Sorry, For Your Wounds!
Understand the meaning of a struggle

Keenan was staring at the kindergarten school gate right in front of him. The decision to become a teacher has been unanimous. He will say goodbye to going to work for people in his house, but he did not go to the company, but instead went to work in a TK foundation. He did everything to get close to his children.

Before stepping foot, keenan back kamat kamit reciting prayer. He deg-degan himself, even though the school has been in contact since yesterday, but still makes himself hot cold. Keenan felt like he was taking the national school graduation exam. She was afraid of the reaction of her children.

"Good morning sir keenan, please sit." The headmaster smiled kindly. " According to what we talked about yesterday on the phone, pak keenan will only be a companion teacher. I will be mentored by Diana. Well, that's the guy." Clearly the principal was paused by the presence of miss Diana.

"For Madam the headmaster" Sapa miss Diana to the headmaster who is known as Ambarwati. But his view did not escape from Keenan who was sitting across from the headmaster's desk. Nothing yet, Keenan had already started to feel uneasy.

"For the first time Diana, introduce. This is a keenan pack that will teach in a rainbow class alongside miss Diana. Please help in teaching procedures, and how to deal with children when there are fussy even tantrums. The rest please introduce each other, so that in the future can work together well." Said Ms. Ambar at length.

Miss Diana was already not focused on what the headmaster had said. His eyes and mind focused on only one object, Keenan. It looks like the charm of a Keenan, able to bewitch anyone who faces him.

"My name is Diana Analisa. You can call Dian or Lisa, no problem. Welcome to this school, especially welcome to my class. Hopefully we can be good partners and can work together in educating children." If you can educate our children later' Connect her in the heart with a smile a million charms belong to her. Making Keenan feel even less good, about the teacher who will be his mentor.

"Eh, yeah. Thank you miss Diana, my name is Keenan Resar Sudibyo. Hopefully we can be a good working partner in guiding children to learn. Please guidance miss Diana." Reply Keenan introduced himself in a friendly and formal manner. A smile speaks as necessary. That's how Keenan's motto works.

"Well, then miss Diana please take Mr. Keenan to class. Mr. keenan, once again, welcome to this school." Ambar said with a friendly smile.

After saying goodbye to the principal, they walked towards the classroom. Keenan just followed where miss Diana was taking her, many times the woman stopped her steps with the intention, for Keenan to align their steps together. But the man stopped his steps without speaking or asking anything. Miss Diana lethargicly resumed her steps until she arrived in front of the class.

"Good morning kids?" Say hello to miss Diana to children who are a little boisterous in the classroom. Some are fighting over toys, some are crossing out the book of one of his friends. Well, that's it, the name is also early childhood. Patience should be nurtured as much as possible.

"Good morning to the great Miss Diana children. Come on, everyone back to their seats. Miss Diana will be introducing a new teacher who will be teaching in this class." After the children calmed down and went back to their table, the woman told Keenan to introduce herself.

"Good morning kids, introduce. My name is Keenan, you can call me Pak Ken only. From today, Mr. Ken will teach you with miss Diana. blah blah....." After the brief introduction, Keenan began to follow the instructions of miss Diana, the rest, he just followed his own instincts. Moreover, his two children were immediately familiar with him, making him more excited.

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Keenan feels a little overwhelmed facing the kids at school. With the exception of his children, of course he was happy to teach and guide them to learn as well as play. But she can't just focus on her two children. That was his agreement with the principal.

"so how did it work today?" Dean squinted both eyes when he saw Keenan's appearance, the perfectionist looked a little messy. Surely the man was having a hard day at school for his two children. That's how his mind is.

"For me, if not for my two sons. Big no's! I had to go undercover to be the teacher of all. Not to mention the teacher who became my mentor in her class the twins. The woman always looked at me with a starving look of caress. That teacher is really unsettling." Keenan spoke long while scooping his face in frustration.

Dean, Javier and Aldo suddenly laughed loudly to hear the complaints of their first-born friends. Making Keenan's face more in perfect bend.

"Ck, can't do what respect. I'm gini's rich shit." Decak the man's upset.

"Sorry, sorry. Not intent. It's just, I think, it suits you. Think of it as a test of patience before you reach for Arumi and her children. I mean, your kids." Javier chuckled softly and then immediately corrected his last sentence, when he saw Keenan's face that looked unfriendly to be joked with.

"That's right, I agree. If it's too easy, it's not a struggle of his name. Look at the man who has accompanied Arumi for the past few years. Her patience is worth your example. There is no pressure in any of his deeds that makes Arumi and the children must be forced to accept him in their lives. Be patient again, you deserve rejection. Remember how bad you were in the past."

Dean chimed in on what Javier said. If it is too easy, it is not a struggle. And forever this man before him will not understand, it is difficult to get a confession from his children. So do not rule out the possibility, at one time, Keenan will make the same mistake, because he felt in the wind. Just need to apologize, then all the trouble, done. No! That's not the story line.

Keenan fell silent, contemplating the revelation he had just heard from his friend. Right, he just needs to cultivate a lot of patience stock. If Arumi alone can be patient with his life for 4 years, why he who just struggled a day has complained.

"You're right. I was too quick to complain, I was just afraid that Arumi and that man would actually get married in the near future. I'm really not willing. My heart ached when I saw my two children spoiled on another man and called him daddy. Although I am aware of my past actions, I want to correct them and hope that my efforts can be a little lyricized by Arumi and my children."

Keenan rested his head on the back of the sofa, closing his eyes with a face that looked tired and desperate. She was just trying to cover her teary eyes, she really wanted to cry right now. Regret for regret increasingly eating away at his heart and mind.

If only his age was more mature, maybe his thinking could be a little more open, and wise in sorting and deciding something. Now he could only live in endless regret. The woman he thought could keep up with his fantasies, according to his criteria and could be proud of him in the presence of his friends. It's no better than a piece of trash.

What a young soul that misleads. He hoped that these sisters in front of him would not imitate his bad deeds in the past. Indeed, he will feel more guilty, because indirectly has become an example for all of them.