Sorry, For Your Wounds!
Final level spicy advice

"Neng Alisha ? long time no come? new car yes, you don't know if neng is coming." Said the guard was stale. Alisya and Daru often give her food to take home.

"Yes, sir, I'm a little busy. I'm gonna go up first, get a minjam of his cards. Got left behind" alisya lied.

"By, this is neng"

After getting what she needed, Alisya ran towards the elevator. All along waiting to arrive at the floor of Daru's apartment, Alisya's mind raged.

Ting

Alisya rushed to the door of Handaru's apartment, after entering the card the door was open.

Inside it was very dark, Alisya turned on the lights but did not find the person he was looking for. His eyes were fixed on the door of the room that was slightly open, there was a sense of trauma. But things were different, with a little courage Alisya walked slowly towards the door of Handaru's room.

As the door opened wide, there was no one inside her, the wind greeted her smooth skin. Alisya's eyes were fixed towards the glass door towards the balcony. Bad thoughts started haunting him, maybe Daru jumped from there.

Alisya shook her head, dispelling her own bad thoughts. His legs trembled slightly, his fear growing larger, when his call was not in response.

"Dariu? are you out there?" the fur of Alisya's hair is goosebumps.

"Dari?" her feet kept swinging towards the balcony, the first thing she saw from behind the glass door was enough to make her heart stop beating for a while.

Handaru was lying in a puddle of blood that was not small, Alisya's legs were barely able to support his body's weight. The fruit knife engraved with his name was on the right hand side of Handaru. The knife they bought from a craftsman in Jogja during a vacation a year ago. Now the man uses it to end his life. Truly Alisya shock is not playing, his hand that is almost helpless grabbed his cellphone and called an ambulance.

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It had been almost an hour, but Daru's condition had still not improved. The man lost a lot of blood, 72 percent of his blood came out. And now his condition is still critical, both parents are still reluctant to just visit him. The heartache of the two middle-aged was so deep, Alisya was their most beloved daughter-in-law. When they found out that the kind girl was hurt by their only son, the two of them broke off all forms of relationship with Handaru. Even his mother blocked access to the account that Daru had filled. They chose to enjoy the minimarket results that Alisya made as their wedding anniversary gift.

Even the two of them no longer live in the house given by the child, they prefer to live on the second floor of the shophouse.

Clamps

Alisya stood up to meet her sister-in-law "how is her brother doing?" ask Alisya worriedly.

"Instead of losing a lot of blood, he needs at least 7-8 bags of blood without pausing. The hospital stock is only 5 bags, the rest of us will look at other PMI." Clearly Keyra rubbed gently on his sister-in-law's shoulder. He also did not think, if as much as Handaru was to Alisya, how could the man betray his sister-in-law.

"I called Mike, he said there were two bags of blood in XX hospital. Mike is on his way here" said Alisya, who is putting his full hopes on his girlfriend.

"Well, if there's any extra. That's better, for now enough first if forced to not exist. Ah yes, what do you think Mike is? does he not matter you take care of everything about Handaru. If I were you, I wouldn't hurt her even if I didn't mean to. Mike is not a perfect man, in the past he hurt two women at once. But I'm sure he learned a lot from it. A handaru? he's more or less the same, the difference is, he betrayed someone you know. A friend, it must be very painful." Keyra's sharp speech did not offend Alisya.

"Yes, you have to learn to decide things without hurting people. If in your heart still stored flavor for Handaru, then release one of them. Understand the contents of your heart down to the bottom of the deepest, sometimes you combine between two flavors in one heart without thinking long. Handaru would learn a lot after he woke up and found no one beside his bed. That is if he is still given a second chance to repent. Handaru's life isn't your responsibility, he's a grown man who's lost by guilt over his sin against you. The rejection of her parents made her soul lose hope of life, she needed a pedestal. But just a place to lean even now he does not have it. And this is what happened. Do not reach for the burden of others' lives, the burden of your heart is not necessarily you can carry properly." After parsing long sentences full of advice and terms of meaning. Keyra walked away from Alisya who was still in his place. Alisya tried to digest her sister-in-law's words well.

Now he understood, he was too far involved without thinking about the heart of someone who sincerely loved him. Alisya sat on the waiting chair with a raging feeling. She even implicates Mike in her troubles, somehow feeling the man as he frantically calls Mike to look for some blood bags for Handaru.

The gentle rubbing on Alisya's shoulder made the woman look up slowly. All he saw first was the shady smile of the man he loved.

Alisya got up from her seat and hugged Mike tightly.The woman was crying out loud, she regretted being insensitive to her lover's feelings.

"Sorry, forgive me" Uajr Alisya sobbed.

"Oh, it's okay. I've left a blood bag on the nurse's desk to warm up. Let's sit down,"

"Hey why keep crying, Daru will be fine. Doctor Keyra said the condition would stabilize after the fifth bag." Mike continued to gently rub Alisya's shoulders which were still shaking holding back the sobbing.

"I'm crying because of you, sorry for hurting your heart. I don't mean to, I love you, but my affection for Handaru as a friend made me impulsive. I'm freaking out, I'm sorry." Alisya. Mike smiled at the confession of his lover, he heard everything Keyra said. Pretending not to know, better for him. He wanted to hear directly from the mouth of the woman he loved, about her true feelings.

"It's okay, I'm not angry. A little jealous, yes, I'm jealous. But I'm trying to understand you, you know him not for a second. Worrying is natural, especially considering that his parents love you more than their own children. I can understand her, it's okay. Don't cry anymore, I don't like to see you cry." Mike wiped the tears on his lover's cheeks gently.

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Keyra was calling someone she felt could help her for a while. He hopes his actions this time are as successful as Mike's holiday design ideas at that time.

"So how ? can it? papa Al's gonna pick you up straight to campus." Persuade Keyra to her nephew.

"Alright ma, but call abi first, abi must immediately panic if the right pick me up is not on campus. Tau himself how his robin abi with his children." Kekeh Imah across the phone.

"Yes, later Mama Key will call your chatty abi. Take it easy, yes, study hard. Papa Al will pick you up after you finish college." The connection was cut off, Keyra leaned her head on the back of her oversized chair. Hopefully his actions are not wrong. This is the only way, diverting the mind of a slightly less healthy man that needs proper and strong stimulation. At least that was the method he had always used all this time.

Healing an unhealthy liver, it needs a stimulus that is thousands of times more everything. Daru needs a subtle urge to give a positive response in him. Daru needs pleasure which refers to his personal emotional response, which evokes feelings of pleasure, feeling cared for, being treated well and being happy. Essentially everything related to his fragile mental situation.

The sound of knocking on the door distracts him.

Clamps

"Sorry to bother you. Do you have a little time to listen to me?"