Don't Love Me Again
Shakas

In this first time he felt very scared, Fear mixed with feelings of guilt and regret.

His hands did not escape grasping fingers, the operation process was witnessed directly in front of the eyes of Vegas.

Knife incision in the belly of the distended lia, make the hair of the luduk vegas bristling incessantly. Lia was still conscious even though only forty percent remained.

"You have to be strong, mama shaka, once you're healthy. I'll take you on a walk." Vegas promise.

Lia just smiled without an answer, although she wanted to say a lot of things to this very loved one. But the sound could not come out.

Now their baby has been successfully out of the womb lia, immediately when the baby cries after the doctor exits her.

"Look, our son is out." Said vegas after looking at his son.

But now she was closed and silent, Even her lips looked very pale bluish. Vegas growls knowing lia has gone for her long.

"Lia! Don't you want to see our son?!" Jerit vegas hit his wife.

Lia left because she wanted her son to live, because she was sure the shaka would still be taken care of even though he was gone.

Only a sense of regret that faithfully accompanies vegas, regretting for mengesia nyia is a woman who loves her sincerely.

*****

Now lia's body has been buried by the family of both parties, many family members and also business associates of Mr. Dion who grieved.

"Patiently, Dion, I don't know her condition either." The emperor said after the funeral.

"I don't know what to do with Vegas!" Lirih mr. dion.

"You mean?!"

"On the one hand I want to be angry at her for never being able to love lia even until she also does not know that her wife has uterine cancer! But on one side of my heart I said that even without Vegas my son would be gone because I also do not know the disease lia." Sir dion bowed bitterly.

"I don't know dion either." The emperor was confused.

When everyone was busy with their own thoughts, Sarah was now fondling her brother's son while shedding tears.

Shaka is the name that I ordered right for his son, Even the face of shaka is very similar to lia.

"My brother is gone for fighting you son." Said Sarah rubbing shaka's red cheeks.

Eaaak, Eaaak.

Baby shaka cries as if knowing her aunty speech, Sarah panics a little because she has no experience of babies.

"Don't cry baby, I'm not scolding you." Persuade sarah to pat nepuk slowly.

Formula milk is a substitute for baby shaka, as if very thirsty. Shaka sidot with his lips which makes him look very cute.

After drinking her milk, Shaka fell asleep. Sarah put her in a baby box that was ready long before the birth.

Surah Yasin chants are heard from the room vegas, because the baby shaka room and room vegas is connected only separate wall and there is a door.

"May you calm down lia, I promise I'll take care of shaka until she grows up." Sarah's promise in her heart.

Because the shaka was also asleep, Sarah took ablution water and used mukena to recite surah yasin for her late sister.

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One month later.

Although Mr. Dion insisted on taking care of his grandchildren with the help of sarah, Vegas was more entitled to babysit shaka. She painstakingly took care of her baby.

"Papa's son today wants to be immunized, baby." Vegas invites shaka to talk.

"Asslamualaikum darling." A new greeting came.

"Greetings hallaikum." Vegas answered even though the greeting was not for her.

"Aduhh duh mother's son is handsome." Tempta sarah takes shaka from the bed.

"You want to send shaka?" Vegas asked a little awkwardly.

"Yes! You can't be alone." Answer sarah.

"Why can't it?! Shaka cried at night I could just shut up." Las vegas is proud.

"Good is it."

After saying so sarah went straight out of the room because her sense of unworthiness lingered in the room with her ex-sister-in-law, because sarah knew if Vegas still loved her.

"Sarah came by." Hana comes over.

"Yes aunty, Sarah was looking for aunty but didn't meet." Sarah hana.

"This aunt just came home to visit pete, you've been sarah for a long time?" Tanya pulled sarah to sit down.

Zl, "Just aunty, because Sarah remembers today shaka wants a vaccine." Sarah said.

"Thank you remember even though you are busy now." Hannah was grateful.

"Of course remember aunt, because sarah audah promised to take care and grow shaka." Sarah looked at shaka full of love.

Hana can see if sarah really loves her niece, although now Sarah is in college and also opens her restaurant. Sarah still remembers Shaka.

"Who was with Sarah's request at the time?" Ask hana.

"What about auntie?!" Sarah does not remember.

"It's not that I want you to marry vegas and grow shaka together! Because lia doesn't want her son to live without a mother." Hannah.

Sarah was silent to Hannah's words, she was not sure if she should marry Vegas. Although it was all for the sake of shaka and also lia's message.

"What else are you afraid of, son?! We all know about your condition, after all there's shaka." Hana urged.

Not without reason hana want sarah immediately married with vegas, he pity to see vegas that never sleep if the night karea shaka continues to be fussy. Because the baby was looking for sarah, once midnight Sarah came. Baby Shaka is silent and sleeps.

"Sarah still doubts auntie, and also later what people say." Sarah.

"Don't think about sarah, just think about shaka." Hannah's speech.

"Sarah will think about it." Sarah's promise.

Hana looks relieved even though Sarah has not one hundred percent agreed with this marriage, but at least there is hope.

Vegas who had been ready since silent pecking because of hearing the chatter of sarah and her mama, the taste in her heart was mixed into one.

"Let's go." Take Vegas in a casual dress.

"Come on." Pull sarah up and shake her again.

"Be careful on the road, son." Hannah.

"Yes ma." Answer vegas.

Like a husband and wife, Sarah walks next to Vegas holding this tiny and handsome baby.