
what a trial is this again
yesterday afternoon my mother passed out in the fields when we were harvesting chili.
I was taken to the nearest puskesmas,
puskesmasnya very crowded, because according to the owner of the farm where I work this puskesmas that there is hospitalization as well.
my mother was detected having a heart attack
oh my God, what else is this???
the mother should be hospitalized at the puskesmas for the next few days.
God ???
" i was, mother in outpatient course nduk "mayu mother to me when she realized
" no ma'am, I'm here first.
until mother healed "my words as I held her hand tightly
" our savings have been thinned, later it makes your labor costs, you must remember that "mother's voice is very weak.
" it's Mom, don't think again, I have to recover quickly yaaa, later we work in the field again "please me
the mother was treated at this health center for almost 10 days, the development of maternal healing did not also come, the mother's body was getting weaker.
3 Days ago the doctor called me, he delivered a news that I was not expecting.
actually this is an old disease of the mother, whether it was a few years ago said the doctor, I think it is possible since my father was accused of corruption, but the mother never expressed it to us children.
" you, as children, have a lot to do - a lot of BerDo'a yes, pray for the best for your mother" the doctor told us.
according to doctors, the mother's heart disease is already in the most advanced stage of Ahir, the chance to recover is very rare.
God, I really don't know what to do.
not until my heart saw her did she also complain of "illness" she said around her chest.
I called the nurse to check on her, but still she said "IT hurts" while stroking her chest
I tried to feel mother's chest, while I elus - soft elus chest, for a moment mother fell asleep, very sound.
understandably for almost a few days this mother can not sleep well.
but not for a long time the mother woke up complaining of pain and squeezing - squeezed his chest violently.
" mom, don't be so Mom, you'll get sick" I said as I helped you stroke her chest elus who was complaining of pain
" Sekar . . I can't stand it anymore, it hurts so much, this is also your father calling me to take mom to leave immediately" said the mother with unconscious circumstances in my opinion, because I know my father is dead, how come you're here and take me away I thought.
I did not feel my tears dripping, while still my hand stroked the elus of mother's chest.
I don't know why, I'm thinking bad right now
bad thoughts mom will go after
my papa.
"mom, I love mom ðŸ˜" my tears are getting louder, and I hug my mother's old body which is getting thinner
samar - faintly I heard the mother also whispered "Mommy also loves you two "and then I saw the mother sleeping while snoring.
a little relieved I saw it.
until midnight, suddenly my mother had difficulty breathing quickly I asked the nurse to check my mother's condition, they were very busy with the mother's condition, in and out of the room to take a breathing apparatus
providing the best help, the mother who had not used a breathing hose at this time in her wear, there is a heart detector stuck in the chest of the mother, the mother,
what is this, what is it with mom
is mom sick now ????