I HATE YOU, BUT
#20
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My steps stopped to see Davian moving restlessly in his sleep. He was like a person in pain and fear. For whatever sake, I can't possibly leave Davian at a time like this. How'this? What am I supposed to do? I really can't leave my husband when he's suffering like this. I wanted to call my mother-in-law back but my phone was no longer usable because it fell out of hand.
The world seemed to be spinning so fast and I was stuck in it without being able to do anything. I have to see Dad but Davian can't leave. God, what am I supposed to do?
Son, when a woman becomes a wife, her first priority is not her father or mother anymore but her husband.
When my mind was in a fog, the words echoed in my ears. My husband is my top priority. As if I had the judge's verdict, my body weakened and I ended up sitting on the chair. My hand stretched out by itself grasping Davian's hand. Put her as close as I can. I just hope, I hope everything's okay.
“Dad, forgive me..” along with the sentence that broke from my mouth, these tears melted and slowly fell soaking in Davian's hands.
The moment by second that moved a little with my heart felt increasingly claustrophobic and claustrophobic. Something in my heart slipped down and my lungs felt tight. Could this be a hunch?
My phone that was originally turned off displayed a short message from Mother. How strange. With a trembling hand I opened the message.
Alena, your App has gone quietly.
From : Mother
“Ayaaahh, hiks-hiks.” My tears broke instantly after reading them. In my seat, in Davian's nursery I let myself cry.
Dad, I hope you can forgive me. Sorry, I couldn't see your face for the last time.
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POV Author
Davian felt a beam of light enter between his eyelids when he woke up. His eyes blinked a few times until the vision became clear. She looked around and found Alena smiling with teary eyes, welcoming herself.
“Am I in the hospital?” Davian held his own head. Still feel dizzy like just riding an extreme game ride in the park ria. The last time he remembered himself being in the apartment with Jeane after that he forgot everything. His eyes were on Alena. There was something in Alena's expression that made her curious.
“You're crying?” tanyanya. Alena smiled even though Davian could clearly see the trace of tears on her cheeks.
“I'm worried about you, Davian. Thank goodness you're human.” Davian held his head which still felt dizzy.
“How long have I been here?”
“Aday night.”
Davian looked back at Alena's pale face. His premonition was not wrong, this wife seemed to be hiding something indeed. Or maybe, trying not to cry, but why?
“You don't have to worry about me. I'm fine, really.” Davian tried to convince. He was afraid that Alena would be sad because of that.
“Davian, you don't have to worry about me.” Alena calms Davian who starts to worry about her. She was happy to know her husband cared about her. Only, he did not want the sadness he felt more piled up and finally he could not control it anymore. He won't cry in front of Davian.
“You've visited your father? Is she okay?” Davian asked carefully. He knew the thing that Alena was most worried about all her life. The health of his father. Alena widened her eyes for a moment. Heart's shaking. Don't cry, don't cry.
“Dad..dia..now sleep quietly. She must be fine.” Ogled Alen with teary eyes.
Davian was stunned for a while. Her lips felt stifled. Alena, it's hiding something. What exactly is going on? The girl lowered her head and Davian could see her shoulders shaking.
“Actually what is this?”
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