
Raka had finished cleaning herself up. Zidan immediately got out of his seat and helped the son dry his hair. Combing Raka's hair with her affection. Then give skincare on Raka's face so as not to dry. Because maybe they'll be longer in this room. Zidan did not want the son's face to dry because it was too long to stay in the AC.
"Wear this, son. Let Raka's face not dry" said Zidan. Raka looks doubtful. It is also not good to refuse. He took the cream and rubbed it on his face.
"It's Dad put it in Raka's bag huh. Raka wear it after the shower. Let the skin stay moist" Zidan said of concern. Raka nodded.
"You want maem now what will it be?" ask Zidan.
"Later Om with Mother," replied Raka slowly. Then this handsome boy came back to Nandita, climbed into the bed of this woman and lay on the lap of the woman who gave birth to him. From there, Nandita and Zidan understood that his son was uncomfortable with this situation.
Zidan looked at Nandita, hoping that Nandita would help him explain this complexity to the son.
Nandita understood the plea of this man, who asked her to help straighten out the complexities that had been present in their midst. Nandita hates Zidan. However, for Raka's happiness, what's wrong if she gives up a little.
"Mother knows if Raka is disappointed with Om. Mother also does not mean Raka to accept him as a father, now. But, anyway Om is the father, Raka. Aye. Come on Raka can't do that. Raka's a good boy, I've come all the way here to meet Raka. Cook Raka so," said Nandita.
Zidan who was beside them both could not hold haru. Zidan knows it's not easy for Nandita. It is clear that Nandita's heart is not willing to say all these sentences. It was all clear from Nandita's trembling lips. Nandita's eyes stared at Zidan. Like he was holding back anger. Like withholding hatred but having to pretend like.
Zidan knew that now Nandita's heart was taking vows for him. Because Nandita's nanar gaze was like an arrow that shot and penetrated Zidan's heart. It's not just Nandita and Raka who feel pain. But also Zidan. This man felt how what Nandita did was good, but not sincere. I don't know! Zidan just wants Nandita to do this. But Nandita is not capable. Want to be forced like whatever Nandita can't.
Nandita and Zidan have different desires. Though their goal is the same, it is Raka's happiness. Only Raka's happiness.
Their mouths are silent. Not equally open, but their feelings are so sensitive. Zidan understood that this was very painful for Nandita. Even with himself.
"Sorry" said Zidan. I wanted Zidan to wipe away the tears that began to drip on both of Nandita's cheeks. I don't know, without them knowing it turns out they both hurt each other. But I also want to not hurt each other. Zidan wants to make Nandita happy. Nandita wants to not hate Zidan. I wanted to be sincere but from his heart there was a side that asked him to still hate this man.
Zidan could feel whatever Nandita felt . Same with Nandita. Seeing Zidan's eyes glazed over, he actually also knew that in fact this man also endured the pain in the heart due to his treatment.
Nandita and Zidan were still staring at each other. The soul turmoil they felt turned out to be able to hold their mouths to not speak to each other. Because they both refrain from hurting each other.
Zidan lowered his head.
Hiding the tears that he was beginning to not be able to hold. Nandita is the same. This woman was also powerless to hold back the tears, what else to see the son pressed down like this.
Zidan got up from his seat, then took a drink and a tissue for Nandita. This time the woman did not refuse, she happily accepted the water and the tissue. Zidan was already quite happy, even though no words of thanks came out from the mouth of this beautiful woman.
Nandita did not want to linger late in whispers of anxiety. He again persuaded the son to accept Zidan's presence.
"Raka remembers Raka's fifth birthday. Raka said she really wanted to see Dad. Want to hug dad. This is Raka's father coming. Kok Raka became sad, Raka should be seneng" said Nandita while stroking the son's hair.
Raka still did not want to talk. Still silent and play the blanket that covered Nandita's legs. This handsome boy again closed his eyes. Like not listening to anything people say. True what Nandita thinks, that actually Raka needs time alone.
"Borrow a cell phone" whispered Nandita to Zidan.
"What?" ask Zidan while whispering.
"Borrow a cell phone" this time Nandita said louder. Zidan who heard directly gave his phone to Nandita.
"Raka needs some time alone, will you leave us for a moment!" nandita wrote on Zidan's cell phone.
Zidan looked at Nandita. Like not wanting to leave them. But Nandita folded her arms pleading.
"All right," said Zidan. This handsome man also gave up. Zidan was ready to leave the room. But just want to step accidentally Nandita's hand grabbed Zidan's hand. Zidan was shocked and did not expect Nandita to touch him.
"What?" whispered Zidan quietly.
"Pamit first," replied Nandita whispered as well.
"Oh, okay!" reply Zidan.
Zidan stared at Nandita's hand that was clasping her hand unintentionally. While Nandita who just realized it immediately let go of this handsome man's hand. They stared at each other, then misbehaved.
This handsome man did not bother with this incident. Although it is undeniable that he likes this. Zidan smiled as he glanced at Nandita. Luckily Nandita did not notice the smile.
Not waiting for more time, Zidan also say goodbye to Raka.
"Dec, I'm leaving for a minute. Keep Mother yes. If there's anything call Dad. Okay!" zidan said goodbye.
Raka did not lift her face. But he nodded. After that Zidan stepped out of two people he loved very much.
Moments later Nandita sends him a text message saying that Zidan doesn't have to leave for too long. An hour was enough for Raka to calm down. Zidan replied to the message happily. Nandita's attitude presents a little happiness in the corner of Zidan's heart. Especially when Zidan asked, "Do you still mind if I try to get close to Raka, Ma'am?"
Nandita quickly replied, "No."
Then Zidan asked again, "May I see my son at all times?"
Nandita also replied, "May, as long as you don't bring it."
Zidan seems to be chatting online with Nandita. It turned out that the woman who gave birth to her son was a kind and meek woman. Back Zidan's heart was sore, sorry for hurting the beautiful woman.
"If Raka wants a vacation and I'm fit to have time, it's okay if we go together. Me, you and Raka. Playing together?" write Zidan again.
"I'm sorry I don't like crowds" replied Nandita. Unfortunately, Nandita's answer this time presents another prejudice in Zidan. This man thought, Nandita does not dislike crowds, but is afraid of crowds. And again, that's all because of it.
"Well, but if Raka wants to, can't I take her for a walk?" ask Zidan again.
Nandita didn't reply. But Zidan did not insist. He knew for sure Nandita also needed time to understand herself. To understand the situation. To believe it first. However, at the end of the chat, they agreed to think about and make Raka happy together. Because, anyway Raka is the blood of both of them.
Zidan believes that his earnestness will definitely give him the best way to get Raka's affection and Nandita's forgiveness. How he proves his worth.
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