My Sunshine
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Dawn was present, but Nandita was still silent at the end of the room. Sit while bending your legs. Hiding his face in the folds of those feet. Shivering shakily. Closed his eyes. Sometimes he raised his face and stared blankly at the eyes. Like terrified. Maybe he was scared. Afraid that the man would come to see her.

Raka, who was confused by the attitude of the mother, immediately contacted Kartika. Women who have been able to face Nandita if relapse. Fortunately, he was now on his way home from the guardian pilgrimage with his friends.

"Where have you been?" ask Raka. It seemed that this child was hugging and calming Nandita who was shivering like someone who was cold.

"Half a hour until Uti, son. What's up?" ask Kartika.

"Mother, Ti," Raka's voice sounded slowly.

"What's wrong with Mother? Did you relapse?" ask Kartika, guessing.

"Yes, Ti!" raka answered nervously.

"Don't leave the mother. Raka did not go to school first. Later Uti called the teacher, let Uti ask permission for Raka, " said Kartika mewanti-wanti.

"Well, Ti." The phone call ended. Raka hugged Nandita again and kissed the woman who gave birth to her. This handsome boy really doesn't understand. Why is her mother like this. I wanted to ask but was afraid.

"Mother why the hell? Who are you afraid of?" asked Raka softly. This handsome boy could only hug, as well as wipe away Nandita's tears, which sometimes just slid off without cause.

Nandita hasn't acted like this in a long time. Only when they went home to attend the reception of the gift did Nandita go straight into her room and act like this. Don't wanna do anything.

"Patient mother!" Raka said. Back this handsome boy gave a kiss on the forehead of this ayu woman who gave birth to him.

Lovingly, Raka also took Nandita to drink and fed her.

"Let's drink first. Everything's gonna be fine. As Mother said if Raka was worried. There is Raka. We are a team, Mother. Anyway if anyone wants to nakalin Mommy, later Raka catapulted her head. Okay fine! or Raka's chest arrow. Let's know the taste. Mother do not be afraid anymore. Anyway Raka will take care of Mother, yes do not be afraid!" raka tried to silence Nandita's cry. If Nandita were not in this condition. Surely he would laugh, laughing at how much Raka was so eager to be his protector.

"Already, Mother do not nangislagi. Let's just come, yeah!" persuade Raka, re-hugging Nandita. Showing his affection.

A moment later Nandita stopped her crying. Unfortunately, I still do not open up speaking. Still quiet and silent. Then, with Raka's affection, he fixes the thick blanket that Nandita wears to protect her.

Half an hour passed, Kartika came. Not waiting for more time, this middle-aged woman directly entered the room where Nandita locked herself.

"More!" call Raka happy.

Kartika smiled, then did not forget he gave a hug to the boy who he considered his own grandson. Gives a kiss on the forehead. Afterwards he asked Raka to leave this room.

"Then it's okay to go out first, let Uti talk to your mother for a moment!" kartika Pinta.

Raka who understands that this is an adult business, does not ask much. He immediately agreed to Kartika's request and exited his mother's room with a smile, a sign he understood.

Kartika approaches Nandita. Hair this ayu woman. Nandita is still scared and Kartika understands, something must have happened to the woman he considers his own daughter.

"Nandita how are you?" ask Kartika softly. Trying to restore the soul of Nandita who went out of nowhere.

Looking at the woman he had been waiting for, Nandita was willing to raise her face and look at the woman, longing. Smiling, like being hypnotized, Nandita immediately answered the middle-aged woman's question, "We're afraid, Mother!"

A second later that smile turned into a heart-wrenching hysterical cry. Kartika who understands the mental condition of Nandita immediately embraced this woman. Clutching her tightly, trying to give her daughter a mother-like protection.

Nandita was still crying, unable to answer. Just crying and crying scared.

"Why, my daughter ? Tell me, why is Dita like this?" ask Kartika softly. Affectionately. Eventually Nandita collapsed.

"He's coming, Mom!" said Nandita slowly, softly but Kartika can still hear the sentence clearly.

"Him? She who?" Kartika raised Nandita's chin and asked the woman to look him in the eye. From there Kartika can read that Nandita has met someone from her past.

"Did you meet?" ask Kartika seriously.

Hearing the question, Nandita's cry came back. He returned to being frightened. Bend his legs and hide his face there. Nandita's attitude also guided Kartika's thinking, that what he thought was true. Surely Nandita met the man who allegedly is Raka's real father.

Kartika understands that this is not easy for Nandita. However, it still has to be faced. Must remain resolved. Because it is the most effective remedy to restore the feeling of trauma itself.

"Did Nandita forget the message, Mother heeemmm?" ask Kartika while stroking her beautiful daughter.

Slowly Nandita would lift her face again and look into Kartika's eyes.

"Listen, my daughter, every human being has a problem. Each person has a different test of life. For example, the Mother's exam with Dita. It's different, but it has the same shocks. We know how Mom struggled to stand up again when Mom was sentenced to barren. It feels like my world is collapsing. Kan Dita was horrified by herself at that time, when the man easily dropped his talisman on Mom. Insulting Mom. Remember that time Dita said, patient yes ma'am! Don't you want it?" kartika reminded.

Nandita nodded. Kartika smiled. Then he continued his words. " I can't do this. You have to be strong. Gotta dare. Dita's been fighting up here. Cook to blush. Poor Raka. He could be confused and wondering. My mother really why? What pain? It doesn't hurt, does it, just scared, does it? So Dita has to be able to fight that feeling. So what? So that Raka can also be strong like Dita. My mom can do it, why can't I?" kartika said, trying to restore the spirit of Nandita. Trying to rebuild the trust of his beloved daughter.

While Nandita did not want to say still but still listen and record the strand of the word to summarize in the memory of his brain.

"We did not forget, right, when Dita first fondled Raka? I told you back then that Dita was a great single mom. Dita is the backrest for Raka. A role model for that handsome boy. So it has to be strong. Can't be weak like this. We have to be brave. You have to dare to face that man. For the sake of mental health Dita herself. For Raka. For the sake of self-esteem Dita herself. Don't want to lose, Dita who is not Dita eleven years ago. Dita who is now a mature woman who can fight anyone who dares to take Dita's rights. Bankrupt my daughter, face the man! Don't go with the situation! Dita understands, right? " take Kartika again. This time Kartika is sure if the influence that he infiltrated in the brain Nandita, succeeded.

"We are afraid that he will take Raka, Mom," replied Nandita.

"No dear, don't lose! Remember, Raka is yours. Our own. No one will be able to take that handsome boy away from us. That's why you can't be weak. Now shower, eat and prepare to face it. Stitch in your mind that Raka is yours, that man has no right at all. Okay, I get it!" kartika again.

Nandita looked at Kartika again. It seems like the influence that Kartika gave off was successful.

Do not call this woman Kartika Ayu, if you do not dare to fight the problems that confront her. His adult thinking is the key to all the keys to every problem that confronts him forever.

With the encouragement of the spirit he had just obtained, slowly Nandita rose up Preparing to welcome the storm that would shake his calm.

In his heart he promised to face the man. Nandita doesn't care. For him Raka is his. No one can touch that handsome boy but him.

***

Unlike Nandita who is preparing to fight him. Zidan was even eager to melt Nandita's heart with the sincerity of his heart. There was not the slightest intention of going back to hurt that woman. Zidan was prepared for the consequences he would receive. Whatever happens, Zidan is sincere.

With the information and evidence he has. Zidan immediately asked Dion to prepare his departure for Nandita and Raka's house.

Seriate....