The Crush Of Love
Blocked

(POV Randica)

*Drr.. Drrr...

Randika's phone rings.

[Honey, yuk street. Continued at home]

I also returned the message, too,

[Later to pick you up.]

[Kok not use the word darling anyway balesnya? Bummer]

[Hehehe is sorry, I'll pick you up at ten o'clock]

[Okay]

I set foot into the kitchen, I brewed the black coffee that was there. Very pleasant taste, a bright morning atmosphere accompanied by a cup of black coffee my favorite do not forget a plate of fried food became a breakfast friend.

I've only been here seven days, the place where I was born on earth, the place full of stories every second of it makes me quite comfortable here. But sometimes I feel alien, either because I am rarely here or because of other things.

The first time I knew Cellyn was when I was sitting on the Junior High School bench. She had a tall and also contained body, her face was bright white radiant, her lips thin pink and her hair was long black sparkling. Her face is beautiful and soothing.

For me he is very sweet, especially now that he is smart to make up, then I am more in love with him. Whether it's a real feeling or just a mere admiration. As for Desyana, she is a kind and generous woman, I feel comfortable being around her. And often I don't want to lose her figure.

Cellyn and Desyana are two figures who have a lot of differences. I don't really understand my feelings at the moment either. Either I really like Cellyn, or just an obsession. As for my feelings for Desyana, it felt so real.

Now that I have Cellyn, I will try to open my heart to her first. As for Desyana, it looks like I will close myself for some time to come. I hope what I did was not wrong.

My watch's showing at ten, it's time I pick up Cellyn.

[Where are you?] Ask your mom who is on the porch

[You get out first ma, just a second. Find the wind, get saturated at home]

[Don't be long. Mama will also come out at one o'clock, you have to take care of grandma at home]

[Yes, twelve o'clock I'll be home too]

Rushing I turn on my favorite motorcycle, can't wait to meet Cellyn.

In the middle of the trip, I clapped my motorcycle. I also gave some hands to his parents at home, after everything was finished I continued this journey.

For about twenty minutes, I reached the front of Cellyn's house. A beautiful house with light brown, do not forget there is also lined with some ornamental plants that decorate it.

I knocked on the door of the house.

Tokk. tokk..

Someone opened the door for me, none other than Cellyn.

“Kok long time anyway, I've dandan beautiful gini from earlier”

“Sorry yes, I bought this first on the road. Make your parents”

“What is it?”

“Martabak same fruits”

“Hmm.. thanks yes, you I save it in first yes. But next time Dateng come here Dateng aja, do not need to bring anything. Ngerepotin”

“Ya have brought in there, flick here again.”

It looks like Cellyn went inside the house to save my gift. This house looks lonely, like only lived by a Cellyn. Maybe her parents are going to work? Ah I don't know. After some time, Cellyn was back next to me.

“Yuk, we leave now”

“Oke, btw where are we going?” much

“Hmm we are looking for aja yuk, I want to eat roasted chicken nih”

We also went to find a restaurant that serves a special grilled chicken menu. No need to take a long time, in just ten minutes we reach the destination.

I ordered two servings of grilled chicken and lemon juice to the waitress. When I sat back down at my desk, it turned out that Cellyn was playing my phone. Suddenly he asked about Desyana.

“Honey, Desyana who is it?”

“Temanku”

“Original Just friends? But how to fill chattnya gini?”

“Original Just friends, if you don't believe you can delete and block that number” I said flat, but my heart was pounding incoherently

“Kalo so I block and delete the contact, anyways Just cement right? Not so important”

Cellyn blocks and deletes Desyana's contacts from Randika's phone.

(POV Randika end)

***

But there was a heart still wounded. Yes Desyana still feels disappointed and he does not want to go to work for some time.

“Desyana, the darling of mama cepetan wake up already noon. The time of the girls wake up during the day continues” said mama while patting my arm

“Later ma, still sleepy. Still want to rest”

“What problem do you have? Here's the same story, mom. You don't usually think of Gini”

“I gapapa ma, I want to be alone. Mama out of my room yes ma, please.”

“Iyaa, but later you tell me yes same mama if there is nothing”

“Iya maa.”

My mother also came out of my room. I hurried to lock the room so that mom or dad would not come into my room.

I saw my phone screen, there were only a few messages from the resto employees. I have a curious nature, I see WhatsApp randika, it turns out that things I did not expect to happen again. Randika blocked my number.

Is there something wrong with Randall? Just yesterday he apologized and asked me to believe, but what is he doing now? Blocking my number? Wh why? What's wrong? Randika is really outrageous. What does he really want? If you want me to stay away, tell me carefully. Not in this way.

I sent one message to all his social media accounts. And all of it no money to respond. When I sent a message to his Line account, it was there that he replied.

[Ka, why is my number blocked, huh?]

[Sorry, Yes. Not me who blocked, but my boyfriend boongan] reply by inserting a sad emoticon

[Your boyfriend, yes? Good, your phone can be held by anyone. While I've known you for two years never once touched your personal belongings]

[See, I'm sorry. I was also confused not knowing what to do]

[As for you, we are both adults, we can think and choose. If you choose him please, don't call me again, don't bother me anymore. I cape the same all the drama you created.]

[Don't do it, Shay. You know me]

[What else, Ka? It's not that it's obvious yes, the way you let him block my number it's clear that you really chose and wanted him. So let me give in and get away from you]

[I don't want you to go. I love you, I'm comfortable around you, Shay]

[Honey? Comfortabley? It's bullshit! I am also a woman with a heart. I don't wish for someone who doesn't want my presence at all].

[I'm serious, don't want to lose you]

[You know, break him up]

[I can't, Shay]

[That's why don't call me again. Let's just say we never knew each other]

I also blocked Randika's Line account, it was very crowded. My heart feels crushed in a row. I must be strong, I cannot be weak just because of one man. I can definitely get up, and start over.