THE CHARM OF THE VILLAGE GIRL
(FEGG) ~ Men In One Of Your Nights

There was no conversation between Fedo and Kanita. Both were silent, busy with their own thoughts. If Fedo's silence occurs because he is trying to calm down, it is different from what Kanita is thinking. He was silent because his mind was filled with millions of questions. Kanita is thinking about what kind of problem Fedo wants to talk about. Honestly, he was worried and also afraid that Fedo would discuss his arrival in Shanghai. Because it feels very impossible if her future husband Kayo does not say anything about what happened there.

"I think you understand enough about what I came here for, Kanita!" fedo said after he was calm.

"Sorry Fed, but I don't know what it means for you to come see me here. If there is a problem, just say it directly. Maybe I have a word that can explain what really happened" Kanita said to the point.

"Explain what really happened?"

Fedo grinning. He used one hand to remove the curtain that covered the window. Instantly the night wind directly hit his face, fused with the anger that was re-ignited. Fedo really doesn't think with Kanita. This woman is kekeh does not want to admit her mistakes, instead behaving as if she is a victim who must be heard in her defense. Disgusting right?

"Then what would you explain if I asked what you meant by coming to Luri? Are you gonna answer that it's for both of us?" ask Fedo while grinding his teeth.

"Yes. I did it for the comfort of both of us. Why indeed? It's wrong for me to meet that snot girl and tell her we're lovers?" kanita replied without hesitation. He doesn't want to play a show. Heart's tired.

"Not wrong. Because it's your right to brag. Now that I ask you, does my girl immediately believe what you're saying? Didn't you?" tejek Fedo's. "Women. Didn't I tell you that Luri is a woman who upholds her pride. He knows that I like to change women, but he knows it. Because what? Because he's not a child like you. He prioritizes logic over ego by directly judging me as guilty. Luri is not worth it when compared to a spoiled and stupid woman like you, Kanita. She has the level of a respectable woman even though she was not born from a distinguished family like you. He loves me, unlike you who only chase because of obsession."

Kanita's eyes immediately glazed over as she was compared to Luri. It's ruined, everything's ruined. Not yet lost the pain he felt, now Fedo so cruelly must have poured salt water over the wound that is still bleeding. Should Kanita give up? But what about his heart? He loved this man very much. Really loved him.

"Woman, I don't know if you sincerely love me or not. But I beg you please let me go. Aren't you tired of constantly ignoring me? You're beautiful, Kanita. There are still thousands of good men out there who can reciprocate your feelings. I never liked you, and you know it. So please don't force feelings on the wrong person. You yourself will be hurt later," Fedo said slightly softened. She only hoped that if she spoke softly, Kanita could soon realize her mistake. Because it would only be in vain if Fedo faced Kanita with violence. Even this woman became.

"Should it be like this, Fed? I sincerely love you. I admit, at the beginning I knew you it was only an ambition to win a name among women. But after we spent the night together, I realized I liked you. I want to have you, Fed. I dreamt we could live together and be happy forever. Don't you feel the sincerity of my love?" kanita said while sobbing softly.

Fedo quietly did not answer. There was a hint of pity when she heard Kanita's trembling voice. But still, Fedo couldn't like it. Because in the heart of Fedo now there is only the name of Luri, the girl of his village that is so valuable.

"Fed, please give me a chance to prove that my feelings are sincere, not from obsession alone. Please, Fed. Pity me just this once. Yea?" pinta Kanita holding Fedo's arm. It felt like he was leaning there, permeating the time he had so long been waiting for.

"Keep your hands off my body, Kanita. Don't force me to be rude because I came here to solve problems, not to add to them!" firmly Fedo.

"Why are you so mean to me, Fedo. What wrong!" yelled Kanita who suddenly provoked emotion. He was furious to see Fedo who was like a disgust when he touched.

"Don't start, Kanita!" fedo's growled emotion heard Kanita's scream.

Fedo who did not expect Kanita to do this crazy look surprised when his lips suddenly kissed. She roughly pulled Kanita's hair until her head was turned back. Fedo's gutsy gaze, he looked like a starving beast that wanted to pounce on prey.

"Oh, so you want to mess with me?" fedo asked in anger. "I've been kind with a little softening on you, Kanita. But you didn't even know he touched without my permission. Believe me not that I'm gonna throw you down from this hotel room window. Believe no! Huh!"

"Do, Fed. Do it if it makes you feel satisfied. I'm tired, I'm frustrated to make sure I love you so much. Why is it so hard to trust me? I'm crazy, Fedo. I don't have any self-esteem because I love you. Can't you accept me?" sahut Kanita is helpless. His tear-soaked eyes continued to stare at the face of the man who was treating him so harshly.

Fedo was stunned to see the sad look in Kanita's eyes. Poor thing, he really felt sorry for her. A second later Fedo thought he had a younger sister at home. Fedo could not imagine if Kayo was in the position of Kanita now. As an older brother, Fedo will be devastated. He would not have been able to see his sister begging until like this.

"I may not be as valuable as Luri in your eyes, Fed. I realize that. But what's wrong if I want to improve myself by being with you? I'm just a weak woman, Fed. I was always allowed to get whatever I wanted by all means. I'm sorry that my arrival in Shanghai disappointed me. I'm sorry. Please don't hate me, Fedo. No!"

"Ssttt, no, no more crying" Fedo said. She then released a hand pull on Kanita's hair then hugged her. Fedo wasn't that cruel to demean Kanita. He realized that in every action there must be karma. And Fedo is willing to give up because of fear Kayo will receive the reciprocal. He doesn't want that to happen.

Kanita hugged Fedo's burly body very tightly. He cried all over there, letting tears wash over the shirt this man was wearing.

"Woman, you're not wrong for liking me. That's your right and I can't ban it. But here you have to know that feeling can't be forced. I can't love you, because all I love is a Luri. Please understand, stop forcing your feelings on me. I apologize for not being able to repay your love. I'm sorry," Fedo said softly. He tried to talk heart to heart with the woman sobbing in his arms.

Kanita's cry became even more after Fedo said that. He no longer knows what to do. The only thing Kanita can do is hug Fedo as tightly as possible. He was very afraid that this man would leave him.

"Our business is done, now I have to go home. And please tell your mother not to bother my family again. Let's end it tonight, Kanita. You should be able to take it."

"No Fed, no. Please don't go, I want us to stay together like this. Don't go, Fed!" kanita said in a panic as Fedo began to stretch her arms.

Although unbearable, Fedo finally managed to escape from Kanita's embrace. She took a deep breath as Kanita suddenly hugged both her legs. Not wanting her emotions to re-ignite, Fedo forcefully took off Kanita's hand and pushed her back. He then stepped away from there. Ignoring the screams of Kanita who kept screaming asked her to stay.

I'm sorry, Kanita. This is the best for both of us. I hope after tonight you'll realize that we won't be together. I sincerely pray that you will meet a man who will love you. You're actually a good woman, just the way you're wrong. Please forget me, assume that I was the guy who accidentally stopped by one of your nights, inner Fedo while walking out of the hotel.

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