Love, Revenge, And The Sea
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Let it be willing, let it be said to have no effort, as long as I am no longer buried in a mud puddle of memories and romance.

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Before long their equipment is finished, the mask, snorkel, fin (frog's legs), have been prepared for them.

"You can be calm? "angga said to Bella.

"Yes, I can, but I've never snorkelled before" Bella said.

"It's okay, I'll teach you later" Angga said with a smile.

"All right" said Bella.

They stand on the edge of their ship directly adjacent to the sea water, the captain gives equipment to Bella, Angga immediately takes it, not allowing the captain to use it on Bella, Angga pairs everything on Bella, Angga, since Bella had never snorkeled, she also used a life buoy.

After putting it all together, Angga then changed clothes, he only used his swim trousers, showing his body is very athletic, the muscles in his body sculpted so perfectly, looks very firm and tight, making Bella stunned, her body is sexy, it's worth it she always exercise, thought Bella surprised, it turns out that behind her clothes, Angga is so seductive.

Angga got into the water first, he then approached Bella.

" Wear your mask, snorkel you too, learn and get used to breathing with your mouth, make sure your mask does not leak, " said Angga giving a briefing, Bella just nodded, following what was said by Angga, he was sitting on the edge, his feet using fins had gone into the water.

" Come on, come on in, take it easy I'm here" Angga said. Bella looked at Angga. she then nodded, and threw herself into the water.

Because he was wearing a life buoy, he must have floated immediately, Angga smiled to see Bella, Bella also seemed to get used to it, Angga then brought Bella swimming around there, making Bella used to it, Bella saw the scenery under the water was quite amazed, the clear blue color of the water showed so many beautiful fish, colorful with coral reefs are also very beautiful, very pampering the eyes. Angga continues to take care of Bella by swimming nearby, unexpectedly, it turns out that even though the first time Bella snorkling, she is quite skilled.

" How? Is it used to it? " said Angga as they were on the surface.

"Yes, already, "said Bella smiling happily, it turns out that this world is very vast, very beautiful, many things that are really interesting to explore, to explore, Bella knows now why Mika is so in love with the sea, the underwater scenery is truly indescribable.

" Want to try diving, see the coral reefs deeper? " said Angga.

Bella would want to, if seeing it from the surface is just so beautiful, what's more down there, must be more beautiful, she then nodded, Angga brought Bella back to the ship, told the captain to open Bella's life jacket, after being released, Bella immediately went back into the water, at first she was a little troubled because she was used to using a float, but for a long time she was used to it too.

"Come," said Angga giving his hand to be held by Bella, Bella saw it directly reached Angga's hand.

Angga immediately brought Bella into the water, dive deeper, Bella who had just first dive was immediately washed away in the atmosphere in the water, besides being so beautiful, Bella, the sea was so calm it was so soothing, it felt quiet, it was silent with so much beauty, Bella really enjoyed it.

The coral reefs there are so beautiful, small fish are diverse, they seem to dance around Angga and Bella, Bella also had time to see a cute turtle passing close to her, Bella so happy, look on the look on his face, while Angga only saw Bella who was so enjoying the view, they could not be so long inside, Angga immediately pulled Bella to the surface, and then he was not there, afraid Bella was out of breath, up above, Bella immediately took a deep breath, but she was so happy, visible from her face.

" How? Is beautiful? "said Angga.

" Yes, it's beautiful, " said Bella satisfied with what she saw.

" It's ready to see her again" Angga said.

"Yes, "says Bella,

Angga took a deep breath, Bella was so, once Bella got into the water, then Angga back pulled her down. They do that all the time, until the day welcomes.

" Next time, I'll take you for diving, it's more fun, we can take longer inside, but you have to study first" Angga said with a sweet smile.

"All right," said Bella

"When he likes diving the most, he has an international diving certificate" Angga said again looking at the gently wavy water, very friendly.

"Well, I now know why Mika loves the ocean so much, inside it's so beautiful, so calm" Bella said, playing her feet in the water.

" Yes, he has been diving since childhood" Angga recalled.

" I envy her a little bit, have a life so beautiful, travel and vacation wherever she can, dive into the scenery that can not be described, I think Mika's life is so perfect, so perfect, unlike me who was only confined to the castle, "said Bella again noticed the clear seawater that swallowed her feet.

" Yes, but he could not make her want to live longer, he gave up, but I tried to give everything for her" Angga said, gloom in his eyes.

Bella looked at Angga, looking at the man's face that was slightly flushed red from the sunlight, her wet hair looking down onto his face. Right, Mika's life is so beautiful, she has everything she wants, the money she can't be out, wants anything to say, the man is very handsome, has a position, has a position, but what does he think to have to take a shortcut to break life. Is it just because Angga is so busy? It felt like just because of that, it didn't make sense to Bella.

" Have you noticed it? You were together for 5 years, before he died he must have shown something strange, it is impossible to immediately make such a decision, "said Bella again.

Angga watched Bella, while Mika was still around, Angga was as busy as he was now, there was rarely any time for Mika to feel that the woman would not go anywhere, already completely hers, already completely hers, after all, she had given whatever Mika wanted, Angga was very sure Mika would not leave her, she did not leave Bella for another man, but left her for good.

" I don't know, even though I gave everything, " said Angga again.

" You did give her everything, except one," said Bella softly, making Angga's attention on her, Bella stared at the sparkling edge of the ocean.

"Whatis that? "said Angga.

"Your time, you don't give your time to her, when it's the most precious thing, you think she'll be happy with all the glory you give, but you don't give her a little time, you don't listen to how grumpy he is, you don't exist when he's lonely, you don't know what's going on in his days, I'm sure you love him, but you're wrong, women not only need wealth and jewelry, they also need attention, care, and listening, next time you fall in love again, make sure to be by her side, be sure to listen before giving a rebuttal, and make sure you understand what she wants," said Bella long and wide, but the words pierced straight into Angga's heart, like a punch even though Bella said it so gently.

That is what Angga always regretted, 5 years they were together as lovers, even eating together was just a finger. Too comfortable and underestimating, and all just stay memories.

“ Relax.. let's let go. "said Bella.

Bella looked at Angga once again, she smiled a little, actually the last words she also addressed to herself, 'Let's let go, ' she was afraid of falling too deep later, because Bella was now conscious, don't know since when? But Bella knows, this man has secretly entered her heart, Bella is afraid that the longer time with Angga, it seems like she will be more immersed in her charm, for now, she wants to give up her feelings, she said, this man is still trapped by memories.and Bella does not want to try and force, she has done it once before, the result is only heartache and revenge, and Bella no longer wants to live so horribly.

Love is like an ocean, sometimes it looks calm, sometimes it is fierce, it is a place that can make people happy, but it can also be a scary place, we can enjoy it, he said, but if you're not careful with a single drag, the waves roll and you'll die. We feel curious if we only see the beautiful surface, but if it's already in it, we don't even know where the base is, therefore Bella does not want to be too drowned, but if it's already in it, we don't even know where the bottom is, therefore Bella does not want to be too drowned, he had once drowned in love, and had drowned in the true sea, and the experience taught him to be careful to venture back into the sea of romance.

Bella then tried to get up, and left Angga who was still silenced, digesting well what Bella's words just now, staring at the woman's departure, slowly had to let go…

Angga opened the ring that was always circular on his ring finger, his engagement ring with Mika, at that time there was no party, nothing, he just gave it to Mika at dinner, that night Mika was very happy, she put it on Angga's ring finger, since never once the ring was separated from her hand.

He placed the ring on his palm, put it in water, looked at it deeply one last time, after feeling willing, he turned his hand, the ring fell down. The one who noticed that only smiled when everything was gone.

Goodbye Mika. I'm willing…

He gets up, walks in, Judy gives him a towel, she wipes the water still in his hair. Staring into his ship, looking for the figure of Bella who was not even visible, his face gloomy.