Sorry, For Your Wounds!
Give me a chance

"Then what do you want from me? I'm not the Keenan you always adore. I am me, we are different. If Keenan who has always been close to you, can leave you without feeling. What about me, we're not that close, are we? I'm entitled and free to leave you whenever I want." Jordan said those words out loud.

Letty realized, if she was wrong if she wished the man cared a little about her. Wasn't it obvious the man said, if Keenan asked him to come. That means, not of his own volition. Letty again endured the embarrassment for the umpteenth time by the same man.

"Go, sorry for the trouble. And, thank you for taking care of me last night." After saying that, Letty returned into her room with a feeling of embarrassment that many times over.

Jordan was pecking at his place, had he gone too far on that woman. She could see the change in Letty's face when she heard her words. Jordan's getting frustrated on his own if this trus. Eventually the man returned following Letty into his room.

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Jordan approached and sat back where he had been sitting, behind which Letty's body seemed to shake as she held back tears.

"I'm sorry, I've been too late for you. Look at me, listen to Letty. I won't repeat it again if you don't listen carefully to what I'm going to say." Jordan let out a heavy sigh, then looked at Letty's already swollen eyes.

"Listen to Letty, you know that if I loved you all this time, but you should have rejected me because of your feelings for Keenan, it wasn't your fault. It's just that Keenan doesn't love you, he's just used to your familiarity all along. You always buy her like a lover, keep her away from the girls on campus. Acting like an attentive lover, every moment of your life there's only the name Keenan." Jordan said his heart was calm.

"Often I see you guys kissing like lovers who really love each other, I'm jealous, I'm angry but can't do anything about it. I'm not who and you never even looked at me as a friend. I don't know what kind of relationship you have, but when you know keenan died you even when you were sick, I realized, Keenan never considered you more than a friend. All she needs when she's lonely and needs a woman's caress."

"Keenan's a grown man, and you give warmth to him without him asking. So he assumed, you give only as a friend who needs each other, give and take. Without feeling in it. I really don't care who you are out there, I sincerely love you. Will you stop thinking about Keenan and try to accept me. I'll do whatever it takes to make you happy and forget the deeneness of your life."

Jordan grabbed the woman's hands and kissed her soulfully. For a moment Letty's heart warmed, Keenan alone never treated her as gently as that. They often kiss and make out. Letty realized, her relationship and Keenan only need each other, never once the man said a word other than a word of thanks to her. Even when he had satisfied the man in his way, Keenan would only say thank you and then leave him in passionate desire alone. No matter how he gets it done.

"Hows it? Give me a chance to be loved, more than you feel for Keenan"; Jordan repeats his question with a hopeful look.

"I don't deserve you, Jordan. I've been too dirty, I'm not worth it." Letty sobbed in between her words. She felt embarrassed and dirty, Jordan was too perfect for her, she felt unworthy to accept the man's love.

"You deserve it, hear me. I don't care about your past yesterday. Let it be for our lessons together, consider it a test of my love's sincerity. You're not dirty, but if you feel yourself dirty. Then let me wash it back clean. Haven't you had a shower since yesterday, hmm?" Making Letty tickle upset to hear Jordan's words that ruin the atmosphere.

Jordan just chuckles softly, then uncovers the blanket the woman is wearing, then lifts Letty's body to take her to the bathroom.

"Hey, what are you doing? Put me down Jordan, I'm heavy. I don't want my sexy ass kissing the floor." Letty trus moving in Jordan sling.

"Shut up, Letty. You're gonna make us fall if the truck moves like that." Letty was instantly speechless and tightly hugged Jordan's neck and hid her face in the recess of the man's neck.

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"Still not getting any information?" Keenan asked without looking at the person he asked. The man seemed to dissolve in his own mind. It had been a month since he came back, there had been no information whatsoever regarding the woman he was looking for.

"Already sir, but only information about this." The rogue man placed a file in the folder on Keenan's desk.

Keenan then turned around, the words of his men provoked his curiosity. In a hurry, the man opened the map.

Keenan's eyes are perfectly rounded, which is exactly what he read. Keenan thinned her lips, meaning the woman was defending their child. His heart rippled with a feeling of relief and somehow. He is clearly very happy now. Just need to try hard to find it and find it, the rest will be his own effort.

"Well, thanks for the information you got. It's very valuable to me, find out where they live. Browse starting from the maternity clinic, if you have got the information. The rest I'll do myself. Go." Keenan is still at home Staring at the birth certificate copy from the clinic where Arumi gave birth to her children.

Keenan's heart suddenly felt an excruciating pain, he was very sorry to have given such a cruel order to Arumi 4 years ago. If only the woman obeyed him, then not just one life he had killed, but there were two at once.

Keenan rubbed his face roughly, he was truly a jerk in this world. Only for the sake of following the surge of his young soul, he wanted to sacrifice the lives of his children. What an unforgivable deed, he's a real bastard.

If his family knows, it can be sure all the pride and praise will disappear instantly. Replacing the deep disappointment in him, really Keenan could not even think of it.

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