It's Not My fault for Being an Actor
season 2: he looks alike

In front of a roar where Karin is being cared for. Rara sat alone while Joy went somewhere. Rara waits for Karin and hopes that there is a miracle that could soon cure her mother. The footsteps of nurses and doctors and people who come to visit their families become a rhythm at all times.

Soon Joy returns and carries a plastic bag in her hand and returns to Rara.

"Ra. This is a meal for you, let's eat first. You haven't eaten since. You will get sick." Joy gives rice wrap to Rara. No more rejection from Rara for him Joy is the only person nearby who wants to accompany and strengthen him.

"Thank you very much sir, for all your attention and help. Rara doesn't know anymore if there's no father here to help Rara." Joy just smiled.

"Ra. if you need anything don't hesitate to tell me. And yes call me brother and not father because I'm not your father" Joy said, jokingly breaking the grief.

"sister... Rara has to call you brother?" ask Rara back.

"Yes, because you're my sister."

"I mean???"

"I mean. ah it's nothing, I just feel older when you call me father." Joy who had slipped immediately switched the conversation.

"That's it, brother."

"Have now eaten first, then hunted cold rice." Rara immediately ate the food given by Joy.and Joy also looked at Rara who was still so innocent.

"I promise you, Ra, will take care and protect you. And I will also try to unite mom and dad, however, but not now, I don't want a meeting that should bring happiness to be a sad meeting. Sorry I didn't mean to buy time. But this is all for the good of all of us." murmured Joy inwardly.

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Ken who had just returned from Karin's tomb, slightly shok heard Sasa's words, his heart still did not believe Sasa's words, but from Sasa's gaze there seemed to be honesty from Sasa.

Ken took a picture of Karin on the nightstand. "If you were still here, I wouldn't be like this. Please strengthen me, do not let my heart waver erratically, Rouse me from this delusion, give me a glimmer of hope. If you really are alive, where are you now? why haven't you been back in years? I miss you so much." Ken also hugged a photo of Karin in his arms. And back to the memory of the past, where a beautiful togetherness that passed with his wife.

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While busy working, suddenly the shadow of Rara's face appeared in Arthur's mind.

"What am I thinking, why can I think of that woman." Arthur also refocused on his work but this time he could not, he still failed to focus.

Arthur took a picture of his mother who always accompanied him on the desk.

"Mother, Arthur misses mother. If you still have Arthur there will certainly be a lot of stories on the mother. Mother today Arthur saw a girl who was very similar to mother. If the mother still exists and Arthur's sister still exists maybe she's as big as she is." Arthur rubbed a photo of his mother and then kissed her.

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In the afternoon Arthur came home early and did not take overtime. At the same time, Joy and Rara return home.

"She really does look like mother." murmured Arthur. Then come on inside.

The awkward Rara lives with Joy's family. Not very brave to do anything.

"Sister, where you don't look." Rara asked Joy.

"Maybe papa is in his room or it could be in the backyard. What's up, mama?" Rara just shook her head. While wanting to turn around accidentally Rara collides with Arthur.

"Aaauuuhhh" said the two, "I'm sorry, my brother was not intentional." said Rara, Arthur frowned instead hearing the call of his brother from Rara's mouth.

Arthur does not answer Rara's apology and chooses to return to the room.

"Sister Joy tonight brother must accompany Arthur to drink, Arthur also wants to ask something very important" said Arthur as he passed.

Joy goes to her room as well as Rara. While in the room Rara saw Ken's shadow from the balcony door that was sitting alone.

"What are you doing there? why does it look so sad." murmured Rara then opened the balcony door and stood on the balcony.

Ken who realized that he was being looked at by someone turned his face to look back at the person who dared to look at him.

"Yesterday" said Ken slowly, then he rubbed his eyes and turned them off again, and what he saw remained the same but this time something was different.

"Why does that girl always remind me of you. Do you incarnate in that girl." muttered Ken and Rara just smiling looking at Ken who kept watching her.

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Message entered on Joy's phone, Joy immediately opened it while laying her body on the mattress.

"Hello beb, next week I return to Indonesia, do not forget to pick me up. Oya why did I call none of my calls raised, you're still angry?" the message sent by Nabila Joy's boyfriend is the son of Rafael Ken's younger brother.

Ken slammed his phone next to him, Instead of replying to Nabila Joy's message instead of imagining Nabila's face in between her breaks.

"What the fuck am I, why am I thinking of Rara. Remember Joy Rara is your sister and you already have Nabila, who you've been dating for a year." turmoil in joy's heart

Joy also replied to Nabila's message, to expel her thoughts on Rara.

"Dear, I'll wait for you to come. Papa must be happy to hear you're here, too. How's Uncle Rafael?" reply from Joy. He immediately went to sleep after replying to Nabila's message.

Rara who returned to the room took a picture of her mother in the bag and looked at her while rubbing her.

"Mother..he's healing fast, so we can go home quickly. Rara had missed hearing the voice of the mother who was always angry, Rara was also confused by the simple mother's cooking, Rara kangen also with the embrace of her mother. Ma'am sorryin Rara, because Rara's mom is like this. Rara promises Rara will not repeat Rara's mistakes again, Rara will also not ask about Rara's father or sister again, for Rara is only the mother of Rara's family that Rara has. quickly healed ya ma'am." Rara holds a picture of her mother while crying.