THE CHARM OF THE VILLAGE GIRL
(FEGG) ~ Khilaf

When the day began at night, then Kanita woke up from her stupor. He opened his eyelids slowly, then stared blankly at the ceiling of the room. Her life and future are ruined, and that's what Kanita is thinking right now.

What should I do with this baby? Mom and Dad knew before I could throw it away, and I'm sure they wouldn't let me if I didn't raise him. How'this? What am I supposed to do now? batin Kanita's.

While daydreaming, Kanita was startled by a soft elution on her cheek. He immediately turned his head to the side, staring softly at the woman who was now smiling with her eyes swelling badly. It seems like this time Kanita has really made her mother feel very disappointed. Traces of tears on the mother's face are proof.

"Woman, how are you feeling now? No one's sick, right?" asked Mili with a hoarse voice. She had not stopped crying on the side of her daughter's bed. Mili was terrified.

"Mom, do you hate me?" ask Kanita parau.

"Darling, why are you asking Mom that, hm?" mili was shocked. "You look like whatever you are, you're still Mom's favorite daughter. I know you're having a hard time right now. But don't be afraid, there are Father and Mother who will always accompany you. You're not alone, son!"

A clear liquid slid down from the corner of Kanita's eye. Wanting to, Kanita really wanted to tell her mother that she wanted so badly to disappear from this world. Yes, Kanita is depressed thinking about her life that has been destroyed unnoticed after she meets a man named Ando. Because of that jerk Kanita lost everything. He even had to be willing to lose the love he had been chasing. His life and future are ruined, also with his wasted love. Really, Kanita no longer has the desire to live. He can't if he's not with Fedo.

"Mom, help me throw this baby away. I don't want to give birth to her!" kanita said expectantly. He woke up from his bed and held his mother's hand tightly.

"You don't go crazy, Kanita!" sentak Mili while throwing her daughter's hand. "Only women who become pregnant out of wedlock, will be far more humiliated women who throw their own flesh and blood. Mom and Dad are very disappointed in what you did. But the baby is innocent. He deserves to live and you don't even think about throwing it away. Understand you!"

Truly, Mili really did not expect that her daughter could be low-minded like this. How can Kanita think of taking her own child's life when other women are so hopeful of having children. Unfortunately Mili to Kanita, he still will never justify his wishes. He did not want the daughter he had raised lovingly to grow into a murderer whose victim was his own flesh and blood. Mili doesn't want that.

"But, Mum. If this baby is still born I will not he have a very sad way of life? I don't want him, and he doesn't have a father who will admit his whereabouts. This baby will definitely be the subject of ridicule his friends later. Aye right?" kanita still tries to persuade her mother to be willing to help her.

"Woman, your brain is too tired, son. Rest and calm your heart first. Only after we talk, we find the best solution for all these problems" said Dominic, who has been listening. His brain and tongue were too tired to make him sit on the couch.

Kanita gasps. He realized that his father was in this room. The emotions that had surged when asking for help from the mother to get rid of this baby, suddenly became down when he remembered the words his father said before fainting.

"Dad, so you heard what I said to Mom just now?" ask Kanita carefully. His eyes were straight ahead, he was afraid to look.

"Yes, and I have not justified your wishes very much" Dominic replied coldly. After that he moved from where he was sitting and then walked straight to the bed. "Woman, listen to Daddy, son. The baby is completely innocent, he deserves to have his life in this world. And what should have disappeared from the face of this earth was you and the man who had impregnated you. You have fun without thinking about the risks of what could happen. And look now. You do not know that he will get rid of a fetus that is forced to come into this world. Isn't your heart a thousand times more cruel than the devil, Kanita? Or do you not-don't still feel satisfied just by smearing Dad's face in this way so want to re-add disgrace as a killer? Huh yeah?"

"Woman, can you now tell Dad who the man is responsible for this? Please, Kanita. Do not keep covering up his identity. Just tell me honestly because whoever he is, Dad will still take him as a son-in-law. So please tell Dad?" dominic once again persuaded his daughter to admit who the father of his future grandchildren was.

"Dad, I . I can't say it. Him, that man .. I don't love him. All of this was just an accident, we were both caliph and unconscious while doing so!" suhut Kanita started to panic when she was in a car to admit who had made her pregnant.

"The philaf?"

Dominic chuckles. He then rubbed his face until it turned red.

"Dom, hold your emotions first. Kanita just regained consciousness, don't force her to talk. Be patient, give him time to calm his mind first!" mili quickly reminded her husband to keep his emotions in check. She was very afraid that Kanita would faint again if she felt depressed again.

Dominic sighed. After which he stood up, staring long at his daughter who was still very pale. There was a great deal of wrath, but there was also a sense of pity at the fate of his daughter who had been shattered by her own folly. I don't know what sin Dominic has committed in the past to the point that he has to accept this shameful karma.

Lord, please strengthen me not to kill my own daughter. This is the hardest thing I've ever felt, God. So please, don't ever leave me even for a second. Dominic stepped inside his daughter's room.

After her husband died, Mili immediately embraced Kanita very tightly. He was confused, not knowing what to do now. On one hand Mili strongly agreed with her husband who asked Kanita to immediately tell the identity of the man who had made her pregnant. But on the other hand Mili felt very unbearable to see his daughter who was so depressed that it made her look like an undead.

"I'm so disgusting, aren't I, Mom?" kanita asked with emotions starting to get out of control. "Why, Mom. Wh why? I wanted Fedo to be my husband, but why would another man plant his seeds in my womb. Why is God so cruel toying with my love destiny? What's wrong with me, Mother? What's wrong? I just want to be Fedo's wife, that's all. Why does God make things difficult? What he really wants from me, Mom. WHAT'S??"

"Woman, please calm down, dear. Pity your baby, he will be shaken" said Mili trying to calm his daughter who returned hysterical.

"Just be wild. Just so this fucking kid goes out of my body. I'm not expecting a child from a man other than Fedo, ma'am. I'm not going to!"

Kanita screamed while beating her own stomach. And that made her mother very frightened. With a voice so shrill, the mother shouted to the waiter waiting outside the room. After that they all forcefully tied Kanita's hands on both sides of the bed, making her hysterical again before finally falling unconscious again. In her unconsciousness, Kanita actually mentioned the name Ando. However, this was not realized by anyone because his mother was busy calling the doctor. As for the servants, they were busy justifying the rope wrapped around Kanita's hand which was now trapped in a sickly dreamland.

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