My Sunshine
DETERIORATES

Even the night came. Nandita is getting nervous because Zidan is shivering. His body temperature rose rapidly. Even Zidan was delirious like someone having a nightmare. It scared Nandita.

"Oh my God, you must be strong Zidan otherwise I will be mad at you!" pinta Nandita was crying in confusion. This woman kept holding this handsome man. Hugged it tightly. He could only pray and hope Zidan was strong and nothing happened to him.

Nandita searches for Zidan's phone hoping it still works. That phone died this afternoon. Last night Zidan forgot to charge. This woman reached into Zidan's cell phone looking for that thing. However, Zidan prevented it and said. "Don't worry about me. I'm fine" Zidan said. His lips were shaking again.

Really, if only this man was healthy. Nandita will not hesitate to invite him noisily. It just feels upset. The blind also knew he was sick. Sellau said it was okay.

Nandita is impatient. Then he told Zidan not to go anywhere. "Listen to me Zidan, you don't go anywhere, I'll get help. Remember not to go anywhere okay!" this pinta ayu woman. Then he came out of the bush. Clunking, alert. Do not let the enemy still be in place and he does not know.

Crying confused. That's all Nandita can do now. The fear of losing Zidan was so strong attacking him. I don't know why he's this scared. At first, he hated that man. However, when he saw the man's togetherness with the son. It feels like all the pain is gone. Because the happiness of Raka is the main goal.

Nandita ran for a way out. Hoping to soon find a big way, hoping for something to cross. So that he can ask for help.

Nandita is still running. He fell down and his knee was bleeding. This woman doesn't care. For him Zidan's safety is paramount.

Finally the struggle of this beautiful woman is not in vain. He got to the big road he wanted. Unfortunately, the streets look lonely. No vehicles passed. Nandita came back crying in fear. Confusion alone in the middle of the road. At the end of the day, there was a motor passing by. Nandita immediately stopped the bike and asked for help.

"Please help me, sir. My husband is sick!" nandita said to the biker.

"Where's the husband, Mother?" ask the middle-aged man. Without any suspicion.

"There, sir!" show Nandita. Without thinking, the man parked his motorbike and followed Nandita's steps closer to the place where Zidan was.

It was seen Zidan curled up on the ground inside a lush bush. This man is silent. Unconscious.

"Gosh, Neng. Your husband is so hot!" said the man.

"Why is this, sir? I'm afraid my husband is doing nothing!" nandita said in her sobs. Without Nandita noticing, Zidan heard this woman's concern. He also heard clearly that Nandita called herself husband. If I'm honest, Zidan doesn't want that speech to be just a speech. But he wanted it to be a prayer, which would come true later. Zidan wants Nandita to be a companion in his life. Be a complement to the rest of the time he has.

"Let's go, Neng. Your husband's a big body. You are not strong if you carry it. Father's house is not too far, you take the car first yes," said the driver. Nandita did not forbid. He also believed in the middle-aged man. That's the only way. Nandita resigned, if even if the man lied he could what. Nandita just wishes this guy hadn't played with her.

"alright, Sir. I beg you not for long" replied Nandita worriedly.

The motorcyclist immediately ran to the highway to pick up his motorbike and went home to take the car as he promised Nandita.

Like getting a boost. Zidan opened his eyes slowly, staring at Nandita at a glance. Then smile. But, from the deepest corner of his heart the regret came back to haunt him. Zidan hated himself again. Because he acted stupid. Hurt a woman who has nothing wrong with her.

"You are evil, Zidan," Nandita replied in her sobs.

"Eat him, don't cry for me. You're Nandita's good woman, we're different" Zidan said. Now Nandita is silent. Unable to speak. Because the tightness he felt inside his chest was like a firm grip.

Nandita was afraid, very afraid of anything happening to Zidan. Then he went back to hold Zidan so that the body temperature of this man did not rise.

"Will you forgive me, Ta?" ask Zidan between conscious and not. Zidan grimaced, as he felt his head almost break. So pain. Like being stabbed by a sharp object. Nandita still did not answer. Nandita's dilemma, she's confused. His little heart wants Zidan alive and still helps him look after Raka. However, from another corner of his heart he still could not forgive Zidan.

"I'll leave quietly when you forgive me, Ta. I beg you to forgive me" said Zidan again pleading. Zidan closed his eyes.

This time Nandita did not stay silent. For him Zidan is outrageous. Why would he just give up? Makes him want to hit this guy's head. To understand that he has a huge responsibility.

"You want me to forgive you?" asked Nandita softly.

"Yes, Ta. I want you to forgive me. Please forgive my mistakes. Please forgive my mistake, you will forgive me, Ta!" Zidan could no longer rise, even though he wanted to. His body seemed to float. Like no bones.

After saying that, Zidan coughed. Nandita is confused again.

"I'll leave quietly after getting sorry from you, Ta. That was my life purpose all along. I've been looking for you everywhere, Ta. For God's sake!" add Zidan again, seriously.

The annoyed Nandita, finally let out her anger. For Zidan to realize that he has a responsibility that is not playful. There is a Raka who needs him.

"You can't really say that. I want you to heal. I've been trying to get you some help. Then you just give up. You are evil Zidan. I hate you" replied Nandita Ketus. Her tears came back and wet her face.

"I'm serious, Ta. I won't go quietly if you haven't forgiven me. I'm afraid of God, Ta," said Zidan, his breath beginning to fall.

"You are evil Zidan. Eleven years I've been looking after your own son. I've never complained about Zidan. I sincerely raised Raka without you. Then, without any wind without any rain you come. Do you know, since he was five. Your son secretly started collecting his pocket money. He never wanted to spend that money. For he has a very noble purpose: to seek you. Seeking father. Then after you meet, you will easily leave him again. You're evil Zidan. Wicked!" Nandita could no longer hold back the tightness she felt in her chest. Somehow he wanted to get angry to see Zidan was about to resign to his fate. He wanted to surrender to his destiny. He used to hate this guy.

"I'm sorry, Ta! I'm not strong anymore, Ta, " said Zidan again, stammered, his breath up and down. Making Nandita can no longer think clearly.

"Zidan listen to me. Listen Zidan. Listen carefully. I will forgive me if you can bring Raka to be a tough guy like you. I will forgive you if you succeed in making my son a noble-hearted man like you. So hang on to it. I beg Zidan, you want to be able to apologize, right?" said Nandita softly. But it seems Zidan doesn't hear that anymore. This guy's limp. He had fallen asleep in the arms of Nandita. Zidan surrendered.

Seriate.....