It's Not My fault for Being an Actor

It's Not My fault for Being an Actor
S1-22


After thinking, Ken chose to wait for Karin to be honest with him, he did not want to rush to urge Karin to be honest if he was not ready.


While Karin thinks how and when is the right time to be honest.


When Karin awoke from her sleep, she could not find Ken next to her.


"Gentleman where, have you left and not come home yet?" the question in Karin's heart that Ken doesn't like is like that, if he goes he always tells.


Karin exits the room and goes downstairs, looking for the missing figure. His eyes turned all over the room, but he could not find it.


Karin goes to the kitchen to get a drink because Karin's throat is dry, Karin sees the contents of the small refrigerator, and inside there are many canned drinks, and Karin immediately opens it and rides on it.


"what kind of drink does it taste rich in gini?" karin felt foreign to the taste of the canned drink.


karin picks up two cans of drink and a packet of potato chips, to accompany her on TV, while waiting for Ken to come home. Karin watches a Korean drama that drains tears.


At about one in the morning Ken just got home. Just a few steps Ken had been startled by Karin's anger.


"Basar all men are the same, always running from responsibility, when it can be delicious, dear, when told responsibility instead avoid" said Karin


"I'm not avoiding, I just want to clear my mind, I just want to wait for you to be honest with me if you're pregnant, I'll definitely respond. He's my son's my flesh and blood." Ken said as he approached Karin who was still on the sofa.


"Liar, you're just messing with me, until whenever you'll never love me and my future son, in your eyes I'm just a slave woman and my pregnancy is a mistake, right." refute Karin.


"Today listen to me, all my words are serious, you can hold my words" said Ken but there was no answer to Karin's curry.


"Karin....Karin, did you hear me?" call Ken and Ken back to step toward Karin who had stopped.


How surprised Ken who found Karin had drunk beer with a sitting position on the floor with his head on the table.


"Geez, so I was talking to a drunk." Ken tried to wake up Karin.


Karin, who had been heavily drunk, was lifted up and brought back to the room.


Ken carefully placed Karin's body and instantly enveloped her body. When Ken wanted to go to change his clothes, Karin held his hand. "don't kill my baby, I want to be with him" Karin said unconsciously before returning to sleep.


Ken removed his hand from Karin's hand and immediately changed clothes.


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The next day, when Karin opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was Ken's face looking at her.


"When do you want to go home, why don't you know Karin?" ask Karin.


"Didn't you remember last night?" ken asked to be sure and Karin shook her head.


"Indeed last night why sir?" ask Karin who is still confused.


"Oh, forget it. Now all that matters is that I know, but I'm still waiting for your honesty consciously." Say Ken and put your palm over Karin's belly.


Karin, who was still confused by Ken's words between Aware and No, made her nausea again hit this time accompanied by dizziness and abdominal pain, after drinking beer.


While being sick and sick in his stomach forced Karin to shout calling Ken." Sir please Karin, it hurts sir." cried Karin from the bathroom.


"What's wrong with you?" asked Ken who was immediately anxious to see the pained karin and let out a cold sweat.


"It hurts a lot, sir." said Karin before passing out on Ken's body.


Ken immediately lifted Karin's body back into the bed and immediately contacted the doctor


Soon the doctor came and checked on Karin.


After he finished examining Ken directly asked the state of Karin.


"How is he okay?" ask Ken who looks worried.


"Let's just calm she's okay."


"Is she pregnant?" the question just came out of Ken's mouth.


"Hi boss, she's your woman why don't you know. Yes she's pregnant." Bara's doctor's remark assures Ken that Karin is really pregnant.


"Alright thank you, Oya please recommend the best obstetrician you know." pinta Ken to the Bara doctor.


"There's a doctor Sandi, she's one of the best obstetricians I know." Bara explained.


"No, what female obstetrician, why men."


"You said ask for the best, if there are many good female doctors, which one do you want? Oya please take care of your woman so that she does not stress and not strenuous activity.


"Well, I'll remember your message, I'll think about your advice and call you right away." Ken drove Bara out after he finished checking Karin.


After the doctor left. Ken breathed heavily and immediately turned on a cigarette to be smoked.


Ken recalled Karin, who said that Karin's pregnancy was a mistake.


Doubts begin to arise in Ken's mind, either allowing Karin's pregnancy or forcing her to eliminate it, because her status is still not legitimate.


Ken recalled that Karin, who did not want to lose her baby, had Ken's heart and mind screwed, had to make the right decision, on the other hand, Ken's divorce process with Sasa that never finished because Sasa did not accept divorce accused Ken back.


While being frustrated Ken, punching his hand against the wall vented the burden of his mind until it bled.


"Everything's messed up" Ken said on the sidelines of the frustration that ensued.


Karin who just realized and found Ken also just came with a tangled face and wounds on his hands.


"What happened, did you already know about my pregnancy." murmured Karin directly down the bed and approached Ken prostrate in front of Ken.


"Why karin? what are you doing." Ken tried to establish Karin but Karin still did not want to and still prostrate in front of Ken.


"Master, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to hide this from you. You may punish me but I beg you, do not force me to abort my womb, I do not want to lose my first child. You may hate me for the mistake that made me pregnant, please do not consider her presence a mistake. If you do not want it, let me take care of you myself. Please sir let this child be born please don't force me to throw it away" Karin said..


Ken only spoke a thousand languages, unable to make a decision under inappropriate conditions.


"Stand up Karin." Ken set up Karin before him and wiped away his tears that were rushing down his cheeks.