Sorry, For Your Wounds!
Obstinately

"Hallo, Letty what's up, I'm busy right now." Keenan replied without further ado, Keenan is not completely lying, he is packing all his belongings, in deciding to go home, and will return, if it has been a graduation call.

He wants to correct his mistakes in the past, and hopes Arumi will forgive him and give him a chance.

"I'm in front of your apartment, why did you change the code. Do you want to avoid me after what you did to me yesterday, huh!" The woman's impact made Keenan surprised instead of playing, this is the original nature of Letty who he knew was gentle and obedient to him.

"I don't want to see you, Letty. Understand. We don't have a relationship that requires me, for your permission to change my apartment password or do what I want." Obviously Keenan was upset, who the woman was to him, why should it be so angry that he changed his apartment code.

"I was wrong yesterday for being outrageous to you, but that doesn't mean you can tie me up because of that. I'm not your first man, Letty. If you forget that. So don't act like I took something valuable from you, remember, you provoked me yesterday. When I was gonna stop him, you insisted, I'm a normal guy. So it wasn't entirely my fault. Stop bothering me from now on." Keenan cut off the phone unilaterally.

He wanted to finish his work that was delayed because he had a fight with the woman. His head was already dizzy from thinking about Arumi, whether the woman so abort her womb, as he ordered at that time. If he were, then he would be even more guilty of Arumi and have sinned for killing his own flesh and blood.

While Letty did not give up, she remained waiting at Keenan's apartment doorstep. He was sure the man would not stay there forever. Then he sent a message to Keenan with a slight threat, hoping that the man would come back to him like he used to. He just had to beg and be sweet.

Keenan did not press Letty's threat message, he was breaking down his body, his mind was tired from thinking too much about his past mistakes. Without feeling Keenan's eyes began to close, it seemed that the man was really tired. Both his heart and his mind. It was all because of his own actions, playing with fire, but did not understand how to extinguish it.

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The next morning, Keenan prepared with two large suitcases in his hand. She was going home today, in addition to missing her family, she also missed her woman who had no idea where she was now.

Clamps..

"Jeez, Lettycia! What are you doing in front of my apartment, are you crazy, huh!" Keenan was so surprised when he opened the door of his apartment, the woman was seen asleep curled up in front of his door.

"Ken, you're finally out. I was cold last night. Can I go in for a minute to warm my body. My body hurts all, just rest for a little while. I also like her a little feverish. I beg you." The woman forced Keenan to let her in.

"You can come in, but sorry, I can't keep you company. I'll go, stay if you want." Keenan started dragging his two suitcases through the door.

"Ken, you can't leave me like this. I love you, Ken, did you forget what we just did yesterday. Our relationship has come that far, Ken. You've touched me, it means you're tied to me." Shouting Letty hysterically, she said quickly then shook her head strongly, she would not let Keenan die. Not after what he had done all this time to hold the man to his side even as a friend. And not after what they did yesterday, Keenan's warm treatment of him yesterday, has made his true fall true to fall to the man.

Although not in a luxury hotel room like he had been doing with his date, but it was enough to make him feel the sensation and satisfaction of his own. Although the hot activity was not continued, but still left a sensation that was not described by him.

Letty's run out of ways, until her common sense starts not working well. The woman inched forward then grabbed Keenan's nape and kissed him. His rapidly moving hand touched the man's sensitive area.

"Let go, what are you doing, Letty. You've gone completely crazy." Keenan rubbed his mouth rough after successfully pushing the woman from before him.

"Yes, I'm crazy Ken. I've been crazy to love you all this time but not reciprocated. I'll show you another madness, Ken." Letty spoke while taking off her own shirt no matter where she was.

Keenan was surprised to see her, the man was inexhaustible with the recklessness of the woman in front of him.

"Stop, Lettycia! You're just gonna embarrass yourself. Go, there's no connection between us. Don't tie me up this cheap way of yours." Keenan turned around and dragged his suitcase.

"And this woman you call cheap, you've enjoyed, haven't you? How's Keenan feel? Just because I'm not virgin anymore, then you feel entitled to judge me badly. Then what about you, you also touched the body of this cheap woman so passionately. You're a hypocrite, Keenan. You're mean!" Letty was stunned on that cold floor with a broken feeling.

Keenan stopped his steps, then turned to look at the woman. His heart is not hearty, he is evil. But not Letty is still virgin or not. But all matters of the heart, he realized his feelings for the woman were not love. But only a feeling of habituation and comfort, because Letty who was so persistent chasing after him, helped him and painstakingly took care of him, when he was sick.

Keenan stepped towards the woman who looked extremely fragile and desperate before him. Then crouch down, put on Letty's shirt that was thrown from the floor.

"Don't be like this, Letty. You're a good girl, I'm sorry. I can't force my heart to choose you and stay by your side. You'll always be my friend, if it makes you let go of me without burden again." After she finished dressing the woman, Keenan helped her to stand up.

"Come, I'll take you to your apartment, don't be stubborn, I don't like having unruly friends." Keenan leads Lettycia to her apartment unit which is only 2 doors from Keenan's apartment.

it was the woman who brought him there, introducing Keenan to the owner of the apartment, who was none other than his uncle. That's why Letty can be so close to her, almost every day the woman delivers her food. Doing chores together, even sitting side by side with him in the campus. Letty was always going through her, as if she belonged to that woman.

The feeling of habituation is what makes Keenan carried away by the current and atmosphere. She feels Letty is hers, she doesn't like it if the woman is close to another man. Although she herself is confused by her feelings, she already has a loyal Arumi waiting for her to return home. But Arumi's shadow seemed to sink, if Letty was dominating her. That's why she thought, Letty is better than Arumi, because it is able to divert attention and feelings from the woman.

Keenan thought by deciding on the woman unilaterally, and choosing Lettycia who was not even who she was. It's the best choice. Letty was able to keep up with her young soul, while Arumi, too mature, was quiet and passive.

She feels unchallenged by her relationship and Arumi, unlike Letty, who can kiss her at any time without her asking. Even if their relationship is just friends. She likes aggressive women, she is tired of monotonous relationships. Especially when she found out she was pregnant, Keenan panicked and was scared at the same time. She is only 18 years old, still in college and has no job. Not to mention people's views on him, his family, his friends. That's where she felt, if Arumi was too old for her. He was embarrassed and started to stay away from the poor woman, then left her like trash.