Sorry, For Your Wounds!
Alisya's heart

"Al's? The darling? give me a chance, I can't live without you. I'm fucked, I'm sorry. Really, for whatever in the world, I would trade it for you. I beg you dear, for the sake of our struggle for these 7 years. I'm sure you won't just forget it. Our encounters and struggles are full of hope. Let this depraved man fix himself, please." The long series of regretful expressions of Handaru's former lover Alisya, did not make the woman touched.

"Are you done ?" Daru gazed sternly at Alisya, the woman he loved so much. He knew that the eyes full of love were no longer visible there, but there was also no look of hatred. Makes her heart hurt more. Is it that easy to forget?

"I'm busy, today I have to do a wedding dress fitting with my future husband. So, if nothing else matters, I'm sorry." Alisya continued her steps without looking back again. There was no more vibration that he felt when he met his ex-lover. There's just compassion, I don't know, maybe because they've known for years. So that she could so easily judge, if Handaru's life was no longer the same after parting ways with her.

While Handaru sat on the floor crying sobbed, without caring the strange gazes of the people who saw him. Regrets always appear behind, the intention of the heart does not want to damage his lover before they get married. In fact, he delivered her at the end of her relationship and Alisya.

He hates himself, his parents hate him. All the blame was laid on him, and he could do nothing. His body was getting thinner and unkempt, the company he had built up from Alisya's money started to falter. Not because of the actions of the woman, but because her self began to be no longer eager to run the company.

All the great hopes he built when building the company, so that later Alisya and their children did not lack anything. But now it's all just a dream. And what did he say? wedding dress fittings ? while he was still slumped for months, Alisya would have built a new relationship with a stronger foundation. Daru roared bemoaned his fate, in another corner, a woman gazing at the man he secretly loved.

Over this karmanya, destroy the relationship of his friend without feeling. And now he's stuck in an unfortunate situation. The damn kid was present when no one wanted him. His determination is round, the fetus will he abo*rsi only. Then he will not be dizzy growing up a child that is not wanted by his own father.

Daru had already rejected her many times, even the man doubted the child in his bladder. Her self may be a dirty woman, Daru the man to so many who enjoys her body. But during his contact with the man, he had already never again come into contact with anyone.

Sita turned her steps, the pain rippled up to her bones. When he saw how Daru was willing to drop his pride for the sake of an Alisya, his heart was sick and unwilling, but could do nothing.

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Handaru walked gontai towards her room, the curse room that made her and Alisya's relationship end. The man laughed out loud, yet sounded pitiful. His soul was increasingly shaken when he knew his Alisya was getting married. His gaze was fixed towards the balcony, where Alisya used to sit down to relax with her chatting lightly while designing their future.

"You want me to let you go, don't you? I'll let you go, as you wish. Take it easy, after this, I won't bother you anymore. Sorry for the injury I inflicted, I'm sorry. I just can't ruin you, it'd be better if it was another woman, because I didn't use my feelings. I was wrong, I forgot. Not a single woman would willingly share her lover, even if it was just attention." Daru was re-shaken, his shoulders shaking violently.

In the face of the flickering lights down there, it's beautiful. Alisya really liked the moment where they always looked at the night sky as well as the crowded streets of the night. With many lights on everywhere.

The first call was connected but not picked up, Daru smiled smugly. As big as that his sin to speak was no longer able to.

Not wanting to give up, Daru again pressed the second call, connected and this time in the lift. A smile rises on his lips.

"Al, it's me, Daru. Don't turn it off, it could be my last call." Handaru took a deep breath and then continued his sentence. "I'm sorry for all my sins on you, sorry for your injuries. I don't know how to make up for it, my life is falling apart without you. Sorry for not taking good care of the company lately, I don't know how to walk normally without you always caring about me. My days are no longer the same, everything I do all remembers me for you. I'm a fool for making a fatal mistake, but one thing I can be proud of in my life." Daru again pressed the tightness on his chest. It hurts so much his taste.

"I'm proud not to break you, even if it's just a kiss. The only thing I don't regret, hopefully the man who will be your husband can take better care of you than me. Love you without ever hurting your heart. Live well, I won't bother you anymore. Be happy, if possible, and your husband doesn't mind. Give one of your kids my name. Don't you always like my name?" Kekeh Handaru with increasingly swift tears flowing.

His left hand pressed against his chest strongly, painfully, painfully.

"Sorry too long takes your time, until my warm greetings to your future husband. Tell him, I'm sincere, I won't come to you again even in a dream. I'm glad you found a good man, I'll pray for you wherever I am." Daru was not strong anymore, the man sat on the side of the balcony fence. Releasing half the soul that he had been guarding with all his heart. In fact, now the soul of the body will belong to others because of its own folly.

"Al's? Look at my parents, I trust them in you. You know how much they loved you more than they loved me as a single son. Tell me I'm sorry I hurt your heart as well as both of them. I love you Alisya Agam, always and forever." Clique

Alisya's tears were flowing just as fast, the 7 feathers parting with Handaru had indeed faded her feelings of love. But the closeness of the two over the years, has grown affection as a friend so deep. Sentence after sentence long Handaru had stirred his heart. His pity was puffed up without him being able to prevent it.

He looked at Mike who was still staring at him with an illegible look. The man nodded slowly then smiled so sincerely. Alisya's heart aches seeing her.

After saying goodbye, Alisya drove his car like a possessed person. He knew the meaning of the words Handaru spoke. The man was desperate for his life. For the sake of keeping his honor, Handaru went down the wrong path. Whether who first teased or tempted, Alisya forgot to correct her. It was his mistake to always ask Handaru to pick up his best friend even though the man often refused.

His mistake always forces Handaru to be kind to Sita, just because she is his best friend. This is also his fault, his fault because it provides opportunities and opportunities for both to spend time together often.

The squealing sound of Alisya's car tyre keeps the apartment guard out of his post.