Sorry, For Your Wounds!
Valuable lesson

Keenan looks boisterous himself, how not, his daughter will come to the office, while he has meetings outside with two clients at once, in different places.

"Susu already, change clothes already, wet wipes already, snacks already" Keenan seemed to be counting all his luggage. This was the first time he had to go to the office to bring a child. Although the father often brought his sister Keyra to the office, but he was still too small to understand the concept, as a career man while taking care of children at the same time.

"This is why you have so much baggage, Ken? what kind of camper to go to?" Reegan shook her head looking at Keenan's pile of luggage on the family room sofa table.

"Fear less well, Elsye if you drink milk, is a box where enough to drink once. I if the father of the same mother there is no activity with each other, I nitip all Elsye. Kaya Keenan can not if you have to work with children, but let both in the care of Umi, I also do not have the heart. But Keenan was afraid he wasn't concentrating, Keenan had a meeting outside with two clients today." Obviously Keenan with a face that looks riled up.

"Sit down here" Reegan asked, patting the side of the sofa she was sitting on. Keenan just complies, like he does need expert advice.

"Did you remember? I used to go to the office with your sister, even since she was 2 years old." Keenan just nodded slowly, confirming the father's words. "At first I dragged this too, just like you do now. All of them want to be brought because of worry, fear less, fear this is." Reegan let out a long sigh, before continuing her story.

"There are things that fathers forget, that being a father is not just a matter of responsibility, and being able to provide sufficiency. But about readiness, fathers who easily panic, to everything that easily feels so difficult to do. For a small example, the first time I brought your sister to the office, you had a fever and a cough. I don't want to make your bundle of hassles alone, nor do I want your sister to get sick. So father, with all his amazement, brought your brother with him. But without father realizing, father's readiness turned out to be nil. Dad was too proud to think he could do everything at the same time, and it would be done easily." Reegan looked at the woman who was arranging food on the table from the reflection of the cupboard glass. His heart throbbed considering the most difficult moment, when the wife could not walk normally.

"It turns out that father is not as good as your mother, the woman who gave birth to you, turns out to have a shoulder that is much stronger than father. The meek woman and demanding nothing much, was better able to support the burden of millions heavier than I could bear. The shadow of just bringing one child to the office, is not a big thing. But when he was leaving, the father was confused. Thinking about whatever you have to bring, you've made your own stress. Though father just have to choose and take whatever your mother has prepared." Reegan looked at her son with a million-meaning gaze.

"You should know, son, the women who never demand anything from you, deserve to keep it like a diamond, you value it, you respect it and you reward it to the greatest extent. Wh why? because of such a woman, there would be no duplicates of her. There may be other parts of the earth. But not necessarily you'll be as lucky now, if you're wasting what you've got." Keenan was stuck, his cheeks were hot, It felt like he was slapped by reality. The atmosphere had gone through the hardest years, but the woman was so tough and never complained.

Keenan lowered his head, his eyes glazed over. Shame, sadness and salute, mixed into one in his mind. Just by taking care of one child he was already confused, Keenan upheld his loyalty as a great leader, and nurtured. Yet he forgot one important and essential task in his life. That is, being a father.

"So? do you know what to bring?" seloroh Reegan melts the atmosphere. Keenan nodded steadily, despite having to suppress the embarrassment in front of the father.

For a moment Keenan stared at his luggage, he finally understood one thing. It is not an innate matter that he should focus on, but the comfort and safety of the child. That was the essence of the father's story that he could capture. Keenan moved, then sorted out whatever items the child might need. After packing in a bag, it turned out to fit, and even then he was more than a little more than Elsye needed later.

Keenan scratched his nape that did not itch, then looked at the father who was still paying attention to what he was doing. Keenan smiled shyly, the man grimaced himself, looking at the rest of the items on the table that were still a lot. Today he learned a valuable lesson.

That desire, need and need, are 3 different things. Each has its own function, where when it is desired, needed and needed, the third will work in accordance with its own suitability and tupoksi.

"Thank you, yeah" Keenan said sincerely.

"Not with dad, but with your wife. Look at Arumi" Reegan pointed at, Keenan turned to the direction the father was pointing at. Where the wife was holding Egy was held in a cloth beside her left, and the two women's hands held two large dishes containing side dishes.

"immies? adek here the same abi first" without waiting for the answer of the wife, Keenan release the twine cloth on his wife's boat.

"Eh? bi's? I can do it, usually also gini. This is fitting Egy again do not want to be left alone, understand, already understand if left behind." Prevent Arumi is not good, because the husband is ready with his work suit.

"It's okay, Umi just continue. Abi take Egy to watch me in front." Keena turned to kiss his wife on the forehead, with glassy eyes. Arumi looked at the astonished back of her husband who was starting to move away from the kitchen.

"Leave it, Rumi. Every now and then Keenan is late to the office, not going to make himself lose the respect of his subordinates. He must know, if his wife is silent does not mean no need for help and attention. It's just that our hearts are too sensitive, making us strong even when we're struggling." Sarah rubbed her daughter-in-law's shoulder gently, she knew, Arumi was eleven twelve with her.

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Arumi was driving her husband and daughter to the car. His heart was wary, not disbelieving in Keenan. But he was worried that his daughter was making a move that made Keenan not focus on working.

"Bi? shouldn't Elsye be home?" Keenan turned his head quickly to his wife, Arumi so misbehaved himself. "I mean Umi, right, abi said there was a meeting outside, so afraid that Elsye could not be invited to compromise later. Abi's work, it's going to be chaotic" explained Arumi carefully. She knew her husband was in sensitive mode.

Keenan sighed, he knew the intention of his wife fearing Elsye inconveniencing him, just not daring to say directly to keep his feelings.

"Why if noon later umi nyulai sama sama adek brother?" keenan's face sparkled, Arumi so wrong. Want to refuse, Keenan address will continue to think until the office later. Coming along? she felt ashamed, during her marriage she had never been there. He was afraid of the look of humbling people to him, he was easy insecure, his heart was easy to be a baby.

"Where?" repeat Keenan expectantly.

Finally Arumi nodded in agreement, though his heart was heavy. "Yes, I'll bring you lunch no. Or eat out at the meeting?" bargain Arumi, so that she has a reason to meet Keenan, that's the plan if asked by the receptionist.

"If Umi to the office, I'm the same Elsye does not eat out, most Elsye anyway later, kasian also if not bought anything." Keenan replied with excitement. During this time his wife always refused to be invited to the office, she knew the soul insecure the wife. Keenan never forced.

"Yes, go away. Adek began to weigh nih" as long as Arumi in a 6-month-old baby carried by her. Keenan also chuckled, his son did look very plump.

"Okay umi, abi left first yes, be careful at home. This Abis went straight up to the room, istrahat. Don't say anything else, for lunch let bi Surti same mbok Darmi aja cook." Order as well as an absolute warning that should not be denied by Arumi. Arumi just nodded obediently, otherwise it would make her have to stand there longer. By carrying the body weight of the youngest, which began to make his shoulders feel numb.

Keenan left after kissing his wife and son.