I Made You Fall in Love with Me
Episode 15's

all night I couldn't sleep, I saw my sister was fast asleep with her head on my lap.

I see that mom still can't close her eyes as much as I do.

we speak a thousand languages.

I was also afraid to start this conversation.

" Mom, forgive this ungodly child, ma'am" I said as I clasped his hand

she looked at me and said, "you know you're wrong, but it shouldn't be just you bearing this burden, she should also know the consequences"

Deck . . .

" HE "does you know dad's ready in my womb, or you just guess.

half scared and very curious I made it with mom's statement just now

" you know, who is the father of this child I bear ???? " tanyaku ahirnya

" I'm your mother, I know best what your children do, what you feel, what you think.

remember nduk, I once took care of you in the womb of the mother for 9 months, the mother knows best of anyone son" answered the mother while hugging me

we cried at each other in that embrace

" He's Edward, isn't he ???? the father of the baby in your womb" continued the mother while stroking the elus of my stomach

my tears were getting broken in my mother's arms, the more I buried my face there, the warmer my mother's arms tonight, the more comfortable I felt, the more I needed this feeling right now

a feeling to calm my ailing soul.

" you know, your sister also often saw Edward in and out of your room at night or even you who went in and out of Edward's Pavilion, mom just said that you and Edward just studied together "this time the words mom really surprised me half to death.

" later if we have met the mosque, you immediately take a big bath yes nduk, we are the same 2 prayers Taubat Nasuha, he said,

ask for forgiveness and protection from God.

let us soon find a way out of this problem of ours" said the mother then while washing my tears with the other hand caressing my hair lovingly

Not felt last night ahirnya with great difficulty me and my mother fell asleep with still hugging in sitting against the wall of the store, sayup I heard Azan Fajr.

not how far I saw a mushola building, near the ablution place there was a bathroom, I took a bath there, I washed myself to take a bath and I will perform the morning prayer, then I will continue with Taubatan Nasuha prayer.

want me to ask Allah SWT for guidance with my problem, hopefully open the door of Edward's heart to want to acknowledge the child I bear.

for almost 1 hour I prayed, recited, and prayed, asking for His forgiveness and guidance.

it's my one wish for Edward to melt his heart and admit that he's the only man I've slept with.

not his friends like he said

after praying, praying and asking God for forgiveness, I went back to the Lee family home, I had to sneak quietly to get into Edward's pavilion, I saw him sleep well there, I tried to wake him up "sister, wake up I want to say something to you" I said as I shook his body slowly

Edward woke up rather surprised "what else you want "sutuhnya ketus

" sister, mother and my brother as witnesses of our relationship, so I beg you to admit it in front of your parents" I said while persuading him a little. I saw his expression a little surprised at what I just said.

" i don't care, who knows you're in cahoots, you're one family.

surely you guys want to humiliate my family "he answered very rudely pushing me out of his house by threatening me, will yell at me

My God, is this the Edward Lee I know so sweet ?? very polite ?? very polite ?? and I loved this much for so long ??

have I been wrong all this time to love a MONSTER in the form of DEWA . . . ???