Don't Love Me Again
Brusque

innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rojiun, Dad also sad Win but you should not despair let alone say want to go along with Inspiration. already Win Ilham has obtained eternal healing and he has earned a more beautiful place from this world, so you have to be patient now accept this reality even though you feel not strong but believe me you must be strong and you are able to get through all this"

Dad stroked elus the part of the hair that was growing on top of my head, so he calmed me down that I felt I had to accept all these harsh realities.

" yes, dad was right, I shouldn't be sad because Inspiration now no longer feels pain and he's happy to be up there. he will no longer suffer his wounds in childhood Goodbye My son's Inspiration.."

" you must be steadfast win let's hasten to bathe the inspiration"

I who had begun to accept this situation then moved to bathe the inspiration that was no longer near me

The procedure for bathing the corpse has been passed one by one, every second these tears just keep flowing but I have to try to hold it, he said,

Until finally the inspiration that usually wears colored clothes here must wear a white sheet of cloth that is the shroud.

The time to solicit inspiration has come, I'm looking for a father I haven't found since I was at my father's house.

" did you see my father? you see, I didn't see you before and even my father wasn't there when bathing the body of inspiration for the last time"

" you don't think I saw non's father go upstairs"

Answer one of my father's private drivers

" oh yes, thank you, Dad"

" same is not"

The conversation between me and one of my father's private drivers finally ended I got a clue where the father's whereabouts immediately climbed the stairs to go to the second floor

" father, father is where we should bathe father's inspiration"

I kept looking around for him all over the room on the second floor but I couldn't find my father's voice telling me the voice of the call I made, until finally this time only the remaining room that I used to occupy before marriage with mas irfan that I have not checked

" father"

I tried to knock on my room door from the outside but there was no answer from my father so I decided to just open this seemingly unlocked door.

I pushed this door open very wide until my eyes swept clean the entire room area that I rarely go to because it is not allowed by mas irfan, except on Eid day

So surprised I saw my father who was lying on the floor with his left hand on his chest, I ran to my father

" dadwhat happened to you, why did you go like this?"

I was in a panic

" please please please please help father bik.."

" it's win don't call anyone because at the time father not many father already know everything pardon father for having to leave you alone when you get into trouble so sorry father win father has wrongly believed irfan, I'm sorry, I already know all the bad behavior I just told you, you must not give up in life you must be able to rise and you must be able to repay all that has been taken away from you"

" father windi please do not stay alone windi inspiration has left windi father father will definitely be healed I will call father driver to take father to the hospital"

" that's enough, I'm not strong anymore let father go by seeing you smile smile smile new win I will be able to rest in peace"

Pinta father with a brick-styled voice

" my father must be feeling very sad but also that's my father's request I will definitely grant his look the father in me already carved the most beautiful smile just for father, and windi promised to be a great woman as I wanted her to promise me and she would be kept"

The father who had heard the words and saw the smile of the father smiled, but slowly the smile began to feel different since the eyes of the father began to close slowly perfectly

" dadhh..."

I said with tears of sadness that had been piled up. some of the people I called earlier finally they have reached the end of the door I ask for help to help lift the body of the father to bathe his heart is so broken how not when all the people I love are finally gone in my life, mas irfan who turned out to pretend to love me has now thrown me away after getting what his purpose is, the inspiration of the only fruit of my heart that I loved so much this morning had also left the world that seemed to only give him a burning pain, he said, and the father of the only person who loves me sincerely and selflessly he also goes with inspiration and it's all because of irfan this time I really won't forgive him! and the love that once existed will be gone with the hatred that he has instilled himself in my heart

" pardon the windi who once did not believe that irfan is not a responsible man and this time the windi will follow the words of the windi father will repay all the deeds of the irfan to the inspiration of the father and the windi themselves"

The bright sky with no sign of rain accompanied some who were still weeping bitterly over the burial ground, the two excavations of the newly excavated burial ground were completed, now it's time to bury the two people I love so much.

Hoe after hoe that contained the ground began to cover the two bodies that were already lying in the depths of the ground

Some of the closest people to the father who joined the service were also heard issuing deep sobs

a hand felt on my left shoulder which then heard someone say my name in a soft voice

" win you who are patient.."

That voice reminded me of someone who had been close in the past.

" disclosure? This you? Revelation me..."

The revelation immediately shut my mouth that still wanted to speak

" we have won't talk later, now we have to do a prayer to end the funeral of your father and son alone wayangmu"

Wahyu is the son of a secretary father who used to work for father but since mas irfan replaced his position I have never met him or just got word

" yes yuu..."

I turned my face back to look at these two mounds of wet ground, I placed my knees between them and raised my hand to pray for them both. Some of the people present at the funeral had already begun to say goodbye to me, only the revelation of someone who was still loyal to me at this time.

" paris..."