the problem well. Reyna prostrated longer, on the prayer mat she was wearing. She begged that her husband be kept away from despicable deeds and that he be given the patience to face the trials of his life.

Fold the mucena and prayer mat, then store it into the equipment rack. Slowly he approached his bed and sat down in front of the bed. Taken the device on the nightstand, it was seen that Rangga had read the last message from him. But there was no reply from her husband. Last read active at 22:15 WIB. That means Rangga has not woken up to this day.

Reyna then contacted Rangga. One missed call, he repeated it again.

"Hello..!" his voice sounded hoarse typical of people waking up.

"Assalamu'alaikum, By. Just woke up?" ask Reyna.

"Wa'alaikumsalam! Oh baby, just woke up!" reply Rangga.

"Yes, you pray first, By!"

"Let's call me when it's over, I have something to talk about!" tell Reyna.

"Dear I pray first and I'll call again."

Phone turned off.

His heart was a little calm but still restless because it had not received an explanation about the photo. Reyna went into the kitchen. In the kitchen there is a grandmother and mother.

"August, Grandma!" I saw Grandma brewing coffee and tea.

"Morning, Reyna." replied Grandma.

"What is Ma'am?" ask Reyna to mbak Siti.

"Fried rice green chili Mbak, request den Reza." said mbak Siti.

"Here, I help you, Ma'am." Reyna took over the spatula.

"May non, if so I make his phone flap first" said the Mbak.

" Siep..Ma'am!" Reyna thumbs up at the mother.

"Who's ready for the walimah, Reyn?" ask Grandma.

"If it is all taken care of by Papi and Om Budi, Grandma. From the start of building rental, stage concepts and events have been submitted to the WO (wedding organizer). Reyna just to maintain the list of those who must be invited." said Reyna.

"His bridal dress is hard for you to prepare?" ask Grandma again.

"Oiya, astaghfirullah.not yet Nek. Reyna forgetfulness! Haduw..kok can forget gini anyway!" Reyna cursed her own negligence.

"Yes, later Grandma made a promise with Aunt Shinta. Let Shinta help you choose the right clothes for you. When is there time to go there?" Grandma sipped her tea.

"Emm.out of the break, Grandma. I'll take Mira there." Reyna spoke while flipping the spatula in her hand.

"Emm. It seems to be ripe." Reyna's inner.

"OKAY..! Grandma wants to deliver coffee for Grandpa first yeah!" grandma Say.

"Yes, Grandma." Grandma left the kitchen.

After tasting the fried rice is enough to taste good and mature. Reyna turned off the stove. He put his fried rice into the rice field. Lastly he spread fried onions and celery slices on it.

"Ulala.has cooked the fried rice, Ma'am!" Reyna presented it to the table.

"Well, it smells good, Reyn."

"You made it, Reyn?" suddenly, Papi is seen coming into the kitchen.

"No, Pi. Reyna just helped the Mba stir his fried rice on the stove. The one who mixes the roof is obviously the Mama tuh." said Reyna.

"You want to make tea or coffee, Pi?" tawar Reyna's.

"Copy it, Reyn!" answer Reza.

"It's common, Ma'am likes to exaggerate!" Reyna boiled hot water to brew coffee.

"Well, if so tomorrow - tomorrow you must be the one who makes Reyn breakfast. Let Papi value your cooking!" reza.

"Oh, Reyna is so rich that she wants to be respected by Papi!" Reyna laughing.

"May that be your idea, Reyn!"

"Thank you for your training, take care of your husband's food. The fate of Rangga's stomach is in your hands, Reyn" said Reza.

"Hhhahaha, Den Reza can at most be this, if you know a son-in-law!" the Mama laughed.

"Yes, Papi is the same, Reyna!"

"It's Pi, the coffee!" he put the coffee he had finished making on the dining table next to Reza.

Reyna reached into her pocket, she felt her phone shake. Apparently there was an incoming call from Rangga.

"Pi, Reyna pick up the phone first huh? Rangga called." said Reyna about to leave the kitchen.

"Halahh. the child, just separated a day, early in the morning already want to miss the same wife." said Reza while shaking her head. Sipping coffee made by Reyna.

"Yes different, Den. The same new bride who's been married for centuries. No kangen, Den the same Non Lena. Kok left alone in Solo anyway!" joked the Mother.

"No idea, Ma'am. Getting to live here is hard. Actually you said mbak, if you have been married for a long time it is not as sticky as in the beginning of marriage!" lamented Reza.

Reyna who could still hear, just smiled at the complaints of her in-laws. He left the kitchen.

She went into her room and sat down at the dresser. Reyna had to ask for an explanation for the photo to Rangga. It is not comfortable if problems in the household are heard by others.

"Hello, assalamu'alaikum, By!"

"Wa'alaikumsalam, what else is dear?" ask Rangga.

"So help you cook in the kitchen."

"What time's the night, By?" Reyna with all her heart had to be patient and ask nicely.

"Emm.maybe around ten o'clock baby!" Okay.the first point Rangga said honestly.

"There's a princess too?" search Reyna.

A moment of silence, Rangga had yet to reply.

There was the sound of people coughing at a distance.

"Yes he exists. But, I'm not the one who convinced him, baby. Temen I temen him too. So it's probably his friend who's convinced of him."

"I just knew the right time in the same gathering place, apparently they are also ngajakin Princess." Rangga explained at length.

"Why do you embrace him, By?" Reyna squeezed the end of her shirt.

"Hoes? Do you know where my dear?" from his voice, Rangga sounded shocked.

"So really, By? You embrace him!" reyna's tears just rolled down her cheek.

"Darling, don't misunderstand me. I can clear it up, Hana!" Rangga.

"Tell me the truth, By!" let's say Reyna's firm.

"Okay, baby.this is the story! Yesterday was the time to gather just want to go home from the cafe, the Princess had fallen slipping on the stairs. Her legs sprained, I'm just helping her, Na. Then I anter him back to his house. By Allah, I have nothing to do with him. You believe me, don't you.honey, same me?" rangga said at length.

Reyna, rubbing the tears that had not stopped sliding on her cheeks. Put his nose in tisyue.

"Darling, are you crying?"

"Hanania, plis please trust me, baby!" persuade Rangga.

"I wasn't both in the car either. Ferdy yesterday also come with me nganterin Putri. Because I left with Ferdy!" Rangga switched his phone to video call mode.

"Honey, switch to vidcall. I want to see you!" he added.

A few moments later the video call is connected. But Rangga could not see his wife's face. Only the hair on Reyna's head looked down at the table.

"Dear, please believe me! Look at me baby, I miss you!" But there was no answer, Reyna remained silent. Only his head seemed to move slightly and his fingers were like rubbing his face that was looking down.

"Hanania, my beloved zawjati...! Sorry baby, it makes you sad. But believe me in my heart there's only you, baby!" it was Reyna who lifted her head, with both hands on the table supporting her face covered by her fingers.

"Yes, I believe in you, By!" his reddened lips spoke, yet still did not reveal his face.

"Thank you, baby?"

"Kok closed his face anyway, I can not see your beautiful face dong, baby!" rangga Goda.

"I'll go to the bathroom first!" reyna answered quickly, then immediately turned around and ran away.

Rangga still faithfully stared at the mobile phone screen waiting for his wife to return.

Moments later, Reyna walked over, then sat back down at the table. His nose and lips turned red, and his eyes were slightly swollen.

"Darling, I miss you!" Rangga.

"Yes, By. I miss you too!" answer Reyna.

"I'm sorry, did it make you sad?" it looks like Reyna is nodding her head.

"Do you know where honey comes from when I'm with the Princess?" search Rangga.

"There's a number I don't know sending a picture message to my phone, By!"

"Pas I open, there's a picture of you as Princess!"

"No one knows your number!"

"Honey, try later you send the contact who sent the photo, the same photo you forward to me huh? Let me track down who sent you that photo!" rangga.

"Yes, By, I'll send you. Yes, I want to get ready for work first, yes, you also have to go to the office, right?" ask Reyna.

"Yes, honey. Met activity yeah?"

"Love you Hananiaku!"

"Love you too, By!" for a moment they were still looking and then the phone was closed.

Reyna was relieved that her problems were finally resolved. She was grateful that Rangga was telling her the truth. But he still felt anxious who wanted to pit his sheep with Rangga.