The Father Boy
ALA263'S CHAT. Hema
"From the beginning you knew what my story was, Bang. From the beginning I did not want to turn the flower. So there is no need and no need to explain and speak honestly, why the incident can be repeated. Effort me from the beginning to approach him, not excessive really. I didn't interfere with her life, took away her life and ruined her. I went into his life as a friend, I realized and I couldn't resist if it ended up this far. Being his friend, I wanted to be his partner. But I'm not trying too hard, I just try to keep my position there for him. You know my story, you know my story and you understand how I was from the beginning. If I'm a bad man, a bad man, I could have just disappeared after your knowledge that I stammered the Flower of Time in the field that time. Perhaps, it wouldn't be so far as the story of me and Bunga if I wasn't the man in charge. It's bright, Bang. I'm like him, I can't imagine if he lost this FRIEND of his." He confirmed the word, pointing at his own chest.
"I am not proud of myself, or consider myself very important to him, so that I visit, will be cultivated Flowers. I don't think that way at all! I was just thinking, if I wasn't the same man he was, the same love he was, the same love he was, the same care he had, who accepted him with the complexity of his family relationship, which he was, which he was, which he was, who else?! If not me, who else, Bang?!! You you??? Bright from the beginning, you were just his foster brother. Her real dad??? Limited affection for his son, especially with his condition that has a new family. He always had many reasons, to put aside what he thought was strong and capable. Givan's dad, is that it??? How is it different from Ken's father? He has a family of his own, has many children of his own, has his own troubles." Hema tapped the cafe table repeatedly with her fingertips.
"Don't you compare me to my father, Hem. Halah, you're feeling too tired from hearing her advice. She didn't hurt the cake she told you about, Hem. You think we're on that cake, because you heard the story from him." I'm sure Hema only heard the complaints of Flowers, until he came to a conclusion like this.
"You're wrong, Bang. Even if I'm a close friend and partner,****, but he never told me much about his family life. I'm taking the conclusion of kek gini, because I know from what I'm observing." Hema touched his chest.
"What try? About him choosing to live alone? That's his desire, judging from his habit yes he really wants to be free and live without good rules. There are many options that I offer, but he chooses alone." I suddenly remembered about his collection of alcoholic beverages.
"I and my family came to his parents' house, I saw clearly how his interaction with his mother was. Bangs…. Wherever the person is, the mother is too noisy and blames the cake, yes definitely not at home. I who yesterday got along peacefully with brother-in-law, continue because of the problem I sleep Flower, brother-in-law I cake enemies to me, not at home me, go me from home."
Hema's thinking was too narrow.
"Sister-in-law you changed, it's because you made a mistake. Does it mean the same?" Try to understand not this sentence.
"What mistakes do flowers make?"
Turns out he was also self-conscious.
"Smoking at home, it's a fatal mistake that makes her a big fuss with mom. Both of his siblings have limitations, they both have internal medicine problems. Where his parents must have gone, Hem. That's all I know, not to mention anything else." I remembered the problem that made Bunga run away from home.
"He's backstreet smoking it?" Hema fused her eyebrows.
He thought how? Nanda just menggepod backstreet. If I had the chance to be his girlfriend, I would be angry with him. Fortunately, immediately married, he also took off the pod so legitimately.
Nahda so because of the association, because he said cool clad in the neck. Do not understand him, if it is cool according to my eyes it is gold even though the grams are small. Especially if the gold is from me.
"Yes, Hem! Drinking was only his father who knew, join with them. Friendly pakwa is too much in my opinion, Hem. My father was friendly too, I was caught by him if it was too outrageous. Where ever I was invited to drink with my father, even once I was forced to respect my brother came from far away." Despite the overseas lifestyle, but I'm busy at the company.
"Your life is straight, Bang?" he asked with a face of disbelief.
"Not really. I told you, in fact I promised you a wedding too." Even I used to rub into Izza's cheeks.
After adulthood moreover, I even invited him to fight his mouth with real action continues. Even though they want to hold this and that, ask him husband and wife relationship ever even though it is rejected continuously. I am not a straight man and obey my religion as well.
"Ish, that's normal. You mean, you don't drink, you don't take drugs, you don't buy girls every night, so?"
I was surprised to hear it.
"Where am I so! I never thought I was either." Things like that aren't interesting.
Am I not a normal man? I prefer to collect expensive perfumes, rather than women's snacks. I'd rather buy shoes with a brand name, than buy drugs. I prefer to sleep on time, then wake up at dawn, rather than stay up late and enjoy the night world.
I always remember the advice of ustadz who once punished me in the pesantren first. He said, even if you stay up late do not do dhikr, tahajud, or others in terms of worship. But plan on staying up late for Tarkul Ma'ashi, or leave the mob.
Because I got caught in an adult movie. Not my phone, not my wish, I'm just watching. I don't know who's cell phone, I don't know where the video came from. But my roommate had the video, and I watched it too.
As a result, it made my father come and move me to another dormitory. So, one boarding house has several dormitories with different owners. My father didn't scold me, didn't scout me either. I'm just saying adult videos make my brain stupid. I'm just telling you that.
As I matured and had a wider education and knowledge. It's true the information from the father, the adult video is more dangerous than drugs and liquor. In fact, s**s are much safer than watching adult videos.
"Well yuk? Yuk's home? Nahda called." Nih." I looked at the name of the contact that appeared on my phone screen.
What's up, huh? Tumben.
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