
I asked the cloud, how can I fight this love?, because with just your voice even my longing can no longer be held back.
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Angga laid his body on the white sofa in his room, still in the hospital.His body felt quite tired today, but his mind was more tired.
No matter how long he had been like this, it felt like there was always a burden he carried on his shoulders, it felt so heavy, that sometimes he could not carry it anymore.
He closed his eyes for a moment, giving up all his tiredness for a moment. Before the door of his room was knocked on someone, he immediately fixed his position.
"Come in" he said with a heavy voice.
Assistant Jang entered hurriedly, his eyes emitting intense anxiety.
"What is it?" said Angga, understanding the situation.
"Miss Mika, she's on the rooftop, sitting on the edge of Mr.'s building," Assistant Jang panicked.
Hearing that Angga immediately stood up, he then rushed up to the top, he did not even use the elevator, directly using the emergency stairs.
He even ran hastily to the door that was on the roof, there had already gathered some people who seemed to be watching Mika.
"How did this happen?" said Angga with a panicked face.
"We also don't know, suddenly when I returned to her room, Miss Mika was gone, she even forcefully pulled out her infusion, fortunately because of the blood dripping we could tell he was on top, when we came, he was already sitting there, until now he came in seated, but we did not dare to approach him, he said, afraid he'll do something unwanted" the doctor said.
Angga opened the door of the roof a little, he saw 'Mika' was sitting there, The wind was blowing very fast, flying her hair which was beautifully unraveled. Slowly she emboldened herself to approach Mika, slowly until even Mika was unaware of it.
Angga watched Mika who looked back to pale, her eyes blankly staring towards the front, her legs moved up and down, as if a little child enjoying sitting in a garden chair. He seemed to feel very comfortable sitting on top of a building so high, enjoying the wind that more and more piercing into the pores.
Angga watched Mika's bloodied left hand, it seemed like her blood had dried up, she was still not bothered by the arrival of Angga beside her, just kept staring straight with her beautiful empty eyes.
Angga slowly sat down next to her, sitting as close to her as possible, but not bothering Mika as well. They just keep quiet, Angga tries to wait, find the right time to talk to him, try to understand and understand Mika's current condition, but it turns out he himself began to be hypnotized with the atmosphere of a quiet night, dissolving with loneliness evoked all memories, only the rumbling of the wind sounded.
"I won't jump," Mika said with her soft voice.
Angga was silent, only this time he heard the voice of this woman he named Mika, her voice was so soft that it cradled.
"What is your problem to decide to commit suicide by plunging into the sea in a wedding dress?" asked Angga, this is the question that is in his head 2 years, actually this question wanted to ask her the real Mika, but it turned out that she had brought it out to this woman.
"If I wanted to kill myself I wouldn't have chosen a way to throw myself into the sea, if I wanted to kill myself, I would have jumped out of here and would have died instantly," mika said with sadness and feelings.
He never wanted to die, but they wanted him dead, he wanted to live even though life was never fair to him.
"What's your problem until it ends there?" angga said, he was actually not a person who likes to talk, but somehow at this time he was so curious.
The girl looked at Angga, her smile so implying despair. Angga looked at his two hypnotic eyeballs, but also seemed empty, Angga was caught in his gaze that revealed a sense that could not be explained, he said, her tears just fell down past her white cheeks.
"They call me Bella" said the girl.
Angga frowned.
"I don't know my real name, I don't remember, but they've called me Bella since I was separated from my parents" Bella said.
Angga just fell silent, did not respond, tried to be a good listener, wanted Bella to feel comfortable because somehow now they sit on the edge of a 10-story building.
"I am Princess Alexandrite" said Bella staring at Angga.
Angga seemed unable to cover up his shock.
"You what?" said Angga.
"I'm Princess Alexandrite."
Angga still could not believe what he heard, A Princess Alexandrite?. The wind blows increasingly strong make Angga and Bella began to be a bit gamang up there.