The Crush Of Love
breakup
(POV Randica)
After that incident, my daily life became a chaotic fog. I feel so lost to Desyana. But what I have to do, I don't want to lose Cellyn.
Desyana is an independent and humorous figure, while Cellyn is a spoiled figure and always wants me to be next to her. I'm confused, I love you and I want to lose them both.
“Aa why?”
“Ehhh you, Di. Was it there long? Sorry yes I was not aware of the presence of you”
“How come, Aa why? Kok ngelamun. Any more problems huh?”
“Now, more thoughts aja”
“News aja, a. Story of fellow men who know can help”
“But don't say ya”
“Iya”
“So gini, I'm in Bandung also have a girls' temen deket. And it turns out he likes me, but I don't give him the same answer. While yesterday when I came here, I met again at Junior High, and finally we dated. Keep the number of girls who decket the same me in Bandung was blocked the same my boyfriend. I have to know how, while I don't want to lose both”
Hardi also massaged his temple and hit my shoulder quite hard.
“A, so that person cannot be selfish. Should be able to think also how others feel”
“iya but how, I am also confused about how I feel”
“Whose girlfriend is here? Who knows I know”
“Cellyn”
“Cellyn his son Mr Somantri?”
“Iya”
“Yeah, I have to know Cellyn is not a good person. Here I already know if he often changes men. Not changing girlfriends, but changing bedmates, she works selling herself. Therefore the house is always quiet if morning until afternoon, because the ramenya every malem.”
“Serious you? But I'm sure Cellyn's a good man.”
“Hardi serious, a. If there is no trust check only later tonight, surely many guests who come to his house”
“Only his parents are not angry?”
“Where to be angry, anyway his parents just he throw away. His parents live in the village opposite”
“You're not kidding the same one you said earlier?”
“Ya is not it, why is it also a lie. According to Hardi, it is better to break up, continue to form a relationship with girls in Bandung”
“Hmmm, later malem you want me to check into Cellyn house not?”
“Bby a”
***
The sky had begun to blacken, the moon had already revealed its beauty. The long awaited night finally came. I wanted to make sure that what Hardi said was true or just lying.
“Di, come on now. It's eight nih”
“ayok a”
“Awas ya if lying”
“No, if I lie later I give you a hundred thousand. But if I'm right, I have to break him up. I'm afraid that our family knows that we're going out with him”
“OK”
I put my bike on pretty fast.
“Pelan-pelan atuh a, fear of falling”
“Please, I'm an expert on bringing motor”
“Casual ajanya, afraid to go to hospital”
“Diem ah, boy kok coward”
“Eh si aaeroin even gitu”
In less than ten minutes, we arrived in front of Cellyn's house. As soon as I glared at him, it turned out that what Hardi said was true. There are a lot of male guests out there. Five minutes I watched and someone came out of Cellyn's house, there, too, was Cellyn dressed in a very mini and seductive outfit and then pulled the arm of one of the men who was queuing there to get inside. I took some photos for the evidence.
“In, we go home yuk already malem. Let me solve this problem tomorrow with Cellyn”
“No now, a?”
“Yaudah yuk we go home now, but promise yes aa must break up, if the keauan oragtua aa surely aa also got angry”
“Iya”
***
The sun had brought her warmth, but I was still frozen because of last night's incident. I took my salary and sent a message to Cellyn.
[Honey, we met yuk, at Cafe ABC]
[Well, honey, what time is it?]
[Now it is]
[Okay, I get ready first yes keep me straight there]
[Okay]
I also hurried to change my clothes. Clothes that are so neat and harmonious do not forget to apply hair oil and some perfume spray mine. When I was ready, I went to the cafe.
Cafe that is so aesthetic to take pictures do not forget here is also installed free WiFi to enjoy visitors who come.
The person I was waiting for finally arrived. He uses a Wardah-colored knee-length dress with a similar colored bando.
“Udah long?” he asked her while sitting right in front of me
“Lumayan”
“Kok jutek anyway, not asik” he said while crossing both hands
“How cool is that? Play in the room?”
“Apaan is not clear exactly”
“Cellyn, I want you to be honest”
“Honest what?”
I also gave my salary which was shown in his picture last night
“Try you explain!”
“What the hell?” he took my salary, and his eyes were wide with what he saw
“Can you clearin?”
“I.. here..”
“That's you and your customers”
“Your words are so mean Randika! It's not like you imagined!”
“What baby? Shadow your body touched by many men?”
*Plakk
Cellyn slapped my cheek
“Jaga your talk yes!”
“We broke up, Cell”
“Disconnect? It's so easy to say break”
“I don't want to be in love with someone like you”
“You sure? Ahh yes, maybe you asked for a break up because you haven't given me a ration?”
“I am not a man who wants to touch the body of a woman who is not my wife”
“Do not be sober! I know you're tempted too, right? Then let's go to my house now. We play there” Cellyn said as she pulled my arm
“No need. We broke up. We are the same I do not match” said I as I brushed my hand and passed away from the cafe area
“Basic workshop aja belagu!” yells
I really don't think I could like someone like Cellyn. That's a very sickening thing. I feel guilty for all my treatment of Desyana. I have to apologize to her, but is it possible that Desyana will forgive my mistake? Whatever the decision, I have to apologize first.
I have to apologize to Desyana directly, hopefully she will take me back. Although I have been stupid and selfish, but I still wish more on Desyana.
I returned home full of regret and guilt, because I was fooled by my feelings. Letting someone who truly loves me get hurt. I was wrong but I still had hope even though it was embarrassing.