It's Not My fault for Being an Actor
S1-11

In the morning, all the families gathered for breakfast but Karin was not seen taking breakfast together.

"Where's Karin? why not have breakfast with us?" ask mami Vika.

"Don't know mam, maybe Karin is still angry not to meet with Rafael, so from yesterday Karin did not want to go out of the room" explained Rafael while bribing rice.

"Ken, look at Karin, I'm afraid she's okay, because you're the only one close to her."

"He's grown up, he knows to take care of himself, if hunger must also come out, don't be too spoiled, then even run" said Sasa with sewot.

Ken did not answer, he immediately stood up and went to Karin's room. A few knocks on the door without Karin's room, no words. Ken tried to open the door of his room turned out not to be in the lock. Ken sees Karin still on the bed but her body is covered entirely with a blanket.

"So yesterday, did you wake up? why don't you have breakfast downstairs, are you sick?" ask Ken at the door.

"Lord have breakfast first, Karin will follow." replied Karin from inside the blanket.

"Well then, hurry down for breakfast." When Ken was about to leave his hand accidentally nudged the glass on the table until it fell and saw some medicine that Karin had not had time to drink.

Ken went up to Karin, "Today, take off your blanket, are you sick? why is there a cure here, can't it open or I'm forced.?" Karin still did not want to open the blanket, until Ken also opened the blanket Karin by force, and found the real existence of Karin.

Karin's face looks pale and limp, Karin's eyes look withered and when Ken checks Karin her body is very hot.

No need to say much more, Ken immediately lifted Karin's body and and rushed to bring her down.

"Rafael get the car ready, brother will take Karin to the hospital." Rafael who was shocked to choke and immediately ran to prepare the car.

"What's wrong with Karin Ken?" ask mami Vika.

"Let's tell Ken, after knowing the results, and you Sasa can go alone right."

Ken and Rafael rush to the hospital with Karin. Upon arrival at the hospital, Karin is examined while Rafael and Ken wait outside.

"This is all because of you, just be careful if Karin until why." Ken pulled Rafael's collar.

"Bang, I really didn't accidentally just joke around." Rafael holds Ken's hand which still pulls his collar.

"But your joke bothers Karin."

"OK I will apologize until Karin truly forgives me, and I will take responsibility for my mistakes." Ken took off Rafael's collar. And Rafael tidied his collar back.

Shortly after the doctor came out, Ken and Rafael immediately approached.

"How is Karin doc."

"No need to worry Patients have a history of stomach acid disease and are currently relapsing and also experiencing fever, and, so the patient has to be treated for a few days here until he recovers and please don't let him eat late." the doctor left and Ken with Rafael immediately saw Karin who was still lying pale.

Raphael approached Karin and held her hand." Karin, I'm sorry yes, I really, there is no intention for you like this, I'm just messing around, if you forgive I will take care of you until healed.

"Yes bang, then Rafael went home first later Rafael returned again replace Abang." Raphael left Karin and Rafael.

Now Ken is sitting next to Karin after Rafael. Ken said nothing just looking at the face of Karin who was still asleep.

"I'm sorry to bring you into my life, all this time I've been rude and even hit you, making you cry, but I can't let go of you, I'm used to seeing your sweet smile, seeing your attitude against me, the warmth of your attitude makes me opiate, always looking for you when I need peace.But I'm sorry I can't make you any further than this, I promise to take care of you as long as you are near me, though not always I can defend you, endure when your pain comes, be strong when a storm of trials comes your way, one day he's a good time I'll let you let your happiness come. Maybe I'm too selfish just thinking about my needs and my desires without thinking about the people who are going to get hurt. But I'm not ready to lose the people I love away from me." Ken held tightly to Karin's hand, spilling the contents of his heart that he never expressed.

"Sir.." call Karin who apparently heard everything Kenzo said, a thin smile on Karin's lips.

"Thank you for being honest with Karin. Don't apologize to Karin, Karin has accepted Karin's fateful path as the servant of the master, Karin does not ask for more than this, Karin just does not want to be the destroyer of the master's household, Karin does not want to be the destroyer of the master's household, if you are happy with your family, Karin is also happy. Karin's only hope is one, one day Karin can be free from the master before there is a deeper sense in the master. Karin wants to return to the village to gather with the family there, build a happy household in the village."

Ken thought for a moment to hear Karin's wish. "Well, if that's what you want I'm going to set you free and let you go back to your family, I don't want to be too bad a man any more than this, I don't want to see you depressed here either."

"What you say is true, will you really let me go." Ken nodded Karin immediately happily and hugged Ken tightly.

"Thank you, sir, I promise I will never forget all your kindness, all the affection you gave me."

Soon Rafael came to the hospital to visit Karin.

"Bang, earlier Sasa Kak ordered Abang to go home, let Rafael take care of Karin here."

"Master, you better go home, and your wife's waiting at home."

"Well, if you don't want me to be with you, I'll go home."

"That's not what Karin meant by you."

"Well, I'm going home, take care of Karin, don't bother Karin."

"Ready boss." Ken left Karin and Rafael.

Raphael approached Karin."Karin I'm sorry, because of me, you get to the hospital, I'm really sorry, I promise I won't do it again, as long as you're willing to forgive me."

"Sir Rafael knows how scared Karin is yesterday, Karin is really scared and confused, does not know the direction to go home, Karin hopes that Rafael's brother will return to Karin, but in fact Rafael left Karin and did not return. Karin got cold there brother at the bus stop." explained Karin, shedding tears.

"I realize I was wrong, I promise I won't repeat it again, please excuse me." Rafael begs to apologize from Karin.

Karin wiped away the tears that were still wetting her cheeks, and looked at Rafael with a smile. " Karin is not that bad, brother, Karin already sorry Rafael's brother from Rafael did not make the same mistake, after all Karin will soon return to the village, and will not come back here again."

"Why? Do you really hate me until you want to go home."

"Sister, I don't hate Rafael, I just want to go back to my parents and my sisters."

"Well if it's your decision, I don't owe you an apology either."