My Sunshine
NANDITA DILEMMA

Arriving at home, Nandita immediately ran to the room. Closing the door slowly. Crying in silence. While Zidan and Raka could only stare at each other confusedly. Because Nandita never acted that stable.

"I'm allowed to talk to Nandita, ma'am?" ask Zidan.

"Go, solve your problems" replied the middle-aged woman. Kartika cannot be banned. Because he knew, if the reason Nandita was acting like that would be because of Zidan. Therefore, everything must be discussed immediately. Must be finished soon. Don't get drawn out. Because it can lead to another conflict.

"Thank you for your permission, ma'am. I'm going to solve this problem with Dita soon" Zidan said. Kartika agreed. As for Raka, Zidan gave the boy the task of monitoring the whereabouts of his grandparents. Surely Dion will contact you later if something important and something might happen.

"Ready, Dad. Raka wait for Dad in the living room." replied this handsome boy.

"Father to the mother's room first yes, if there is anything quickly followed. Remember don't let your guard down, if Dion calls, you go find Dad. Go straight into your room, okay!" zidan asked.

Raka the smart boy did not refuse the orders of the father. Because for him, being able to help and continue to maintain the trust of the father is his priority at this time. Because Raka knows and understands, if the father is not as bad as others accuse him.

After agreeing on what they should do. Zidan also said goodbye to meet Nandita who was devastated because of it.

Zidan realized why his lover was like this. He must be worried about his parents. His heart must have felt unstrung. Thinking of something bad that might happen to her parents.

Without knocking on the door first, Zidan opened the door. Slow down, so as not to surprise this beautiful woman.

Nandita was sitting at the side of the bed. Like I was crying. However, it makes no sound. Only occasionally did he shed his tears.

"Bun, they're safe. No more crying!" pinta Zidan as he stepped foot, approaching the owner of the heart.

"Trust me, everything must be fine!" add Zidan while taking a bottle of mineral water in the bed nakas Nandita. Intending to make the lover calm heart and do not worry anymore about the safety of both parents. Unfortunately Nandita only answered those worried remarks with an annoyed glance.

"Mother why is that judes? What's Dad's fault?" ask Zidan gently.

"You're evil, I hate you" said Nandita, her pretty eyes glazed over. Like his heart was so sick.

"I'm evil why, Bun? What are your feelings?" Not meant to defend themselves. It's just that Zidan was confused as well. What's with the lover. Maybe she got incited by Natalia through her parents.

Nandita did not answer. This woman just cried and kept crying. It feels upset to remember Zidan had slept with another woman besides himself. It's just hate it if Zidan ever sat in the mop with another woman. It seemed, his heart could not accept, if it turned out Zidan had a marriage license with another woman. Nandita did not accept it. All he wanted was for Zidan to just look at him. Wanted it. And only with him could Zidan marry. Not with any woman. What else Natalia.

Unaccepting, acute jealousy, maybe that was the feeling that was in the heart of this beautiful woman. However, Zidan himself did not understand, what was the reason that made Nandita sulk like this.

Moments later, Nandita pushed the body of the man she loved and said, "Go, take responsibility for what you do. He will be your baby, your son, your flesh and blood. Don't worry about me! Don't worry Raka! I'm doing fine! Likewise with our son, I'm sure he is also fine" said Nandita slowly.

Zidan frowned. Still confused by the words of the lover.

"Mother by the way, huh? Is this about Natalia? " ask Zidan.

"Don't pretend anymore! I'm tired! Let me sleep!" pinta Nandita pushed Zidan's chest slowly. To get this guy away from her. However, Zidan did not move at all. This man still felt in his position.

"No, Mommy. I never pretended. For God's sake!" zidan said seriously.

Nandita tried to dare to look into the eyes of the man she loved. Seeking truth and honesty there. And his heart said, that Zidan was honest. However, what about the evidence he saw earlier this afternoon. The wedding photo. Proof of the marriage certificate's coffee photo. How Nandita explained this to her heart which is now in this dilemma.

"Already Zidan! I don't want to make it difficult for you. You can meet Raka whenever you want. But please, don't expect more from our relationship. I don't want Zidan" Nandita said. Spontaneous crying of this woman broke. Can no longer feel holding back the jealousy and confusion mixed. Nandita is in the pit of worry. Between keeping love and letting go. Nandita can't be in a situation like that. Nandita wants to choose, if she can.

"I'm sure someone must have instigated you, Bun. I'm sure!" zidan said sure.

Nandita looked at Zidan. He wanted to reveal what he knew this afternoon. But his heart was afraid. His mouth was as if he had not been able to speak. Nandita was afraid that what she was afraid of was reality. He was basically afraid of losing Zidan. That'sallthatis.

Nandita was crying again.

"Alright if Mother still can not tell what exactly Mother is worried about. However, I hope someday Mother will open up. Open to what you've been worrying about all this time?" zidan said as he kissed the hands of the woman who gave him this one son. Nandita was silent. Neither refused nor prevented this handsome man from kissing his hands.

"Sleep, Honey. Don't think shit. Believe me, everything is fine. I'm waiting for your courage to tell me what you really feel. And I will prove myself that I opened the man who impregnated Natalia. Whatever that woman told your parents, or maybe you, I'm sure it was all a lie" Zidan said.

Nandita still won't answer anything Zidan says. But he hoped that what Zidan had just said was reality. The true reality. That the real bad one is Natalia. The liar is the woman. Not Zidan or the people Nandita believed in.

Seeing Nandita's calm demeanor and showing no signs of anger, Zidan calmed down a bit. However, he still promised to prove to Nandita and Kartika that what Natalia said was just slander. Zidan promised to prove to everyone that he is not a man who can plant shares in just any place.

Seriate....

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