My Sunshine
NOT AS EASY AS A SHADOW

Seeing Nandita about to fall, Zidan quickly grabbed the woman. Clutching him, so that Nandita does not fall to the floor.

Zidan immediately carried this woman, bringing her into the house . Put Nandita on the couch and try to wake her up.

Zidan rubbed the two hands of Nandita who was getting cold. Accompany it several times, so that the hand warms up and Nandita can immediately wake up.

"Oh my God, ma'am. I'm sorry, sorry!" said Zidan as he continued to rub his hands and also blew the tiny hands alternately.

Guilt certainly rippled in this man's heart. Whatever happened to Nandita was the source of her stupidity. The Caliphate. Zidan realized it wasn't easy, but he had to keep trying. Trying to get an apology from Nandita and get the right, at least to take responsibility for Raka. That's it, Zidan won't ask for more.

Ten minutes later Nandita opened her eyes. Seeing that the man was still beside her was of course this woman was shocked. His eyes are perfect. Fear directly controls the contents of Nandita's brain. The fear impulse then gave him a whisper to get up and jump, away from Zidan, who was also surprised.

"Go! Just go! Evil man!" nandita shouted while pelting whatever was nearby.

Zidan did not avoid. This guy resigned. He doesn't care about getting hit by those sheets. What was important to him was that Nandita would listen to him. Listen to the sorry words he brings.

"Bak horrified me first, I came here not intend evil with you. I'm here to apologize to you, ma'am! For God's sake, " said Zidan pleading.

But unfortunately, Nandita who has been controlled by emotion, continues to throw Zidan stuff close to his reach. Making Nandita understand is not as easy as shadow. Zidan also understood, if Nandita would not just believe him.

This woman just kept running around, trying to dodge. Grabbing whatever he can to get Zidan out of his presence. Last Nandita got a glass and prepared to throw it at Zidan.

Zidan was still in the same position, not dodging. He was impressed to put up a body. This man looks willing to be beaten by Nandita. Resign, as long as Nandita wants to talk to him.

"Hit me, Ma'am. Do whatever you want to do. I'm resigned! It's up to me!" said Zidan. Looked at Nandita.

Unfortunately, Zidan's resignation even makes Nandita hysterical. This woman again shouted, "Go you bad man! Just go! I don't want to see you. You're evil. Go!"

This time Nandita didn't throw anything at Zidan. But he boldly approached Zidan and pushed this man towards the door. Ask this guy to leave.

"Sir, horrify me first. I'm here to apologize for my mistake. Ma'am please listen to me first!" zidan said, begging again.

Still, Zidan's words just passed. Nandita's ears are already deaf, especially for this man's voice. Nandita hates it. Nandita is already hurting. Nandita was angry. He kept pushing Zidan out of his house.

Arriving at the door. Zidan couldn't bear the patience he had. Not giving up again. He also caught Nandita. Hugged this woman. No matter, even though Nandita kept thrashing and hitting him. Shouting hysterically, even biting his arm. Zidan remained tight on his stance. Still trying to ask Nandita understanding of the purpose and purpose of coming here.

"Sorry, Ma'am. I'm sorry!" pinta Zidan's. Still faithfully clutching Nandita's tiny body.

"No way, go! You go!" expel Nandita. Still crying and struggling to ask Zidan to let go.

Unfortunately Zidan has a stance that is not easily defeated by Nandita. He kept hugging this woman. Trying to calm down, trying to make Nandita melt and lose. Then listen to what he has to say.

"No! Unwilling. You go!" nandita's voice sounded weak. It looks like his power has been drained. Crying and crying made him tired. Suddenly he went back. His breath was crushed, then fainted. Zidan panicked.

"Oh my God, Ma'am, Ma'am!" Zidan patted Nandita on the cheek. Trying to make him realize. Unfortunately, Nandita still did not listen. His eyes were faithfully closed. Finally Zidan held her up and laid her on the sofa. Then he came back to do the same. The same thing he did when Nandita fainted.

A few moments later Nandita opened her eyes. This time Nandita was not hysterical like that. Maybe he doesn't have enough strength to fight. However, Nandita's reaction this time was even more frightening. This woman was silent, speechless. While tears continue to pour profusely from the eye pelupuk.

"I'm sorry, ma'am. Sorry!" pinta Zidan.

This time Nandita wanted to listen to the request. This woman tried to wake up, but always failed. Zidan patiently helped Nandita wake up.

Unfortunately, Nandita refused. "No, I can do it myself" refused Nandita. Then he bent his legs and hugged her. Hiding his fear by clutching himself.

"I didn't come here to hurt you, Ma'am. I'm here...." Zidan did not continue his words. He looked at Nandita confused.

This woman was silent but she was shivering. Like cold but not cold. Like a frightened person, very scared.

Zidan took off his jacket and covered Nandita's body with it. Nandita did not refuse. He took the jacket, to take cover. Protect from his fear that attacked him. Protect from Zidan. The man who brought Nandita back into the valley of trauma.

"I'm sorry, Ma'am. Forgive me!" pinta Zidan while prostrating in front of Nandita, who currently still can not touch his soul.

"Go please. I'm scared of you. Please go!" nandita lirih.

Zidan raised his face, looking at Nandita who looked increasingly pale. Shivering fear. This guy doesn't know what to do. This must have been very hard for Nandita.

Zidan cried in regret. Surprised by Nandita's reaction that looks very heartbreaking. The same reaction he witnessed eleven years ago. When he first finds Zevana, the younger brother is in an empty warehouse. The sister looked shivering in fear. Can't say. Just clutching himself as if trying to protect himself from someone. At that moment Zidan realized that something had happened to his sister.

The enraged Zidan of course immediately interrogated Zevana, forcing this girl to tell him what had really happened. And the girl mentioned one name that made Zidan's blood boil. His only sister had broken someone. And it is this reality that drives Zidan to revenge. Unfortunately, he was misdirected.

Zidan couldn't see Nandita's reaction. This woman's reaction really made him want to shoot himself in the head. What is present in Zidan's brain today is not only regret but also hatred for himself. It turns out that he was equally depraved. Like a son of a bitch who took the sanctity of his sister to encourage the girl to end her life.

Zidan retreated his steps. Staring at Nandita who looked confused. Want to actually accompany Nandita facing her difficult times. However, Zidan was aware that the presence had instead added to the burden of this beautiful woman. His presence hurts Nandita.

This is a tough choice for Zidan. But leaving is the best option for now. Letting Nandita rule over her. Let Nandita recover from her trauma. Even though it's very difficult. However, Zidan wished Nandita strong, do not give up and lose. After that, Zidan would surrender himself to Nandita. It's up to Nandita what her body will do. Zidan.

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