I Made You Fall in Love with Me
Episode 19's

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There was a loud cry of the baby in between - between my breath that stinged - nasal after this labor took place

" Alhamdulillah, the baby boy "the voice of the midwife who helped me give birth by showing the tiny baby that I had given birth to, actually not even 7 months I had given birth because of a problem in my pregnancy.

I had to force my midwife to give birth to me,

Thank God not with the operation, because of course I will be very confused with the cost later.

I saw the midwife whispering with her assistant by occasionally looking at me.

" why ma'am, what happened??? " let me wonder when I'm done setting my breath

" tid . . no . . . not what - what exactly "saw Bu midwife with stammer - brick.

" Sister, congratulations.

I have a little brother, tomorrow can accompany me to play ball and kite ya" said my sister when she managed to break in because she heard my son's cry, I reply with a smile and caress my hand to Bimo's head.

" Your sister can't go in, yes, your sister is still not cleaned" an assistant midwife told Bimo to leave this delivery room immediately

" Mom, sorry I have to convey this news yes "my midwife came to the recovery room for me to rest after giving birth and after cleaning earlier.

" What's wrong Mom, because of the cost problem ??? I can pay Kok Bu, I have savings that I have prepared to give birth to "my answer then. yaaa I have indeed prepared money for childbirth, I have prepared money for childbirth, I save rupiah for rupiah the results I get from me working in the fields, by previously asking about how much labor costs

" no, it's not that, but it's the baby's problem" replied the midwife

" why is my baby Mom ??? " i am also curious

" Look, in my experience there is an abnormality, in the baby "said Mom midwife

" the abnormality ????? what does it mean, ma'am ??? " i'm getting curious, what's wrong with my son

" it looks like your baby has hydrocephalus and her heart rate is also weak "Mother midwife is starting to explain it

" what . . . ??? " sahutku drowning

why should it be my son ???

Oh my God. . .

I want to scream, I want to,

scream until You really hear my complaint God.

Is this the karma that I have to accept because of my Zina's previous deeds ???

why should this innocent child of mine have to endure what I and his father did first.

Yes God . . .

My screams in my heart

my body was very weak, limp from giving birth earlier and in addition limp from hearing bad news about the child I just gave birth to.

Oh God give me strength so that I can be sincere through all these trials, this was what I planted, now I have to harvest what I used to do with chest space.

everything has happened, whatever and however this child is a blessing to me.

I used to clean hard to defend it, to keep me alive, so I had to finish this choice.

I am sure God will not test the ability of his servant if his servant is not strong in living it.

I am sure that God's help will always be with his misfortunes.

I embrace my newly born son with happiness.

" Patience baby, someday you will be healed, mother promises, mother will always be there to accompany you no matter what will happen " I whisper these words even though I actually point to myself to my son who still does not know what - what this is.

Thankfully, it turns out that this midwife is very good, besides I was given free delivery payment, she still wants to promise to bear medical expenses that are not cheap for the fruitfulness of my son, he said,

I was even given a job at home

do whatever I can he said

while I take care of my son.

he also promised to pay for my sister's school, until my sister graduated later

Thankfully, there are still good people around us.