Heaven on lara
Chapters 100. The extra chapter
After the Zuhur prayer, Ghaida rushed to finish the task that tomorrow morning should be ready. He took the suitcase to put all his clothes on. Yes, Ghaida who finally chose to leave after a long life with the Honey.
Adis did not know if he chose to leave. Perhaps, telling suddenly would make her husband shocked and disappointed. But, it was better for Ghaida not to hold too much weight because just maybe, her husband would hold her back. But life takes a choice and Ghaida's choice is to leave her husband after a full month of being sweet and acting like a wife in general.
Yes, Ghaida wants at the end of her marriage to Adis to give her a sweet impression before she actually parted ways. Ghaida also wants to enjoy the days with Adis before she can no longer look him in the shade.
The incident is when the mother comes home, intending to see Yhara. His mother immediately felt unbearable when she found out that Ghaida had been in honey. There is a sense of unwillingness his son turned out to have to let go of heartache many times and have not found happiness.
As a mother, Jubaidah wanted to see her son live happily without a third person. After all, Ghaida deserves to be happy with the person who really made Ghaida her only queen.
Flashback.
"Ghaida?" said Mrs Jubaidah when she first entered Ghaida's room. Ghaida who was currently closing the door turned her head. "Why Ma'am?" tanya Ghaida then immediately locked the door. It seems, the mother wants to talk about something serious when heard from the way she talks.
Yusuf, who was sitting with Grandpa on the sofa in his room, looked at his grandmother with a curious look. Bu Jubaydah, who chose to sit on the side of the bed, patted the empty spot next to him for Ghaida to sit down. "Sit here, Da. Mother and father want to talk to you and Yusuf," said Bu Jubaidah softly.
Ghaida complied and sat down beside her mother. Suddenly, Ghaida's hand was gently held by Bu Jubaidah. Ghaida gave a slight look and looked at her mother confusedly. "What do you want to say, Mom? Seems very serious?" ask Ghaida.
Bu Jubaidah smiled warmly. "No papa. I just don't feel like it" said Bu Jubaedah starting his speech session. Now, Ghaida knows where her mother is talking. "Why not, Mom?" asked Ghaida pretending not to know.
Bu jubaidah was seen breathing slowly. "You strong?" tanya bu jubaedah made sure that the one who managed to make the mouth of Ghaida could only clench. "Mom knows, you're not that strong. You're just trying to be strong" Jubaidah spoke again, as if understanding Ghaida's intentions.
"If you can't, you can go back with mom and dad. We will always accept you with pleasure. Never be afraid to go back into the arms of mom and dad, Da," said bu jubaek who is currently starting to glaze over.
She felt no acceptance of her son in honey. Moreover, at this time Ghaida did not become pregnant and had never given birth to offspring from Adiswara. Very different from Arumi who currently has a child from Adis.
Then, Mr. Jarwo took a sitting position next to Ghaida until now, Ghaida sitting in the middle, between his father and mother.
"Same father I want you to be happy without a third person in it," said pak jarwo began to express his opinion. Ghaida nodded in understanding. "But it's worth it to me, Dad. I was once the third person in someone else's household. Now, I'm harvesting from what I'm planting. I will accept the punishment that God has given me" Ghaida replied, explaining why he was willing to endure.
Bu Jubaidah immediately looked in annoyance at Ghaida. "You seem too stupid. Try to focus on making your husband yes, yours one. Don't share, Da. I can't believe there's a fair husband. Mostly, the husband prefers his young wife," said bu Jubaidah according to reality.
Ghaida just listened. "But it's up to you. Mom and Dad were just giving advice. But one thing you have to consider, you deserve to be happy and determine your life path. Whether you are with your husband or not, I am sure, you will be happy because you have asked God for forgiveness" said Mrs Jubaidah at length.
"really. If there's a time when you can't stand it anymore, you feel it's enough, come back with us,"
Flashback.
From that moment on, Ghaida started thinking about her life, she started to care about herself. After Arumi gave birth, her husband was more often in Arumi's room than in her room. Ghaida is quite self-aware that he has not been able to give Adis offspring.
Seeing her husband so happy when he had a child from Arumi, slowly Ghaida began to organize her heart and life for the future. True said his father and mother, Ghaida deserves to be happy.
If Ghaida chooses to stay with Arumi and Adis, it is a sign that Ghaida must be ready to eat liver every day. Nah! Ghaida thought he was too precious to experience such a thing. Ghaida still loves herself.
Not to mention about Joseph, it has been confirmed that he will also experience the same thing, which is eating the heart every day. Ghaida was not convinced that the affection Adis gave Yhara would be the same as that given to Joseph. Somehow Ghaida felt that way because every day he saw Adis always visited Arumi's room to meet Yhara, while Yusuf, Ghaida rarely saw him.
"Mas, you already have a complete family like your dream. I hope that after I'm gone, you'll be happy with your new little family" the monologue Ghaida held tight in his chest.