Don't Love Me Again
My lover

"okay good smart boy"

Revelation rubbed my upper head and I remembered the good memories of my father. I was so full again that it felt comfortable and made me calmer

" yu please answer now, I need your answer! I-I want to know everything I haven't known"

" now you better take a shower first then I'll give you an answer"

" aghhh your revelation is a liar! You said that if I calmed down I would answer my question"

" disprove \= gadijabiii

" huh! Yes, I took a shower. Where's the bathroom? Right in your room win"

" huh my room? Mean what?I have to stay at your house? Yes yes I know your house is like a very luxurious kingdom but I'm sorry because I also have my own house and I don't want to live with you"

" it's better that you follow my orders now before I take you to the bathroom and I shower if you still fight!"

" ih gamau gamau basic perverted man"

The two eyeballs of revelation instantly widened after the words I launched, while I who had gotten a sharp eye from the revelation chose to run into the room on the second floor

" oh ah where is my room"

I searched the room which revelation meant I who was confused by the vast house that was very large could only wander in search of my room

" morning madam..."

Back again I heard that mention from a servant it made me even more confused how can I be called by the name of mistress what really happened ah it was better I asked this servant in where's my room so I can get the answers I need to hear

" oh, which room can I have next door?"

" oh the madam's room is in front of there is in the very center of the room lined precisely on the door that only has the color blue sky

" is that right?"

I asked to make sure that it was really the room I was going to

" yes that one"

" no, don't call that lady, I'm just a guest here"

" can't because this is an order from our host"

" the revelation that told you?"

" no not nyaa..."

Suddenly another servant called out to the servant who was currently beside me

" sorry I have to go first"

" oh yes please mbak"

It feels even stranger that this might not be the revelation that told him then who told the waiter who works here to call me madam

" ah now that the room that the revelation has given has been met so it is better that I immediately finish my bath so that the revelation can not threaten me anymore"

I want to talk alone as if it has become a habit of ingrained step by step passed so that I finally arrived in the bathroom which is mostly sky blue including small objects like soap shampoo or bathtub

" sky blue is my favorite color whether the revelation intentionally designed this whole room sky blue because it says that this is my picture but from where he knows that sky blue is my favorite color"

It seemed like the question that the revelation had to answer increased again one wobble of water began to wet this entire body, slowly my memories began to again grumble about the memories of the past. How can I get up and grant my father's only unfinished wish if I'm not completely sincere with the departure of the two people I love.

Do not feel these tears come along with the water that fell into the water channel connected to a sewer.

With the state of the body that almost experienced depression I held back with all my strength not to hurt myself let alone to hurt the people around me who still gave me support

" Win! Win! Let's quickly win don't ngabisin setandon water"

" yes, I want to change clothes"

Uh clothes? It's not that I didn't bring any clothes from Irfan's mas house or from dad's house. During her time I had to wear the clothes I was wearing but, the clothes were dirty with mud

I opened the cupboard which was also sky blue to see if there were any stock of clothes I could wear

I was surprised to see all the cabinets I opened

" why are all these clothes here isn't this shirt I didn't have time to take to the hospital who brought it here if the revelation why did it come to do it like this and this is also an alarm clock my childhood third birthday gift that my father gave me this also being here means all the stuff that is in the mas irfan house and also in the father's house against moving here what does it mean from the revelation ah this makes me even more dizzy"

I stroked my elus who was feeling a little dizzy and painful because I was thinking too much about things I didn't know what the answer was

" i'll ask her after this better I should immediately put on clothes and go back to meet the revelation"

* tok tok tock....*

The sound of knocking on the door started to sound again in my auditory canal

"Yya Yuu can wait any minute this I'm ready to be ready anyway"

" i'm sorry it's me"

It was not a revelation at the door but a servant

" oh yeah, wait a minute"

My heart from inside the room

I rushed to open the door that had been locked and there were three servants in front of my room

" what's wrong, ma'am?"

"So this is how the boss of revelation ordered us to help prepare to be ready"

" huh am I gasalah denger? Should I be helped in getting ready? Crazy people!"

My grunts are sounding inwardly

" however, I can prepare myself. I used to decorate my face anyway"

I replied with the intention of rejecting the offer of the three servants who were at the door of my room

" his apologies this is an order from the boss of the revelation otherwise we will be exposed to his anger if we do not perform properly our duties"

" hmm basic yes revelation really want to be a great host"

I again grumbled without making that sound to these three servants

" all right, you can help me get ready"

After the three people in my room arrived there was one question I wanted to ask them, they could definitely answer my question

" which lady wants to wear? There are 5 clothes complete with hijab.

Everything is sky blue because the mistress likes sky blue"

One of the servants also chimed in on the words of the servant earlier

" yes this lady has a dress and also a pair of tops and skirts, and this is a sweater and tunic. So the lady will decide which one to wear?"

"The question I wanted to ask just haven't been told yet is that I was told to answer their question"

" what are all these clothes for? I'd better put on the robe I just wore"

I answered the three servants