The Father Boy
ALA202'S CHAT. Mama Aca's
"How many years does it mean you're with Nahda?" Mama eased her laughter from the useless throws from Ra.
"Ra's funeral, isn't it, Ma?" The girl was eager to climb the mountain, I rarely greeted her.
His body was tall as handsome as Ra, but molecular and feminine. Several times he left the island, only to conquer the mountains with his climbing community friends. Surprisingly, he was released and allowed to. In fact, Kal who is guarded by Kaf continues if out of town for duties and purposes.
"Tua Ra, but go to SDnya together. So yeah together, just went to college, too."
Huh huh? Turns out that yesterday always out of town, out of the island alone was the High School boy?
"Mama is right." I shake my head.
My appetite is gone, I suddenly dizzy when I remember the risk of having a daughter and sister. I once watched an adult video, where the Asian girl was used a lot by the mountaineering community. Incidentally, the woman was also the only woman in the group.
"Dikekang even became Kaf, emphasized even so Kal. Released who is safe." Mama Aca took one shrimp from the side dish in front of me.
I really left my spoon. I'm already in serious mode, because Kal and Nahda are my sisters too.
"Why, Ma? Are there any more men?" What is it about a great doctor who is pursuing that certificate.
"The man isn't, but the judge is dating." Mama Aca chewed her food.
Oh my, I just found out.
"Well, why not get angry?" I pushed my plate forward, a sign I was giving up on this food.
The food was delicious, only I was no longer appetizing.
"Mama can't explode, papa tau koit can Kal. It's not Mama who gets angry, papa, but Kal. So yes angratin, tell you, nasehatin too, ordinary conversation, deliberately let papa not know. Actually use the rest of his pocket money, the rest of his money needs, he also sells his used clothes, his used bag, preloved it, yes maybe for his gambling capital. So it does not appear that the child is drunk on gambling, because yes he is ordinary, the cake does not lack anything because it is not taking money for his needs." Mama Aca glanced around, then she spoke slowly.
"Would you solve that problem?" I'm worried about hearing about Kal.
O Allah, give guidance to the prospective family doctor.
"terminated? Let what? It will also change on its own, justin. Gambling was online, not that he got together in the middle of men." Mama Aca seemed relaxed, even she took the shrimp that was on my plate.
"That's why your grandmother taught you not to talk when you eat, because serious and sensitive chatter can lose appetite." Mama Aca looked at my face.
So he understands, if I lose my appetite?
"Get a drink." Mamah Aca turned her head towards the gallon.
"Yes, Ma." I went to look at the fridge, I wanted cold water.
I sat back with a glass of cold water, while Ra moved to wash the dishes.
"What's up, Ma?" I still have a wedge with that one girl's name.
"Somewhere, education also takes that about forestry." He also relaxed in answering.
Why is his mind so relaxed? Is it because Kal and Kaf aren't his kids? But Nahda was his biological son and Nahda was a daughter. However, he seems not to worry so.
What I thought my father would be angry about Ra being a racing hobby, turned out to be Ra's friend car modification and directed Ra to develop his hobby in the right container. Dad's supportive, even though I understand that hobbies aren't safe.
"Mama's not worried? Why don't you ask papa to cooperate with the children's behavior that I don't think is good. Mama shadow aja, if for example Nahda in the community climbers who are her own women, the rest are all men. In the mountain forest, used with him, what about later, Ma?" I let out my bad thoughts.
"Shtttttttt…. Speaking of which is fine. Mama used to climb, Mama knows she's not the only girl there. Mama didn't shut up either, Mama took control and found out. Staying calm does not mean not caring. But his name is children, restrained and restricted it's getting bolder. Why did Mama say this? Because Mama feels alone, Mama also does not want Mama's child to grow up to be the person who cakes Mama. Mama knows why kids force it, because parents' bans and their egos are big. The time is sharp, the time can be guided, everything will be abandoned. Mama said this, because Mama feels that stage too."
I'm stunned.
In quotation marks, I understand that an Aca mother is a child who does things that are forbidden by her parents. My bad thoughts, even thought that Mama Aca was not much different from my father.
"So Mama let it go?" I still do not accept the decision of Mama Aca who took this attitude.
"Help, not released either. Kaf was still Mama monitor, for fear even continue the service hose***** others." Mama Aca pulled out a piece of tissue.
"Mama's not afraid of Mama's children missing a virgin before her time?" I spoke softly, worried about being heard by Ra.
"What is a virgin called? The virgin is not about s***** d***h, but about she has done anything. Her name is virgin, really don't understand anything about how to please men or attract men." Mama Aca spoke slowly.
"Well that's the case, Mama isn't worried?" I glanced towards Ra who was walking towards here.
"The rest of the rice is put in a different plastic, Dek. Keep going upstairs, to Nahda's room." Mama Aca gave me my dirty plate earlier.
There is still a nanya.
"Yes, Ma." Ra went back to acting.
He's deft, not slow like Cani. His movements are agile, even though his body is large and tall.
"Ma…. Don't you worry?" I nudged the back of Mama Aca's hand.
"Hopefully nothing happens. Suppose there is something unexpected, which misses all the understanding that Mama has given them. Yes they themselves are losers, not the fault of Mama, let alone Mama failed to be a parent. Mama has a lot of clarity, obrolin, love of knowledge, love of science that if beneficial to their lives, but if in the end they choose to do the wrong thing, yes it's their own risk. Cake for example a brawling High School boy. Mama believes their parents, their teachers are no less nasehatin. But their decision to take to the streets to make a fuss with other schools is not it, it is in themselves. The proof is, not all high school children join brawl. There are true to go home directly, there are also those who first mojok on the beach or at the cafe. Yeah, that's their own choice, all right. Mama has tried, has tried to be a good parent according to parenting knowledge and experience Mama herself. But if the end result is not in accordance with Mama's expectations, it is not Mama's fault and they remain as Mama's children as well. Mama will not blame them, let them learn from their experience, because all this time Mama has tried to be the best." At the end of the sentence, Mama Aca smiled widely.
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