Don't Love Me Again

Don't Love Me Again
Numbness


" okay okay whatever, you want to say whatever because my two ears will come to rest with my body that is tired because later waiting for you"


" loh Win even if you blame me again anyway? I just took a shower and changed my clothes"


" it's up to me anyway now want to sleep okay, Don't talk anymore let alone bother me Just watch if you disturb me!"


I threaten Revelation Though I do not know what to do if he dares to bother me.


" What are you going to do to me You dare?"


" aaaa be yu, don't extend I want to sleep I beg you I'm very tired..."


That is my call to revelation


*wahyu*


Win it turns out that you are still like the old days exactly like the windi who grew up with me, who is still beautiful even without wearing anything on your face I love you so much but this feeling I must bury deep when I find out that our classmate managed to steal your heart first from me I regret the win for not daring to express my beautiful feelings for him I lost sooner than irfan.


" my race is still the same win as it used to be but this time I have another task that is the duty of your father to take care of you and dry the wounds that are still wet in your heart, he said, if you knew that your father also approved me to be your partner, but because of your selfishness at that time I chose to stay away and give up, but fine from today I will not put my feelings forward, I will focus more on your father's request because your father left you to me just as he called me one last time before his last breath blew.


" sleep win I will slow down the speed of this car so that your sleep will not be disturbed "


*windi*


I heard the sound of the revelation that woke me up


" win wake up win we already nyampe" after my eyes open perfectly, a building with many briefs was in front of my eyes the place where I used to go with my father to buy me a toy or a new shirt every half month.


Again I remember those memories but it's okay if just remembering it doesn't matter as long as I can't drag on like this all for my own sake or this is the calmness of my father or inspiration in heaven.


" let's go down "


" come"


My answer was short when I was about to get out it turned out that the seat belt I was wearing could not let go maybe because it was too tight for me and my energy was insufficient because I just woke up from sleep.


" why win? Why aren't you out yet? Any problem? "


" i can't actually take this seat belt off"


Revelation covered her mouth with her palm to cover her smiling mouth as it mocked me who could not open this seat belt on my own


" i swear yes you are very cool, have no need to help me aja" the revelation that heard my words finally helped me to release the seatbelt that is still tightly attached to my body.


" it's hard to get myself"


I was still trying to open my own seatbelt, but unfortunately it was still difficult to release until I had to ask for help from the revelation that was still waiting for me


" yuu gabisa please dong.."


My request to the revelation restrained the shame of having neglected his help earlier


" is he angry and angry?


" what the heck yu, don't provoke emotions anymore"


" yes, here I help you"


Revelation begins to release the seatbelt until it finally opens.


" tuh see already open eating if pulling it while pressed do not play origin pull it"


" i've been the mouth of his neck, just his seatbelt is a favoritism, he wants to you doang"


" yes yes yes it's up let's go down"


Bring revelation to me


" if you know what we're here to buy?"


" all you need, of course"


" yes I know it may be that you do not need something but my father told me to take you shopping like buying new clothes and also makeup equipment was not you used to like to dress up even until you were scolded by the teacher's mother bk right in the 11th grade is not it"


" ih why you should ngingetin what you should forget anyway I'll be embarrassed"


I said while looking down because I was ashamed to remember that time


" why should be ashamed instead of that time you had time to fight and even the next day you still wear makeup"


" how do you know that I'm still wearing makeup"


Revelation seemed silent for a moment


" eeee eeeee yes because I had seen your face and at that time your face looked bright and pretty if you already make make up look really ugly"


I silently stopped my steps when the revelation said that sentence


" win you're angry? Sorry I was just kidding! The vow"


" in who's angry anyway yu I'm just focusing on squirming girls down the street there"


" you can borrow some money first don't I want to give him food can I?"


" of course it can win you want to buy him what?"3


" let's go to alfamart over there we'll buy some light snacks and some snacks?"


" don't ask again! Let's go"


As it was about to cross it arrived the hands of revelation again coiled around my wrists


" gausa yu gausa hold I can walk alone really"


But this time the revelation still held tightly to my wrist when she was about to release my wrist when I told her to.


" i'm sorry win this time I can't let go of this grip because we're going across and I've been given a duty to take care of you and I don't want to make a mistake in doing a duty from dad"


When the revelation said the word sorry and also the reason given I felt quite astonished why it was up to like that to keep me when I think that only to cross the road I can and I also being beside his body where I may be okay but I do not know how the viewpoint rather than revelation better I obey his will, because this is also the will of my father hadi father.


Step by step began to pass on the road full of crowds of vehicles passing by


" you want to come in ga yu?"


" it's okay"


The revelation that was still right in front of me again made a sweet treatment that made me feel strange when I saw it so it opened the door for me and allowed me to enter first.


" let's get in fast"


The command of revelation while holding the door he pushed


" yes, this is me coming in"


By still adjusting the face that looks cute I go into alfamart and start looking for some snacks and also basic tapi...


" astaghfiruallah I forgot to bring the basket earlier, so the hassle dong"


" just go in here"


The revelation thrust out the red basket he was carrying


" thank you, here I take it"


" gausa let me go"


" it turns out the revelation really does..."


I wanted to smile happily but I still had the prestige of showing it