The Crush Of Love
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Even though I've cut ties with Cellyn, I don't know why she keeps calling me. It makes me very uncomfortable.
[Randika, don't get mad dong dear. Don't break up]
[I love you]
[Honey]
[Bales dong]
[I know, you don't really want to break up with me. You want rations from me, right?]
Since the last message from him made me angry, I oun was forced to avenge him.
[So, your word is yes! We broke up and don't call me again]
I also blocked the following number with all his social media accounts.
I haven't seen much news about Desyana in a long time. Honestly, I miss him a lot. One by one I unblock his social media account or phone number. Seen the last time he played social media at the last moment we chatan.
I know, maybe at this time he still has wounds and a sense of disappointment, maybe it's good if at this time I don't contact him first. I want him to feel calm before I start calling him back.
(POV Randika end)
***
There were several notifications from my phone, there were several notices about Randika unblocking all my social media and my number.
I don't know what he's going to do next, it seems slowly I should be able to try not to care about him, although I think it's quite difficult to do but I'll try to do it.
A sunny day, a beautiful atmosphere follows with a report from the restaurant management section that mentions that our income soaring rapidly makes me feel happy. I'll let you know if I've been successful enough to lead my mama's restaurant.
Right now I will only focus on my career first and also I want to make my parents happy who until now they still want to accompany me. For feelings, I might have to put it aside first.
There are times when a person feels failed and helpless, but there will also be a path to success that will lead to a space of happiness. For now it's good to enjoy my time to be happy with the people who are beside me, because maybe one day I will feel lonely because I have lost them all.
“mama, there is good news nihh” I said as I hugged her from behind
“Good news what dear?”
“Our resto revenue is soaring rapidly, maa”
“Wahh nice dong”
“Iya maa, I turned out to be able to manage my mom's business, ya”
“Mama sure from the first if you can definitely”
“Kok mama can be as sure as that?”
“Mama sure, because you're mama”'s son
“Aaaaa sosweett my mama in”
“later in the afternoon we walk to the mall yuk? We shop”
“Siapp..”.
“Uh basic the most spirit if invited to shop” said mom while pinching my cheek
“Sure dong ma, her name is also a girl. Yes definitely seneng lah if taught shopping”
“Maa, I want to go out first ya bentar want to buy quota all buy snack” my connection
“Iyaa, if so all mama titip buyin spices kitchen yes, because it lives little more”
“Iya maa”
On the way there were some trees waving at me as if encouraging, I smiled. Right in front of a mini market I parked my bike.
After everything I wanted I got, it was time to skate to the market to buy kitchen spices that were running out.
I'm looking for a place that provides a complete kitchen spice. I explore every step of the jongko around me, until in the end I managed to find it.
“Mang, buy the same red onion garlic quarter each, ginger galangal equal kencur each one ounce, candlenut quarter, cayenne pepper quarter, red chili quarter, bay leaf, lemongrass, lemongrass, orange leaves equal lime a quarter ya”
“Iya neng”
“Oh yes mang do not forget the same coriander and pepper each one ounce”
“Iya, neng want any event huh?”
“No, mang. Just make supplies at home aja”
“Ohh it is. Awesome euy si neng tau kitchen spices, because now in rare girls tau spices”
“Ah si mang can aja”
“Ehh seriously neng, right now if you want to eat do not have to be complicated, live delivery order aja”
“Wihh the mang tau that is so all” I said while laughing
“Nihh neng udah mang baktin”
“How much is mang?”
“one hundred thousand neng”
“Nih mang money” I give money two sheets fifty thousands
“Still yes neng”
“Iya mang, equally”
I brought my motorcycle back home. Right on the sidewalk I saw Randika there. I tried to ignore her even though I knew Randika was staring at me.
I speed up my bike so that I don't see his face again, I want to feel like I'm crying because it still feels like the wound he had scratched. But as much as possible I should be able to hold it, so that my parents do not ask me the same thing.
I slowly knocked on my door.
Tokk tokk tokk
“Assalamualaikum, mama I came home”
“Waalaikum greetings, yes briefly” reply mama a little scream
My mom opened the door for me
“Ma, this is my mom's order. I went straight to ya”'s room
“Passionate, yes can”
I slowly climbed the stairs, then entered my private room, not forgetting after entering I immediately locked it.
I was sitting limp on the edge of the bed, seeing Randika's face made me recall her treatment of me. I wish everything that happened to me was a dream, but I can't help but be sure that it's all real.
***
(POV Randica)
When I was on the sidewalk, I saw Desyana was there. It looks like he has been shopping because on his motorbike there are several plastic bags. I saw him glancing at me, but he paid no heed to my existence.
Is Desyana that angry? Until he saw me he did not want to say hello. I realized that I had been wrong, but if I had no room to be in his heart anymore, I was stupid to not acknowledge my feelings, the feelings I actually liked and loved Desyana.
I was too stupid to go along with my obsession to have someone I didn't really need. Because the person I really want is Desyana. Apologizing is one of the best ways. Now I have to apologize to him, even though through the media chat, I have to do it. Since there's no way I can apologize to her directly, going through an intermediary is the best way I think.
I want Desyana to act like she was, I miss her and all her behavior. I hope he forgives me and comes back to me.