Love, Revenge, And The Sea
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For 3 weeks Bella had been confined to that room, all she could do was cry and reflect, she did not care about her circumstances, sometimes not eating at all even though the food is very interesting but see that he was nauseous, his whole body even like there is no energy, when moving his body, he said, it feels like his whole joint wants to break up.

Aksa had also been nowhere to be seen since the first time she woke up, according to the people guarding Bella, Aksa had already returned to her palace, yes, she definitely did not want people to be suspicious about her, according to the people who were guarding Bella, until she does not live there, the butler occasionally shows Bella's condition from a video call connection.

Bella sat on the balcony of her room, for 3 weeks she never came out of this room at all, actually Aksa did not forbid it, but Bella was only reluctant to get out of there, not enough energy to do it.

The salty sea breeze touched her pale face, her face was no longer shining, withered and dim, the dark circles in her puffy and swollen eyes were very visible, her nose was red, she said, her lips, which were usually like rose petals, looked white, since the first time she knew her husband was gone, her soul died, only her body survived, his spirit also disappeared no longer.

His empty eyes stared at the waves chasing each other, the beautiful scenery in front of him could not add to his spirit at all, even though the balcony of his room now shows directly the beauty of the blue sea in front of him.

"Daughter, let's take a bath" said a maid who was appointed to be her guard.

Bella did not budge, just stared blankly at the endless sea, making her heart more empty, for what else she lived if this was so.

Seeing the unresponsive Bella, the Servant approached her, The maid gently lifted Bella's lifeless body, she immediately directed Bella into the bathroom, undressing slowly, and she was unable to do so, bone protrusions appear to begin to be seen in his body, 3 weeks alone has made it look like a living skull.

Bella stared at her reflection in the mirror, completely different from her old self, anyone who saw her was definitely not passionate at all.

The waiter then turns on the hot and cold tap for Bella, mixing it up so it can fit her warm to bathe Bella.

Hearing the sound of water, Bella regained her senses, seeing the female servant who looked patiently facing her.

"Let me," said Bella slowly, her voice hoarse, even the servant felt strange to hear Bella's voice, because she rarely spoke. Bella took the soap provided there, she poured it into her bath water, saw Bella as soon as the maid smiled happily, at least this was a decent progress.

"What's your name? " said Bella looked at the maid who still looked like the teenager.

"Shella, Princess," Shella said as she saluted.

"My name is Bella, don't call me Princess, I'm not a Princess, how old are you? " said Bella stepped herself into the warm water that even her warmth made her shiver.

"My dear 17-year-old Miss, "Shella said again, she hurriedly helped Bella to get into her Bath up, Bella looked at Shella, her body was smaller than Bella, her face was very radiant, she was very happy, typical characteristics of teenagers.

"I should take care of you, "said Bella glancing at Shella.

"How long have I been here? "said Bella again.

"Nearly 1 month Miss," said Shella again accompanied Bella.

Bella was silent, it had been almost 1 month she lost Angga, if Angga was still alive, he would have come and saved her as he used to do, now who would have searched and saved her? Bella misses Angga so much, so much that she can't help but remember for a second, even every breath that blows, she constantly misses him.

Bella came back crying, I don't know, people said tears could dry up, but for Bella her tears could not stop at all, the tears were constantly flowing, and they just kept on flowing, even until his eyes were red and sore, could not satisfy his longing for Angga.

She really missed him, back when Bella was in the room, just thinking about it for a moment when the man came to her aid, now, she was crying for him every day, she said, but not even Bella ever saw him again.

"Miss, don't cry, who goes let's calm down there, if you keep crying, she'll be sad to leave you, too" said Shella, who tried to calm Bella down, she wiped the tears of Bella who was crying so bitterly.

"It's Miss's life, someone's coming, and someone's leaving, sometimes what we want isn't always what we get, but believe me, God knows what's best for you, God knows what's best for you, one day somewhere you'll smile at everyone" said Shella softly, allowing Bella a little control over herself, she looked at Shella, she was young, but her words surpassed her age.

"I only have my husband, and Aksa who took him away from me, where do you think in the future can I smile in memory of him? He died because of me, if not marry me, maybe Angga is still alive, " said Bella who continues to blame herself, from yesterday she was looking for reasons why Angga should die, said Bella, and every time he did, he felt it was all his fault, if only Angga had not helped him back then, his fate would not have been possible like this.

"It's not your fault Miss, no one can choose who she meets with, with whom she will part, Your Husband may be dead, however, her memories and love will be with you forever, "shella said again, Bella was speechless listening to Shella's words, her wet eyes were gently rubbed by Shella, "Miss, Your husband would want you to be happy, I know that, because if I too died, she said, I'd like the people I've left happy, not to keep dying me, and don't let you think of catching up with her, because life is a gift from God, she wants you to live happily, too, there is always laughter behind all the tears. "

Bella was glued, right, Angga always wanted Bella to be happy, she did things she never did, but for Bella she always wanted to do it. Bella lifted the corner of her lips slightly, looking at the gentle Shella.

"Thank you, "said Bella.

"Miss, I'll take good care of you, I'll tell you if the Prince comes, "Shella said again, Bella then nodded slightly, She then finished her bath, when she wanted to get up, and then she gave up, his head immediately dizzy, fortunately Shella immediately caught it.

"Miss, are you okay? "said Shella.

"No, it's okay, I'm just dizzy, maybe because I haven't eaten yet" Bella said.

"Yes, after this I'll warm up your food, you eat it" Shella said.

"Well, " said Bella.