My Sunshine
WORRYING

Heavy rain accompanied Zidan's footsteps. Looks gontai. Like someone with a broken heart. Like someone who is losing their way. Several times he was seen shedding tears. Several times he was also seen holding his head. Like the contents of his head it made him helpless.

Zidan is currently disappointed. Disappointed in himself. Fed up of his own ego. How not? Because of his ego, he has ruined a woman's future. Traumatize him and then depression.

Sorry, Zidan is very sorry. Unfortunately, his regret could not bring things back. Nandita has suffered for it. Trauma because. Then how can he redeem the time that Nandita has gone through due to his depraved deeds.

Now, that regret has presented a word "Hopefully"

Suppose time could be back Zidan. He will be more careful. Suppose that at that time he could be sincere and accept what happened to Zevana is the will of God, maybe the problems he faced would not be this complicated. Suppose he could hold back his ego, maybe Zidan wouldn't owe Nandita any time. If he could be less patient, maybe his life would not be haunted by guilt.

Zidan was still crying in his regret. Keep going, follow where the wind is taking him. It's hard for Zidan. Moreover, the reaction that Nandita showed was exactly the same as Zevana's reaction at that time.

Lightning boomed, making Zidan flinch from the daydream. Nandita's cry suddenly rang in her ear. The glare of my eyes reminded him of the look Zevana had on him.

The girl once tricked Zidan with such a look. Zidan remembered. How Zevana asked him to leave. With a voice that sounded soft and gentle. Like Nandita's voice.

If that's his calm and calm attitude. Unfortunately that calm is Zevana's weapon to fool Zidan. In reality Zevana wants him out of his private room. Then, when he returned, Zevana had made a very heart-breaking decision for Zidan. It ended its life by drinking insect venom.

That experience taught Zidan not to be fooled again. And now that deceptive gaze he got back from Nandita. The same look as Zevana's eyes. A look that means farewell.

That comparison made Zidan aware. Maybe Nandita tricked him too. Like Zevana back then. Ask him to go softly. Then, after that, he will end his life.

"Geez!" peekit Zidan's. The memory prompts him to return to Nandita's house. I want to make sure that the woman is okay. Not taking decisions like Zevana did back then.

Zidan ran as fast as he could. The raindrops that fell from the sky. Zidan doesn't care. All he was thinking about right now was, having to ascertain Nandita's state with his own eyes.

The lightning sounded increasingly blaring. But that didn't dampen the purpose of this man at all. He kept running to his destination. Zidan did not want to feel regret for the umpteenth time.

Luckily, Nandita's door wasn't locked. Zidan decided to enter without knocking on the door first.

Sepi, that's the appearance seen in this house. Zidan walked slowly, so as not to surprise Nandita. He also did not want Nandita to realize his arrival. Then back to hysterics.

Unfortunately, Nandita was no longer in the living room. Then, Zidan continued his search, examining the entire house. Starting from the kitchen, bathroom, then the three rooms in this house. But the result is nil. Everything's empty. Nandita's whereabouts are still unseen.

There's only one room left that Zidan hasn't checked. Looks like it's a workspace, because the lights are still on.

Zidan hesitated when he decided to enter the room. But the worry kept pushing him. Ask him to check the room.

Zidan calmed down a little, when he saw the woman he was worried about was sleeping sweetly on the sofa. Zidan smiled, because his heart was relieved.

However, his calmness did not last long, as he accidentally stepped on the medicine bottle lying on the floor. There are also several capsules scattered around the boto. Immediately, bad prejudices were present. Zidan's eyes stared at Nandita's body.

Nandita looks sweet. Like sleeping but not sleeping. Like fainting but not fainting. Zidan tried to wake her but Nandita did not react. Nandita remained silent.

Zidan's panicking. Not waiting for more time, he immediately carried the tiny body of this woman and took her to the hospital.

On the way to the hospital. Zidan's still trying to get Nandita up. But this woman still did not react. It made Zidan even more afraid.

"Stupid! You idiot! You idiot!" sumpat Zidan's. Upset at himself. Why he should obey Nandita. If only he had gone out the door, there would be no need to go far. Maybe he could anticipate this. Maybe he can prevent Nandita from doing this crazy thing.

"Oh my God, please don't take him. Please save my son's mother. Please give me a chance to make amends. Let me take care of him, Lord. Let me fight for his forgiveness" Zidan said in tears. I don't know why this man who was always famous for anti-expression became a crybaby. Perhaps because he saw firsthand the suffering Nandita caused by him.

Zidan stepped on the gas pedal of his car more forcefully. To get to the hospital immediately. So that Nandita gets help immediately. Zidan won't be able to forgive himself if something happens to Nandita. How will he explain this to Raka, if her mother left her.

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An uncomfortable feeling haunts the Raka Boy. He was agitated, unable to sleep. The day he wants to go home. Wanna go back home.

This handsome boy looks less happy with this holiday. For some reason, he was very worried about his mother.

It's only natural that Raka is worried. Because before he left. Nandita is in a difficult time. Moreover, his conversation with the grandmother made Raka's mind increasingly feel uncomfortable.

Question after question was now approaching this handsome boy. Why was she so scared to see someone who looked like her? Is it true that this man is his father? Why did his father never appear in his life?

Raka moved from the bed. Then choose to look at the sky that is a little cloudy. Raka's heart was worried again. He never left his mother far away. If they leave, they usually go together. Because sometimes there are times when Nandita is spoiled for her, like a sister to her brother. Especially if the anxiety comes. Raka never leaves him alone, unless the school and Kartika are at home replacing him looking after the mother.

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