
"Ehem...I'm sorry about last night". Jacob's words that confused me with his way of saying sorry look very stiff.
Is he not used to doing it?.
I also feel half embarrassed. Because I still remember the shameful incident when we first met at my house, and was witnessed by my mother.
Has he forgotten her?. Not likely.
I can't forget the gripping look that was emitted by him at the party last night. I remember very well how he sat on the sofa with that cold look. I was mixed between shame and fear.
At first I wanted to apologize to him, but my fear and embarrassment was greater than expected to be able to bring him directly in front of Jacob. I struggled to think of the right words to say to her.
"It's not a big deal om". My reply finally.
"S-I'm also sorry, the other day I shouted without courtesy in front of you". Continue after strengthening myself.
Jacob was silent too. He made me feel more guilty.
"Yes. Next time don't dress like that in front of other people". Reply to Jacob who made my whole face feel hot.
The embarrassment I was trying to control finally erupted also hearing his words. I can only nod in response to his statement.
"Hm... I won't let anyone see you like that". Said Jacob again, I immediately turned to him.
What the hell is he really thinking?!.
"Don't misunderstand me. You're my nephew, so I'm entitled to give you a little attention and advice". Connect again.
I, who understood what he meant, nodded in embarrassment.
He's correct.
What did I think?!. You've started to lose your sanity Savana!.
My heart is even more honest than I am today.
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"Yup! It's over, then thanks for the advice. Thank you for helping Vana clean this dirty dish, I went back to the room first yes om". I said to Jacob, after finishing our work while throwing an awkward smile at him.
Not wanting to linger in this awkward and strange situation, I immediately stepped out of the kitchen room, without waiting for another word from Jacob. I left her still staring at me with a look I couldn't understand.
I try to think positively about him. Maybe that's how he looks at others. Thought I was then.
I also arrived on the second floor, precisely in the room I occupied while in this house. This room I live in looks twice as large as my bedroom at home.
The wall decorated with gray paint looks very charming equipped with a wall lamp mounted on the right left of the king-size bed. The all-white cotton bed cover makes the bed feel comfortable and clean.
On one side of the room, the walls were replaced with a very thick glass material and decorated with large brown-white curtains. In the middle of the glass wall there is a door that connects this room with a balcony facing west. I thought, the design of this room even beats 3-star hotels in general.
I pulled my phone on the wooden bedside table and checked the incoming messages. There were some sweet words from James that made me smile when I read them.
I finally replied to a message from James, and a minute later came a reply from him.
After quite a while we exchanged messages, I finally decided to take a shower. Before that, I glanced at the clock on my phone screen at 10 a.m. I opened the closet and pulled a bathrobe hanging neatly in it.
After bathing I dry my hair with a towel that is also available. I opened the glass door that led me to the balcony of this room.
Waw!
One word came to my head when I saw the view from up here.
A fairly large flower garden where several types of flowers are in bloom, seized my attention. There are already some people who I guess are gardeners who are tidying up the fence of plants that surround the park. In the middle of the park there is a building similar to a greenhouse with a roof designed in the form of a small dome. On each pillar there are vines whose flowers also temporarily bloom. I was curious to visit the park.
In my heart I wondered, what was in the building?. Hm...
After feeling quite satisfied, also my hair was not so wet, I decided to go back into the room and change my bathing suit with the clothes given by a service this morning.
I had not yet reached the doorknob, my attention was on a room that was bounded by a glass wall on this floor. Almost 70% of the houses are made of glass. Glass walls, glass furniture and so on. Just incredible!.
I who do not want to waste this scene directly direct my cellphone camera and capture the masterpiece that I am watching this.
Is crazy!. He's that cold om-om!.
I didn't know that Jacob's body parts were this cool!. His well-balanced muscles and ideal height make him look very athletic. Plus, her perfect face...
Oh my...!.
Which foolish woman had already wasted a man as handsome and perfect as him!.
I was imagining something that was not immediately realized with my phone that suddenly rang!.
Damnit damnit!. Bump me in my heart.
I saw a screen on the phone that read an unknown number. Out of curiosity I picked up the phone. Before that I glanced back at the gym, but Jacob was no longer visible. Did he see me from up there?!. Duh! If it can be so bad!.
"Hello?". Say hello to me while walking into the room.
"Hello bit ch!. It's Ashela". Reply to a woman from the other end of this phone who made my mood immediately change and wanted to hit her pointed mouth.
"Oh! Stalker huh?! Until I get my number". Ledek me with a scornful tone.
"Enough his pleasantries. You'll regret saying that!". Reply Ashela again.
"Oh! I'm sorry miss, I don't intend to regret it at all!. Looks like this bully has already started to dare to stalk ya!". I said angrily as I recalled James' words.
"Huh?!. Stalker?!. Looks like there's a guy who doesn't have a glass in his house!". Ashela said insulting me.
"Oh yeah? still mending dong!. Rather than chasing after a man who already has a partner, I think it's more than just '*****' right?!". I reply to smile cynically.
"Wow!. There seems to be another human who does not know himself. Well, I just wanted to tell you, if James was engaged to me. But since there's such a nuisance pest in your kayak, all of our plans are falling apart!. Taapii, since I am a kind person, I give you a month to leave James. I didn't want to say this at first, but you guys have already missed it. So, bye bit!". Obviously that fucking woman.
Tut's.
Our connection was also cut off.
I who heard the explanation from the woman immediately sat on a white chair beside the wardrobe. My brain was trying to digest and accept the reality that seemed to hit me hard. I lost to him. What have I done?!.
In the end, these suddenly dripping tears evaporated my mixed feelings. I feel like I want to scream so loud. But my heart tried to hold him.
I plugged my own mouth with the towel I was still holding, so that my crying voice would not be heard until it came out.
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This bitter reality I was not ready to accept drained my tears to nothing. But still, the feeling that was so painful in my heart never goes away, while my tears no longer drip.
I just want to disappear from this world. The thought suddenly crossed my mind.
It turns out I've been wrong to trust a bastard!.
Tins! Tins! Tins!
The phone in my hand rang again. I saw the screen that showed James' name.
THE PLANG!
Without a second thought, I threw this phone at the wall. The sound of his ringing died along with my cellphone which was destroyed in two.
Goddamn bum!.
You did James. You managed to be the jerkiest man I've ever known. You're a really great liar!.
I hate you!.
- April Cn
Author: Bonuses. Heheh.
Want to ask dong, you read so far what do you think?. Can the words I use fill your imagination? or maybe there is a lot of typo? Saran...😉