Heaven on lara
Chapter 5. Go away

After thinking all night, Zoya decides to leave the house. She would not be able to see her husband laughing with another woman. Zoya will leave after saying goodbye to her husband.

Yes, Zada will keep Zoya and will never say talaq to Zoya. Baji*ngan right? But, that's Zada. Zoya does not want to hurt too much so she decides to leave. Even then, Zada would definitely prevent it.

Zoya doesn't care. He wanted to be selfish for this kind of business. When she wakes up, Zoya's body is very tired and weak. Maybe because of the effects of crying all night and can only fall asleep at 2 am.

Zoya wasn't messy last night. He took a shower and changed his clothes. In her long musings, Zoya was already determined to be strong. He cannot be weak just because of love.

Zoya exits the room after putting all her belongings in the suitcase. He's gonna have breakfast with Zada one last time, maybe. Because Zoya isn't sure after this about seeing Zada. His heart was still so sick and wounded.

Not yet dry the wound that Zoya felt, she had already seen the scene that made her chest tight. Zada was helping pat Ghaida on the back who was vomiting. Zoya gritted and smiled wryly.

He continued to walk up the stairs until Zoya reached the dining table. Zoya turns to the two newlyweds who are unaware of her presence. 'Ghaida has really shifted my position. Mas Zada until not realizing if I was already here, Zoya's inner heartache.

Zoya tries to be indifferent and eats her breakfast. There was so much food on the table. Zoya remembers something and stops her movement. He stared one by one at the dishes containing side dishes and vegetables. Zoya put the spoon back. Zoya is increasingly not tasteful even before, Zoya has absolutely no intention to eat.

Zoya could have guessed that the one who cooked this much food was Ghaida. Indeed, Zoya felt that there was nothing in Ghaida's appeal. He had already lost to Ghaida. 'Ghaida can do everything, while I? I don't know.' Zoya's inner heart lamented her bad luck.

But life has to go on. The world will be fine even if it is not okay. Zoya has to eat even if she has to be forced.

Unexpectedly, Zada and Ghaida turned their heads together when they heard the sound of the spoon being put back down. Zoya who was conscious, took a quick glance and spoke. "Sorry, my spoon is interfering with your activities. Please continue. I'll leave without you telling me" Zoya said as she got out of the chair.

As he was about to turn around, there was a hand blocking his arm. Zoya looked at the hand that was holding her hand. He looked up and found that Ghaida was preventing himself from leaving. "What?" ask Zoya flat. Zoya doesn't want to pretend to be okay. He was very disappointed and hurt.

"Mom, eat first. I've prepared breakfast for us" said Ghaida softly and commented on her sweet smile. "No. I'm not hungry" Zoya turned around and left. But it was stopped because Zada's voice had interrupted. "Just appreciate Ghaida, Zoya!" snapped Zada with his firm voice.

Zoya clenched her hands beside the body. Zada never snapped at him. But this time, Zada was yelling at him. Zoya's tears fell unstoppably. The flood that Zoya spent last night was not completely dry.

Zoya turned around and looked at Zada with tears in her eyes. Long enough Zoya stared at Zada who was staring at her. "alright. If that's what you want. I will respect Ghaida as a fellow woman. And with this, I will give up all my duties to Ghaida. She's the woman who fits into your wife, Mas. Not like me. So—" said Zoya deliberately paused her speech.

Waiting for the reaction of the two humans in front of him who had no sympathy for him.

With all her might, Zoya continued her words. "So, I resigned. My job is done. Please enjoy your good times here. I won't bother him. Today, I decided not to stay with you. I'm gonna go,"

Zoya wiped her tears and put a smile on the force. "Congratulations to your marriage" said Zoya, trying to be breastfed. After that, Zoya immediately climbed the stairs to pick up her belongings.

"Listen to me first ..." pinta Zada was full of regret for yelling at Zoya. Zoya shook her head weakly. "No, Mas. There's nothing I need to hear anymore. Because every time I hear a word from your mouth, I always feel hurt. I'd better cover my ears,"

Without wasting any time, Zoya runs up the stairs. Not long after, Zoya returns by dragging her big suitcase. Once downstairs, Ghaida prevents him. "Don't go, Ma'am. Let me go. Ma'am doesn't deserve to go. I'm the more deserving one" pinta Ghaida began to shed tears.

Zoya fell silent without any interest in answering. "Have you? I'm going yes. Titip mas Zada's. Don't forget to take care of all her needs" Zoya tells Ghaida. Without looking at Zada, Zoya leaves the real house 'Home'.

If Zada does not want to run him, let Zoya live heaven on the moon. The Lara that Zoya feels may not heal quickly. But, Zoya will try to heal herself.

Not noticeably, Zoya was already at the front gate. Before actually leaving, Zoya gazes at her home once more. A home that leaves so many bitter and sweet memories. Instantly, the memories of her being with Zada revolved around the head like a tangled cassette tape.

"Goodbye 'house'."

¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶

Only about 45 minutes, Zoya finally arrived at the destination, the flower shop as well as her new home. In the past, Zoya was born and raised in a house that has doubled to become a flower shop owned by his family.

Zoya is grateful that she didn't sell it. Zoya rushed in and climbed the stairs where there was one room, bathroom, and living room. Fairly broad.

For the lower area, Zoya uses to sell its flowers. Zoya doesn't need to clean up too extra because she already cleans it every day.

Zoya immediately broke down. He decided to close his flower shop a few days later. Zoya wants to calm down and take care first.

The tightness in his chest had not subsided yet. Zoya stared at the ceiling of the room which was only 3×4 meters in size. Zoya has just become a queen, now all that has been diverted.

Stupidly, in times like these, Zoya misses her husband. Tears again wet the cheeks that look pale than usual. It is hard to control yourself not to cry. Zoya feels she is in a fragile time.

The household that was built in the last three years, so left a deep sorrow and tightness. "Mas Zada evil. It's so bad ...."

After that, there was only the sound of a sobbing sound.

Tired of crying and all night Zoya does not sleep, Zoya finally falls asleep to forget her life problems for a moment. Yes, even for a moment, it would be better than nothing.