Love, Revenge, And The Sea
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Time passed, Bella stared at her clock, it was almost 11 p.m., and Angga had no news at all. Where's she? Bella thought a little worried.

"Judy, has there been no news from Angga?" bella said in a soft voice but also quite showed her concern.

"Not yet Miss, Assistant Jang also did not reply or pick up the phone from me, it seems like Mr. Angga is not wanting to be disturbed at all, Mr. Angga used to do it often" Judy explained.

"Oh." Bella said weakly, looking back at the clock that was beating very slowly, even after Angga left earlier, Bella just looked at the clock, saw the seconds that kept moving, saw the minutes that were slowly shifting, Bella said, and also the clock that moved, slowly but surely rolling wasted all the time left.

Bella's feelings are now mixed, she's confused who to follow? Part of his heart said he had to meet Sania, wanted to at least see her situation because he was in the law not because of his mistakes, surely he was very scared alone confined in a prison cell.

True Angga said, it feels funny now, a few months ago, Bella really hates Sania, she assumed the woman had instigated Aksa to leave her, she was very eager to see Sania also feel her suffering, but… when all this happened, what did he get? There was nothing, not even the satisfaction that was promised was never felt Bella. There is even a very guilty feeling.Maybe Aksa also have a point, his heart is too soft for this matter, but at least he is sure he still has a heart.

On the other hand, the moment he knew Angga was so worried about him, he even threatened the man to allow him to leave with Aksa. Even if Bella becomes Angga she will also be angry and silence Bella like this. Which Bella should choose, if she chooses Angga, she will be haunted by guilt for life. If he chooses Sania, Angga will be careless.

"Miss, you don't eat dinner, your food will be cold" Judy said.

Bella doesn't reply to Judy, just stares at her illuminated phone screen, revealing dozens of messages she sent to Angga. None of them even read it.

Bella stands up from the living room couch, Judy thinks she's going to eat, but when she doesn't, Bella continues her steps to her room, Judy follows her worriedly and confused.

"Miss?" said Judy scolded Bella before she walked into her room.

"Ehm, Judy, you've got a break, I want to sleep now." Bella said weakly without a tone.

Judy did not answer, just saw Bella who went straight into her room, not usually Nonanya like that, she became worried.

Bella walks up to her bed, sits on her edge, puts her phone in the drawer, her feelings are still heavy, can she forget about it for a moment?, this feeling is really tiring and makes Bella feel like she's out of energy, he went up to his bed, lay down for a moment his body, soon asleep but not soundly.

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Angga, from him back to his work office just silent, but because it also makes everyone in the office so frightened.

It was almost 1pm, and Angga just came out of his room, I don't know what he was doing, but he just wanted to be alone in the room.  Assistant Jang who may have slept for a few hours outside, immediately woke up to see Angga come out. Fortunately, he is a person who is really sensitive and easily awakened, otherwise Angga would have been very angry with him.

"The car is ready Sir, " said Assistant Jang following Angga.

Angga did not wail at all, he then walked towards the elevator, and immediately went into it and immediately went home after that.

Arriving at home, it was almost 2 o'clock, the butler opened the door for Angga, greeted him, Angga immediately looked at Judy who also welcomed him.

"Is he still not asleep?" said Angga handed him his suit, leaving behind his white shirt and black tie, he opened it slightly rough tie.

"Already Sir, Miss Bella has been sleeping in her room since 11 pm, but" said Judy who followed Angga who was about to go to the stairs to go straight to her room.

"But what?" angga said keep going.

"Miss Mika hasn't eaten a bit of it since noon."

"Why is that?" said Angga who stopped for a moment.

"Miss just kept quiet from earlier, often asking if there was any news of you, Miss continues to sit waiting for you in the living room."

"Leave it." Angga said coldly as if unconcerned, he then set his foot on the stairs, but just half as he went up, he stopped and quickly descended.

"Order the waiter to heat the food, quickly!" angga said immediately in a hurry to walk to Bella's room.

Angga went into that room. The teddy bear doll that Bella always carries with her wherever she goes is seen in the bed beside her, Bella sleeps in the arms of the teddy bear, looks very comfortable.

Angga watched Bella for a moment, how could she sleep without using a blanket, if tomorrow sick with flu how? anyway why not use a nightgown, thought Angga. She then envelops Bella, Bella seems comfortable with it, but therefore Bella also wakes up.

"Home home?" said Bella still sharpen her eyes, occasionally open them with squinted eyes, maybe because her eyes are still sepet, what else she sleeps with contact lenses.

"Why sleep with contact lenses so, your eyes can be damaged." Said Angga again.

"Oh, I fell asleep, didn't want to sleep until you got home, but also afraid of sleeping on the couch again, later you were forced to take me to the room, you were tired" said Bella trying to sit down, his eyes were so dry that he rubbed his eyes a little rough.

"Hey, what are you doing, don't rub your eyes like that." Said Angga pulling Bella's hand that was busy rubbing her eyes.

"Why come home so late?"

"It's okay."

"You're mad at me."

"No."

"Don't worry about me, I'm sure it'll be okay" Bella said.

"How can you be so sure?" said Angga who looked at Bella's face that looked still look sleepy.

"Yes, because I'm sure you'll take care of me." Said Bella forcing a slight smile on her newly woken face.

"If I don't come home tonight? how you feeling?"

"I'll be worried."

"Even if you knew there was Assistant Jang at my service, you would still be anxious?"

"Yes" said Bella steady.

"That's just like how I feel now." Said Angga looking at Bella with the look of his eyes that Bella could not explain, not sharp, but also not soft, he stood up, after that turned around, then walked out leaving Bella.

Once again Bella feels completely wrong with this situation. Bella and Angga do have a stubborn nature, can not give up, so they have to dampen their feelings now.

Before long Angga came out of there, the door of Bella's room was knocked, making Bella who had been staring blankly, even her mind was empty, so a little shocked.

"Yes?" said Bella.

The door opened a little, a waiter came in carrying some dishes filled with food.

"Mr Angga said to you eat Miss." The servant said.

"I don't want to eat, take it again." Bella said, she felt her stomach was quite hungry, and so hungry now felt nauseous, besides eating at 2 am, she did not want to sleep with a full stomach.

The waiter looks awry, but last obedient to Bella's orders, she comes out again carrying the food.

Bella got off her bed, opened her lens contact, then changed her clothes in her nightgown. After that, he returned to his bed. The feeling is chaotic, therefore it feels like his body is always tired, and sleep is his way to forget the problem, after playing with Gaga's fur, teddy bear, akhinrya he slept again.