Love, Revenge, And The Sea
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"Bella what are you doing? "aksa said in shock, she immediately wanted to get close to Bella.

"You'll take another step, you'll listen to my head explode" said Bella firmly, her face solemn among the remaining tears.

Aksa who heard that instantly stopped her steps, she was absolutely horrified to see the scene in front of her, she would not allow Bella to kill herself, for what she did all this if Bella ended up killing herself, he won't allow Bella to kill herself.

"Doctor come out, I don't want you to see my death" Bella told the medics there, those who saw it slowly agreed, they came out of the room immediately, and closing the door to the IGD room, thankfully there were no other patients there, only Bella, Aksa and her guards.

Bella's eyes continued to stare intently at Aksa, she did not let Aksa move in the least.

"Bella put the gun down, are you crazy? " said Aksa tried to make Bella undo her intentions, but Bella did not budge.

"Crazy? I'm crazy, my mother has a mental illness, I probably have one too, " said Bella hysterically, her mind was covered with all the feelings that were now jumbled in her head, it seems like she had gone completely insane, Her husband had already died by the time she got the news that she was pregnant, she even now had to live with the person who had killed her husband and wanted to kill the child in her womb, so naturally she could go crazy with all this.

My goose will catch up with you with our son, that's all Bella has in mind now.

"What do you want Bella? "said Aksa tried to slowly approach Bella again, but Bella then more ready to shoot herself, making Aksa undo his intentions, staring in horror at Bella, she really did not want Bella to die like this, she was really not willing to die like this, whatever her future, Bella is the woman she now loves.

"If you die, your son will die too, what do you think? "the words of Aksa again reminded Bella.

"If I live, he'll die too, so what am I living for?, you won't let him live! You killed my husband, I know you're going to kill my son too, because that's me ." Bella said.

Bella pulls the trigger from the gun, the gun sounds.

Aksa was limp and shocked by what he had just heard, his whole body was limp, he was trembling, a fear that was so intense in his eyes, but it turned out that the gun was not only blasting sound without bullets, Bella trembled listening to her voice, her eyes closed, her tears seeping out thinking this was her last moment yet why didn't she die?.

"That gun contains?" aksa asked her guard, his face really anxious.

"Yes, it's an empty part, there are 2 bullets in it, 3 empty," said the guard was still shocked by what he had just seen.

Bella heard. Aksa soon sees Bella again, she looks at Bella inside, it turns out this woman really wants to end her life, for some reason now Aksa who is really scared, she is really scared to lose Bella. This one he's lucky that Bella didn't die, but can luck come again?.

"I don't want you, I want to unite with my husband, we'll catch up with him" said Bella hysterically, between her cries, Bella then singed out a sweet smile, the smile that made Aksa more trembling.

Bella once again pulled the trigger, riveting Aksa back.

"Bella!! "said Aksa again with horror, he even to the point of shaking violently seeing the behavior of Bella who seriously wanted to end her life in front of Aksa, once again the sound of a gun was heard and it turned out to be empty. Again, all tense and anxious.

"Bella, I promise I won't touch you and your son, I promise I'll let you live, I promise I won't interfere with your lives, as long as you stay alive!, Don't do that again, please! "said Aksa, she said, only this time she was beating a woman, even this was the first time she was beating.

Bella was still crying, she was ready to die, but why could she not die at all, as if God would not allow her to end her suffering in this world, until when else would she have to endure this suffering?.

"I beg you, let go of the gun, I promise, you can do anything if I don't keep my promise, give birth to the child, don't die, I beg you, that's it, please don't leave me, give your son a chance to live, I won't touch or hurt you" Aksa said again trying to undo Bella's intentions once again.

Bella who began to realize what she was doing was just crying out loudly, she almost took her life and her son, 1 more time, most likely she would really die. Bella dropped the gun from her hand.

The guard swiftly picked it up, checked the bullet, if Bella continued the action, this time her head must have been pierced by hot lead, the guard showed the bullet to Aksa, the bullet was, Aksa who saw it straight away was completely unable to breathe, fortunately he was able to persuade the woman.

"Call the doctor, let them take care of him," said Aksa immediately out of the IGD, the doctors, the nurse and Shella who were waiting anxiously outside immediately went inside, they immediately checked Bella's condition because they heard the sound of the gun, fortunately there was nothing, Bella could only cry in Shella's arms.

"Miss, don't cry yet" said Shella with great concern about Bella's condition, it turns out that this Miss really suffers.

Aksa came out from there, she directly leaned her hands against the wall, her entire body was completely limp, she could not imagine seeing Bella's death before her eyes, she said, he couldn't imagine the hot lead penetrating Bella's head, this time he really knew, he couldn't lose Bella, he wouldn't be able to if he lost the woman.

"Prince, are you okay? " said the guard who saw Aksa's pale face.

"Observate him, lest he do anything that is no longer," said Aksa choked, still unable to overcome the fear that is new in nature.

"Okay, Prince," said the Guardian,

Aksa just got out of there.