I Made You Fall in Love with Me
Episode 16's

" we should just go from Jakarta, we look for a rather remote village.

let no one bother about your content" mother suggested after we left the Lee family house almost 1 week ago.

our lives really changed 180 degrees. My sister and I had to really drop out of school.

we have not thought about the school first, which we prioritize is a place to live.

luckily the mosque we stopped yesterday did not allow us to stay a few days on the terrace because we heard a little story from us.

At the bus terminal we were confused as to where we were going.

to return to Surabaya is also impossible, because there we know the people.

how do they ask about my pregnancy????

mother suggested to go to a remote village, we also chose to like the earth, not too far from Jakarta, which is our consideration, so that the transport costs are not too much, he said, we have to save on the costs we incur.

because the money we have is not very much, later we need a place to stay, eat and drink before we look for work.

after arriving in a rather remote village, we get a rental house at a fairly cheap price for a period of 1 year, we also lay down to take off our fatigue for a moment, without feeling like the three of us were asleep.

the journey was very exhausting.

sayup - I heard the voice of Adhan Magrib,

it doesn't feel like it's night.

We immediately took a shower and performed the congregational magrib prayer in our rented house.

after the prayer we sat in the middle room to eat rice wrap with a simple side dish that we deliberately bought earlier on the way to find this rented house, after that we arrange our luggage which is mostly just clothes, face & our daily items

" Mom, Sister forgive me, for I you are suffering like this "I broke this silence with my apology

we hugged each other, my mother and I shed tears.

I tried to find work around this village, here people are farming the park in their fields, respectively, there is no job like factory workers or anything else other than farming.

My mom and I have never done a garden match in our entire lives.

Finally my mother and I tried it, although we have never been farming at all but people who have this field is not heavy hearted to help us learn it.

all day we did the work of planting, it was very heavy.

I comfort myself in my heart, "this is the first day we do it, tomorrow it will be less and tomorrow it will be less and then we will get used to it all.

This is all for the sake of our stomachs, O God "

a day and two days it feels very heavy and as if we will not be able to live it.

but how else, this is the only extortion here.

we have to hold on.

my sister registered at a local Junior High school around this village with a fairly cheap registration fee, because this is indeed in the village.

we are grateful that my sister can continue her school.

as for me, I just gave up until here.

let me only have Junior High.

because I'll have a child soon