Heaven on lara
Chapters 1. The beginning of suffering.

Her name is Zoya Adhisty. He is grateful that God still gives him a harmonious and happy family even though for three years, he has not been entrusted with the trust of the Almighty.

Zada, her husband has always supported and accompanied Zoya. Zada never sued Zoya with this and that. Zada always thought, if he had not been blessed with a child, maybe one day God would give that trust to him and Zoya.

Zada loves Zoya very much. He did not want to make his wife depressed just because of a baby problem. When asked, Zada really wants to have a baby soon. But, back to Zoya who will bear all the pain during pregnancy and childbirth.

Zoya and Zada are having breakfast together. Routines that both of them always do. Since then, Zoya watches her husband who just ruffles the contents of his plate, like he has no taste. "No eating, Mom? Not good, the cooking? Don't you like it too much?" zoya asked so sweet and gentle.

Zada raised his head to look at his wife. He smiled and replied. "No. I was just thinking about something," Zoya frowned in confusion. "Think what it is? Don't want to tell that story, to me?" Zoya tries to get her husband to tell her a story.

However, Zada just smiled. "No, it's just an office issue. Then I'll go first, honey. Take good care of yourself" Zada said goodbye to his wife.

Zoya got up from her seat and reached out to crucify her husband's hand. "Be careful on the road, Mom. May Allah grant Mas the smooth and easy work of today" Zoya sincerely prays for her husband. Not to forget, Zoya presents her sweet smile especially for the husband.

Zada nodded and smiled faintly. Zoya escorts Zada to the front. After Zada's car is nowhere to be seen, Zoya re-enters to tidy up the dining table.

The clock kept turning and the morning had changed by noon. After delivering her husband this morning, Zoya's heart is restless. Zoya has no idea what caused it. Not long after, Azan Zuhur sounded and Zoya immediately took the water.

Zoya was sure, after the wudu and prayers, surely her mood would calm down again. However, when the prayer was over, Zoya never got her inner peace.

Finally, Zoya chooses to call her husband. Incidentally, the clock indicates that it is time for Zada to rest. She looked up her husband's name and dialed the green button. Tut, tut, tut. Until the third ring, there were no signs that Zada would receive a call.

Zoya tries to call again when the connection ends unanswered. Tut,Tut,Tut,More. Exactly ringing to five, Zada received his call.

"Assalamualaikum, Mas Zada."

Zoya didn't get an answer from across the street. Zoya instead hears a noise that Zoya can expect like a crowd. After that, the noise turned into crackles. 'Perhaps, Mas Zada is having lunch, ' Zoya's mind is guessing.

"Guildingsalam, Zoya."

"Mas Zada is eating again? How noisy. Must have eaten in the cafeteria, right?"

"I–iya. I'm eating again."

Zoya puts her phone away when she hears a nervous voice from her husband.

"Mas Zada is okay, right? How nervous are you?"

"No papa, Zoya. I'm just hungry, so don't concentrate."

"Yes, I closed it. I just want to make sure that Mas Zada is okay. Since then, Zoya's mind and heart are not calm, Mas's mind continues,"

"Not many thoughts. Mas is fine. If so, do you eat again, right? Wassalamu'alaikum,"

Zoya did not have time to answer the greetings from her husband, Zada had cut off her phone connection. Zoya stared at the screen of her phone that had turned dark. "Waalaikumsalam" said Zoya.

Zoya felt strange about her husband's attitude since morning. "Hopefully, Mas Zada is fine. May Mas Zada's day run smoothly,"

"I accept the marriage of Ghaida Sanjaya bint Rudi Sanjaya with a set of prayer tools in pay ... Cash!"

Aloud, Zada uttered the Qabul ijab which was only attended by close relatives and families. As Zoya prayed, today went well.

"Witnesses, legitimate?"

"AH!"

"Allahumma inni as aluka khoyrohaa wa khoyro maa jabaltahaa. Wa a'udzubika min syarri haa wa min syarri maa jabaltahaa alaih."

After the preacher recited the prayer of the ijab qobul, Ghaida was welcome to kiss the back of her husband's hand. Afterwards, Zada kissed Ghaida, his second wife.

Zada knew what he was doing would make Zoya hurt. But, Zada had no other choice but to marry a pregnant Ghaida.

After the qobul ijab was completed, Zada and Ghaida went into one of the hotel rooms to rest and change clothes. Zada takes a shower first and will perform the salat asar. It was also followed by Ghaida.

Zada did not directly pray but took his time to melamum. Since then, Zada has not opened his voice to talk to Ghaida. His mind was in a state of turmoil thinking about Zoya's reaction. "Mas Zada, we pray together, right?" asked Ghaida when Zada had not carried out his duties.

Zada looked up to look at his second wife. "Yes, we pray together" Zada replied and positioned himself in front. Zada led the prayer solemnly.

After the greeting, Ghaida yelled and kissed the back of her husband's hand. After that, the two of them dissolved in their prayers.

"O Allah, if this is the responsibility that You have given me, I will try my best. O Allah, this is not my lust. You know my intentions very well. Help me to accept all the trials of life that come upon my household with Zoya, O Allah. Please, don't make Zoya hurt for too long. Maybe after this, Zoya will hate me. But I beg, O God, immediately heal the wound in Zoya's heart that I have inflicted amiin."

Zada prayed at length for Zoya's peace of heart. If Zoya feels hurt, Zada will feel it too.

"Mas Zada." Ghaida called out to Zada gently. The woman wearing a navy-colored bergo veil approached her new husband.

Zada who was sitting on the sofa also turned his head with a gaze that ... I don't know. "What's Ghaida?" zada asked and turned his eyes in any direction. Zada was unable to stare at the gentleness of Ghaida's eyes.

Zada fears that he will betray Zoya's love. "Thank you for marrying me" said Ghaida, looking down and playing with her fingers.

Zada breathed tired. "Sit here, Ghaida," Zada ordered gently and patted the empty space next to him.

"Don't talk about that again. All is the will of Allah SWT," said Zada looking forward. Ghaida smiled sweetly. Ghaida did not expect that the man next to him would officially become his priest.

However, Ghaida's heart was deeply troubled when her husband said he wanted to take her home to where his first wife was staying. All three will live under the same roof.

Ghaida was afraid of hurting her husband's first wife.

"Mas, shouldn't we hide our marriage first? I'm afraid, Mas' first wife will be hurt,"

"His name is Zoya Adhisty. The woman that I love so much." explained Zada felt he did not accept Ghaida just calling Zoya the 'first wife'

Ghaida immediately bowed lethargic. She was quite self-conscious who only had the status of a serial wife. Zoya is a legal wife in the eyes of the law and the state.