The Crush Of Love
I Really Love You Randika
When we first met and got to know each other, to be honest at the time I was interested in him. I felt a different sigh in my heart and soul.
His gaze, his smile, his jokes, and everything that was on him made me slowly love him. A feeling that never came before, a feeling that I had never felt before, now I feel what is called love.
Sometimes I wonder if she would have the same feeling? Or my feelings will just clap one hand. I don't know, obviously my feelings are getting bigger and bigger with him.
A warm, jovial and smiling man every day makes my feelings tick every time I meet him.
***
Time has shown five o'clock in the afternoon, and now I'll be home soon. Cause tonight I'm gonna meet up for a walk with Randika. I can't wait to meet the person I love.
Before I go home, I clean up my entire workspace. When it was all over, I immediately went home.
On the way, as usual in the hours like now the streets began to be crowded. All the workers went home. Even though I came home on a motorcycle, it was still difficult for me to get there quickly.
My left and right are crammed. Whether it is an angkot, a private car, a motorcycle or a person who is crossing. The streets are not too big but filled with a variety of human activities. Not to forget at the edge was filled by street vendors.
An hour passed, and now I have arrived at my home. I knocked on the door slowly.
Geck.. Geck... Geck..
“Assalamualaikum.maa, this is my favorite child has come home, please open dong door”
A few moments later, someone opened the door.
“waalaikum greetings, kok tumben hour soon home, son?”
“Hehe yes mah, because there is a promise with temen”
“Temen what temenn”ledek my mama
“Temen lah mah, already ah Desyana want to shower first yaa. dah mama”.
I immediately cleaned myself and took the water. After that, as usual, I fulfilled my duty as a Muslim, which was nothing but prayer. Don't forget to include his name in every prayer in my prostration.
“Yes Allah if he is my soul mate please bring me closer, if he is not my soul mate please take care of him in his daily life.”
***
I saw the wall clock showing at eight. I called Randika immediately
[Ka, haven't you?]
[A little while]
[Splashes! I was not the way for a long time]
[Yes bauble. Wait a minute, just comb it out]
[Don't be long. Fifteen minutes must be completed]
[Okay, just wait]
Moments later, Randika called me back.
[I was there. Spout out]
[Ready]
I'll approach her soon.
“Tumben gorgeous” said Randika while smiling
“Ya is beautiful. You are the only one who does not realize, already yuk cepetan.”
“Ya has climbed”
I rode on his motorbike. He immediately launched his vehicle. The cold air made me want to embrace her.
“Sya, why did diem continue anyway from earlier” said Randika while patting my feet
“Papa kok”
“Huhh mode”
“Rather than you sleepy keep falling ya better hug me lah”
I hugged her, her warm and fragrant body made me feel comfortable and at home near her. Shortly after that we arrived at a very aesthetic cafe near my house.
Small lights always decorate every corner, do not forget there are also some singers to entertain everyone there. Singing it again romantically makes my chest flutter.
We immediately chose an empty table and ordered some desserts and drinks.
“Ka,”
“Iya what, Sya?”
“I want to be honest, but you have to promise after I'm honest all you can't change
“You said what the hell, Sya? Want to talk easy by the way, right?”
“Not that, so I actually did...”
I have not yet expressed my heart, suddenly a servant came to deliver our order.
“This is sis, the order. Congratulations on enjoying”
“Still yes mba” reply Randika
After delivering the order, the waiter left us both.
“Oh yes, Yes, what did you say?”
“Hmm later, we eat first”
“Baik”
The eating of dessert is so pampering the tongue, making my mood better. And more confident to express my feelings to her. After everything is settled, I will immediately reveal this content of my heart, even though I feel a little stubborn, not afraid of rejection but fearing that his attitude will change, I'm afraid he's running away from me Karen ilfeel sees a woman expressing her feelings first.
But to me expressing feelings is not embarrassing. Expressing feelings is much better than holding them alone.
“Ka?”
“Iya Sya? What was? What were you talking about? Now I just say” he said with a warm look
“But promise ya don't hate me”
“Yes will not be, Sya” replied while smiling and scrambling my hair
“Asli yes?”
“Iya”
“Randika Mahesa, I want to be honest. The first time we met, I put my heart on you. Feelings that may be difficult to get alone. And now I'm gonna say it. Randika, I really love you. Entirely what you will think after this, whether what you will do after this, whether you become ilfeel to me, or what is clear I love you. No matter what your view of me after this.”
Randika was stunned to listen to Desyana's words. How could he easily express his heart, is what Desyana said true if she loves him? Is it true of everything he said? Or is it all just Randika's daydream?.
Suddenly Desyana patted Randika on the shoulder.
“Ka, don't daydream. We just go home, which I just said lupain. Let's just say everything I said never happened”
Desyana pulls Randika's arm to take her home. Along the way, silence none of the brands dared to raise their voices. Upon arriving at home, Desyana went straight into her room, she immediately dropped her body on the soft mattress.
He covered his whole body with a blanket. Given the incident, he was very frustrated.
“Arrgh... Why am I so stupid? Will Randika hate me? Is Randika going to stay away from me? Why can I be so confident that I reveal my heart, did I look stupid? Did I look embarrassing? Ahhh why the hell! Ah already dizzy mending sleep aja ntar tomorrow I think how I ngadepin Randika in the future.”
Desyana also tried to sleep by closing her eyes, but it was quite difficult because she felt restless.
While there, Randika also felt the same thing. He felt unsettled by the expression Desyana while in the cafe.
Will they be in love, or will Desyana's love just clap one hand? I don't know, no one knows, just follow and enjoy the flow.