I Made You Fall in Love with Me
Episode 18's

Innalillahiwainnalillahi Rojiun

I delivered my mother's body to her Abinya's house at the village cemetery I live in today with a very heavy heart, a little shaken - my way down the road to the eater, next to me was my little brother who no less snorted a thousand words than me, no matter what he had in mind.

really, really,

my heart and my life are broken right now.

Mother . . . She's the only one I have in my life, of course there's also my sister.

But of course it feels different if we still have parents, right ??? although only one remains.

what else is it with me being pregnant.

For almost half a day my sister and I were still in the wet grave of my mother.

Somehow we hope that mother opens the land that hoards this, and immediately hugs us these children by saying "Son Mother will not be able to die, he said, cause you still have you guys who need mom "

I saw my sister sitting crouching with her arms folded and buried her face deep down there, deep down,

I know she's holding back her tears,

I know she's holding back her emotions because she can't afford to lose her beloved mother.

I tried to reach for the tiny body, I hugged it tightly while I held my cry with all my might, because I wanted to show my firmness to it.

it turned out that he was struggling, refusing to hug me, but with all my might I still grabbed his body for me to hug and finally he was no longer struggling in my arms.

I heard him crying in my arms.

I could with all my might hold back my tears.

I whispered the word "Dik, be patient . . . You still have a sister.

I don't feel my tears are unbearable anymore.

Suddenly the rain drizzle soaked the earth and this funeral, my sister immediately grabbed my hand to take me home "sister, let's go home. The rain is getting heavier, pity the baby's grandpa in the belly of the brother" said my sister who made my heart even more filled just hear it.

How does a child as small as this know that pregnant women should not be exposed to rain, waiting for my sister to be forced into adulthood as early as possible by the natural conditions, he said,

Yes God . . .

upon arrival at our rented house, he immediately boiled water and gave me a glass of warm water

" this is brother drink, let brother warm" he said, giving me a glass of warm water and then sitting next to me.

" Thank you for "I answered

" mother said, I have to take care of my sister because I am the father's replacement and I am a boy, so klo brother is sick I will sin on Mother and father "said while puffing his chest

Unable to hear those words, I finally hugged my sister with my crying that exploded.

I realized, my life and my sister still have to keep going, we can't give up on this situation.

Likewise with my content that is getting bigger.

Not a few of the neighbors who asked about my womb and who is the father.

I was confused as to what to answer, to be honest I was afraid they would throw us out and if I lied I was afraid of accepting a calamity and a sin that was getting bigger.

" my brother's husband was in an accident and died "my grandfather said everyone asked me about my pregnancy and who was the father.

Already, I don't feel like I can hear their questions anymore and think about what answers I should give them